Muhasabah Love

Cold Acting

“Drink medicine again or enough consultation?”

Space shakes. He was reluctant to talk to Sakti even though he had been visited. Three days after meeting Mr. Tirta, the man had not yet left the house.

The room is now the most comfortable place for space. He again shut himself up and pulled himself out of the busy social environment. In fact, work is only monitored from home through tablets.

“Ka, you can tell me exactly what you are rasain now. I'm the same nyokap-bokap lo, can't if you find you with Myria. Day ....”

“Gue didn't ask for it.” Menukas. He stood up and looked at the trees from behind the glass window in the room. “Gue was really big yesterday. He went to the house to sleep, but he was like a gini. I'm sure he'll rethink marriage with me.”

“By the way, anyway, Ka, lo it?” Sakti's tone is rising. When his best friend feels inferior, he must die strengthening. Sakti knew that Angkasa's depression began to recur because one of the signs was already clearly visible.

“Myria is not like your thoughts!” the word Sakti again without lowering intonation.

Space is silent again. He is busy with his own thoughts. “Sakti, I can't. I can't get Myria anymore. Uncle Mandala must have been more and more unacceptable to have a crazy man-in-law like me. I should know myself and not, I should not..”

“That's just your mind, Kasa!” Sakti's position, which was originally near the television table, is now starting to move forward.  He directed a look at Angkasa even though his best friend was turning his back. “Lo is not crazy, Ka! How many times have I told you it's healthy? The doctor also said you're cured, right? Why do you gini again?”

Space flutters. The man did not reply at all. His interest in speech was still lost somewhere, but his mind was so noisy with the bad assumptions he had created himself.

One hand of Sakti landed on the shoulder of Space. Although not responded, the man with a white shirt with a black dots motif still wanted to convey a sentence of encouragement. He took a breath and threw it away slowly, then said, “Although I am also not married, but I am sure marriage will not be as dark as your mind, Ka. In the past, the failure that you experienced, maybe it's one of the reasons because you can not think mature in many ways. I know it's hard to make decisions in desperate conditions. Moreover, the choice you face is people mean in life lo.”

The sturdy shoulder was patted Sakti repeatedly slowly. He took two steps forward to align his position with Space. His slightly muscular hand moved to the other side to embrace. “But now you've changed a lot, Ka. You have enough power to survive. Myria is also different, do not think of things that make you feel insecure mulu. Try lo lupain lo lack, focus on the advantages and show it the same bokapnya Myria. If you are optimistic, your aura will also be different in his eyes later.”

This time, Angkasa heard Sakti's suggestion. Since then he was silent and daydreaming, it does not mean ignoring him. Angkasa does not forget how troublesome Sakti since long ago.

The Space Chief slowly turned his head towards Sakti. The lips that had been so hard to smile since yesterday, now started to lift up a little. Two hands that had been idle had also returned his best friend's embrace. “Thanks. Lo always the best.”

Sakti breathed a sigh of relief at the change in Space expression. He gave her a few more claps, then pulled her hand and put it in his pants pocket. Sakti's vision also led out the window. “We have God, Ka. I don't want to give you a lecture because your mind is confused again.”

Oxygen was inhaled enough by Sakti to fill his lungs. He continued his words after removing carbon dioxide from the nose. “But the one thing I want you to always suck. Our destiny is etched in Lauhul Mahfudz. Your life and I in the past do not make our thoughts continuously and our lives that will come, not also to be worried. If humans are busy thinking about what has passed and worrying about what has not happened, when can humans enjoy life?”

“Keknya more pantes lo first married than me,” Angkasa said as he folded his arms to the stomach.

Sakti's tongue clucked. He turned his body and retreated towards the bed. Arriving in bed, the man knocked down the body completely. “Gue relax. Not even three heads. What rush? Marriage is not a prize race. Later, lah.”

“About lo jomlo.” Space sneers.

Sakti is not bullying. He closed his eyes with his left arm and was ready to sleep when it was soon evening. He did not rest at all because he went home from work directly to Space. For three days like that he was so worried.

“Only there are things that make not at home?” kata Sakti in a relaxed manner. “White I hold, want to buy this it just point, nyokap bokap also at home. What else is needed? If there is a problem, nyokap same ART at home no less, Ka.”

The space approached and pushed Sakti's feet hanging onto the floor with his feet. “Lo also needs offspring, Bego! No way the Pradana family stops at elo!”

Sakti's eyes reopened as her hands were moved. His gaze led to Angkasa who was still standing on the edge of the mattress. “So you want to refer to just want to have children? Yeah, aah, Ka, I guess what.”

Wrong assumption makes Space furious. His leg kick was getting stronger to invite a burst of laughter from Sakti. The space got out of position, then pulled the empty glass from the table. “Gue wedding to perfect half religion. If you are ready, what do you want to wait?”

Sakti's lips are locked. His eyes began to be heavy to open. The originally clear sound of Space began to faint faint and shrink until it disappeared completely.

Unable to respond, Space approached Sakti. Knowing the cause of being ignored, he clucked. “This child is sleeping. Don't know how to magrib?”

As thick as Sakti, Angkasa remains dear. Therefore, he let his friend rest and will wake up when Azan reverberates.

The man with the plain oversize white T-shirt and the cloth shorts below the knee was about to come out. Glasses that have been empty since then need to be filled. Space just leave Sakti and go to the door.

Just as the door opened, the glass in Angkasa's hand fell and broke so that it shook Sakti which was just starting to reach a deep.

“Ka!”