Muhasabah Love

Namira's pregnant

2 Months had passed since the first night, Namira had not yet arrived. Namira checked the calendar in her room. Namira was two months late. Then, Namira also did a pregnancy test with a testpack. After a while of waiting, Namira also found out the results of the testpack. Namira was surprised to see the testpack results. It turns out that the testpack results have stated line two.

"So... Am I really pregnant? There's no way I'm pregnant. We only do it once.." Namira said she did not believe it. Namira also felt panicked with the results of the testpack.

"Oh.. How is this? What if Malik gets mad at me for this?" Thought Namira was panicking. Then, Namira also tried to eliminate the testpack. So Malik doesn't know.

"Before Malik's brother comes home, I'd better throw away the results of this testpack!" Said Namira while looking at the testpack in front of his face. Namira quickly threw the testpack into the trash.

For a time, Namira did not dare to tell Malik the truth. Namira kept this a secret from Malik.

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Namira is waiting for Malik to return to work. And before long, Malik came. Namira immediately welcomed her husband home. As a devout wife, Namira kissed her husband's hand.

"So, you must be tired, right? I made dinner for my sister.. And hot water for my sister to shower, too.." Said Namira with a smile. Malik smiled as Namira spoke like that. During Namira's time as Malik's wife, Iya served Malik well. Namira continues to carry out her duties as a wife.

"Thank you Namira, you've been a good wife.." Malik.

"Yes, my brother, this is my duty.." Namira.

"How are you doing today?" Ask Malik.

"Alhamdulillah sis. smoothly.. and now, I have ascended the office.." Namira. Hearing this, Malik was also happy.

"Oh yeah? I'm glad to hear..have ya?" Malik.

Somehow, the more days Namira's feelings become different to Malik. Namira also did not know what feelings she felt. Malik also felt the sincerity of Namira. I don't know what Malik feels.

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On holidays, Namira intends to tidy up her room. Actually, their room is neat. However, Namira also wanted to change the look of the room to make it look different. Namira began to change the look of the room. When Namira wants to clean up the room, Namira accidentally finds a box. And Namira was curious about the box. Out of curiosity, Namira finally opened the box.

"What is this box?" Namira thought to wonder. Namira opened the box. And Namira felt a little surprised when Namira opened the box. Namira saw a photo of a girl who was so beautiful. And Namira kept opening the photo. At the end of the photo, Namira sees a photo of the girl with Malik. And behind the photo there is an inscription that says very romantic words.

Even Namira found a note in the box. Namira read the note. Where in the note there is a photo of the girl as well. Fill out that note about the girl. And the note shows Malik's love affair with the girl. And Namira becomes aware that Malik has a past. And Namira also knew that Malik's lover had long since died.

"So, this is Malik's sister? Beautiful too.. But why did he die?" Think Namira.

I don't know why Namira felt a little jealous of the photo. Although it's the past, but Namira seems to feel not willing to with the memories. And Namira was not happy if Malik kept the memories. And if noticed, Namira saw the girl look like her.

"Why does his face look like me? Is it because of this, brother Malik wants to be betrothed to me?" Namira said wondering.

"Keep, had I not been similar to him, would Brother Malik have accepted this matchmaking?" Namira said again full of questions. Finally, Namira quickly put the box in its place. Namira knows enough about this. I don't want to reveal this anymore.

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Namira began to prepare dinner for her husband. And Namira called Malik. I don't know, Namira's body is starting to feel bad. It's like a merry.

"Namira.. are you sick?" Ask Malik.

"Oh. don't really, sister.. I'm just a little tired.." Namira. Malik was not sure of Namira's words. Because Namira looks pale.

"Namira.your face looks pale.." Malik. Malik touched Namira's face. And it's true, that Namira is sick. Body's hot. Malik also saw Namira very limp. Malik takes Namira to his room. Yes, so worried. And Malik was holding Namira.

"Sister, I'm fine.." Namira.

"No. don't protest.." Malik. Malik then checked on his wife. Because Malik is also a doctor. Strange, everything's fine. But, Namira looks pale and limp.

"Namira.. Did you rest? Tomorrow, we go to the hospital, okay?" Malik. I don't know why Malik was worried about Namira. Seeing that Namira was sick, Malik panicked. Malik can't wait to go to the hospital tomorrow. And Malik knows what Namira is sick of.

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The next day, Malik immediately took Namira to the hospital for further examination. Malik is worried that Namira has a serious illness.

After checking in the laboratory, the doctor read the results of the test. And after the doctor read the results, the doctor congratulated Namira and Malik.

"Congratulations.. Namira's mother is pregnant.." Tell that doctor. Malik and Namira were shocked to hear the doctor's statement. Malik and Namira did not expect the doctor's statement.

"So right, I'm pregnant?" Namira's question is still gawking. Then Malik turned towards Namira.

"You mean?" Ask Malik..

"Yes brother.. One week ago, I checked my monthly calendar, and I've been two months late since then.. And I'm trying to buy a testpack, and it turns out the result is line two." Answer Namira.

"Yes, God.. Why didn't you say?" Ask Malik. Because they felt bad for the doctor, they also returned home.

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"Namira, why didn't you tell me?" Ask Malik.

"I'm afraid brother.. Afraid Malik's brother is angry.." Namira.

"Well, should I be angry? That is my will. My Deeds.." Answer Malik.

"Yes, anyway.." Namira.

"Other times, don't you think so? If there's anything to tell me.. I'm your husband.." Malik.

Namira nodded.