Muhasabah Love

Rival Search

Rival regains consciousness after Rita's departure. Rita is precious to him. I keep remembering Rita. In fact, the shadow of the hallucination of Rita appeared.

"Rita... Why do I think about that child?" Her thought.

Rival tried to dispel that thought. However, it still cannot. Rita's shadow always appears.

To try to dispel those strange thoughts, Rival tries to join his family. Rival joined them at the dinner table. Rita who had been waiting from earlier protested to Rival.

"So old Rival anyway? We were waiting for Rival.. I've been really hungry since.." Omel Nadia's.

"Yes, yes. Bawel really this is bocil.." Rival said as he pinched Nadia's nose.

"Oh. sick tau.." Shouted Nadia whimpering.

"Of course, you guys are like little kids.." Helsen.

"Sir Rival ni pa.." Nadia Adu.

"Yes, Nadia's ending pa.." The Rival protest is not to be lost.

"Yes, I'm hungry, after all, Rival's brother was a long time ago.." Nadia Calls.

"When you're hungry, why don't you eat first?" Rival protests again.

Seeing their childlike behavior, Marta shook her head. The nature of these two brothers has not changed. They are selfish and like children. Martha rebuked them.

"Rival, Nadia, enough is enough! If you keep this up when do you want to eat it?" Tegur Marta's. Rival and Nadia looked at each other.

And they stopped arguing and immediately ate the food. Rival felt strange about the food he ate. The food menu is the same, but it tastes different than usual. Rival stopped for a moment because the taste of the food was not the same as usual.

"Why Rival?" Helsen asked who suddenly saw Rival.

"Cock the food taste different, huh? Not as usual?" Ask Rival.

"Yes, it's different, because the one who cooks now is mom.." Nadia. Rival was surprised by Nadia's words.

"The cook mom? Loh, not all this time the cook is indeed mama?" Ask Rival again.

"Yes, it's not like all this time the cook is the guy you kicked out!" Nadia murmur.

"meaning Rita? So all this time Rita's been cooking?" Tanya Rival doesn't believe it.

"Who do you think you are?" Nadia. Rival was silent. And could not answer Nadia's words. Nadia said again.

"Nyesel, right now? that's why the guy shouldn't be hesitant.." Sung again.

"Already no need to blame each other. discuss Rita later. Let's eat first.." Helsen finally said.

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Rival was sitting in front of his porch. I sat there thinking about something. Nadia the younger sister, looking at her brother who was sitting pensively. Nadia became curious about her brother who sat pensively. Like something was being thought of by him.

Nadia approached her sister and she also sat beside her. Nadia turned to Rival's face and noticed him.

"What's up, brother? Why does sister dream like that? Is there something you think?" Ask Nadia. Rival looked down and then looked at his sister. It seems like Nadia is a good listener for her sister. Rival told me about what he was thinking.

"Sister thinks of Rita instead.Sister feels guilty about her.." Rival. Nadia smiled to herself hearing her sister's confession. Nadia wants to tease her sister, but now is not the right time to joke. Nadia asked too.

"What is Rita, sister? Why are you thinking about it?" Ask Nadia.

"Silver feels guilty as Rita thought, Rita is like Binar. It's like Namira, kind and gentle. All this time I misjudged him dik.." Answer Rival.

"Then, what do you want to do? Do you want to apologize to Rita or what?" Ask Nadia.

"Yes, I want to apologize to him.." Rival.

"Did you know his house?" Ask Nadia. Rival shook his head and said.

"No deck. Brother doesn't know where Rita's house is. All this time I never cared about Rita. Who knows it's mom.." Answer Rival.

"It's easy, just ask your mom then.." Nadia.

"Silent sister wanted to ask the mother. because right, the sister refused the presence of Rita. until the sister drove Rita from the house. But, by force sister instead kicked him out of the house. Now brother is ashamed.." Said and then looked down. Nadia smiled at her brother's answer. Nadia said, too,

"Why should I be ashamed? Ungkapin guilt, no need to be ashamed.mama will not be mocked kok sak, which there mama must be happy, because sister wants to see the truth that exists.. mama must have told you." Advice Nadia. Rival nodded and followed Nadia's advice.

"Yes you're right, Nadia, you're going to try to ask your mom.." Say again.

"That's dong.." Nadia was happy. Nadia was very grateful, finally Rival returned like before. A meek and calm rival. Apparently, Rita managed to restore her brother's condition as before. Nadia hopes that Rival will be completely healed from the nature of temperament.

And hopefully Rival and Rita will be found quickly. Nadia really hopes that she can completely forget Namira, who has clearly left this world. Hopefully Rival can really move on and open his heart to others like Rita.

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Rival saw Marta sitting on the sofa looking at her laptop. Rival approached marta. He stood by his mother and called his mother while bowing his head.

"Ma.." Call Rival. Martha turned towards Rival. And shut down the laptop. Martha asked.

"Rivals? What's up?" Ask Marta. Rival bowed in embarrassment and finally ventured to ask.

"Ma, do you know Rita's home address?" Ask Rival shyly. Marta grinned herself hearing Rival's question.

"What's Rival? Why are you asking Rita's house?" Ask Marta.

"Rival wants to apologize to Rita ma.. Rival feels guilty for her." The answer. Hearing Rival's words, Marta felt relieved. Finally Rival wants to admit his mistake against Rita. I hope this bodes well for him. Martha said to Rival.

"Yes.must know dong Rival.bentar yes, mama give me the address first. Marta. Martha moved from her seat. Then he walked up to something. And soon it's back.

"This is Rita's address.." Marta said while offering a paper that read the address. Rival grabbed the paper.

"Yes ma. thank you ma.." Rival. Marta became relieved. Because Rival finally wants to acknowledge Rita's kindness.