Muhasabah Love

Namira's recovery and Monica's woe

It's been a year Namira's been in the pesantren again. Umi Syarifah, a wife of a boarding school nurse, became sincere and sincere in caring for Namira. Namira's pain is not physical. But, Namira has a psychiatric disorder. Thanks to the efforts and prayer support of the pesantren. Namira's condition is getting better. Umi Syarifah and Kiyai are very grateful to the most healing. Efforts will not betray results. Just want to mean it.

The more days, Namira's condition is getting better. Namira already knows who she is. In fact, Namira was able to recognize the Umi Syarifah and kyai again.

"Namira... Do you know us?" Namira nodded in answer to the question of Umi Syarifah.

"If it's true, tell me who I am?" Umi Syarifah testing Namira.

"Umi Sharifah. and Kyai. Who used to babysit me for 20 years in this boarding school.." Umi Syarifah and Kyai give thanks to god.

"Namira... do you remember what happened to you?" Namira nodded and smiled slightly.

"Yes.I remember.my husband and my son were not there because of the accident.." The answer.

"What is Namira sincere about what has happened to Namira. So this event makes Namira lose a loved one?"

"Insha Allah umi.I have been sincere. May the Imam be quiet in nature.." Said while looking down. Namira held back the tears that wanted to fall. Umi Syarifah forbade Namira to hold back tears that want to drip.

"Namira.no need to be arrested! If you want to go out, just take it out. Let you be relieved.If you want to cry, then please you cry. Crying does not mean we are weak. Tears are medicine. Medicinal wounded heart." Her speech. Namira understood what the Sharifah Umi said. And Namira dropped her tears. He closed his eyes and raised his head. All this Namira did to make it quieter.

After feeling calm, Namira rubbed her wet cheeks. Umi Syarifah also smiled . Seraya asked.

"Namira, don't you miss your parents? They miss you so much. They hope for your recovery.." Umi Syarifah.

"I miss them so much Umi.. In fact, I'd really like to meet them. I want to regroup with them soon." Namira.

"Namira..wait healthy first yes. later, if you are really ready to meet the outside world again, then you can go home. prepare your mental Namira first.." Umi Syarifah.

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The days have passed. Namira is getting better. I can be happy again as before. Umi Syarifah and Kiyai are very grateful for Namira's recovery. They allowed Namira to go home.

Namira was very grateful for her recovery. And Namira said goodbye to Kiyai and his wife. They release Namira to return to their parents.

Kiyai and his wife drive Namira home to her parents. Namira can't wait to get home. Namira misses both her parents and her sister.

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Arriving there, Namira immediately opened the car door and immediately got out of the car. Namira immediately ran to the door of his house. He knocked on his door. Shortly afterwards, the sound of someone opening the door from the inside.

The one who opened the door was Kayla. Kayla was so shocked when she saw Namira in front of her.

"Sister.." Without further ado, Namira immediately hugged her sister tightly. Kayla returned her brother's embrace. The longing between the brothers has been treated.

"Sorry big sister, Kayla.. big sister has long left you. Surely you miss it?" Namira. Kayla nodded while saying.

"Banget.." Kayla immediately ran to call her father and mother. They're approaching Kayla. They were also surprised. Namira was standing in front of them.

"It's not a dream, is it? You're Namira, right?" Namira nodded and immediately hugged her mother.

"Yes.it's Namira ma'am.. Namira's been wrong about me and my mom.." Lirih.

Like getting durian falling. It was a great surprise for them. The princess who was waiting for his return was now in front of them. They are thankful that God has listened to their prayers at this time.

Now Namira has healed and has returned to normal as usual. Namira's family is very happy. Do not forget the gratitude they gave to the Umi Syarifah and Pak Kiyai. They've made Namira recover.

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Namira and her family are happy again. However, there are those who do not like to see Namira recovering from his depression. Yeah, who else if not Monica. I was very upset to see Namira's happiness.

"Damn! Why did Namira get well? Why isn't he crazy forever? Ok, this time luck is on your side, but, just look.. I will make you and your family suffer. Just wait for my revenge.

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The silent middle of the night. The atmosphere is dark and illuminated only by street lights. Everyone is asleep. Including Namira and her family.

A woman in a black jacket and a black mask quietly approached Namira's house. The man was carrying fuel. Yes then, dump the fuel around Namira's house. Who else would it be if it wasn't Monica? With his lust Monica poured that gasoline. But, it's so cloudy. Also Monica is known by one of the residents.

"Hey! What the hell is that gonna do?" Shouted them. Monica felt shocked and panicked when the action was known by the residents.Without thinking long, Monica immediately ran away and one of the residents yelled maling. They're after Monica. They keep chasing after Monica. Until Monica finds a dead end. People are getting closer. And Monica can't run anymore. Because in front of him was a deadly abyss.

"Hayo.where are you going?"

"Oh.dang.tang.. If I get caught, I could be in prison again.." Mumbled. Monica doesn't want to be in jail anymore. He also had to jump into the abyss. The people are panicking. They want to help Monica who fell into the abyss. But who would dare to go down there. The residents eventually contacted the police.

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The news of Monica's death falling into the abyss has been spread because journalists have been highlighting her camera. Not to forget also with Namira who saw the news about Monica.

"Innalillahi wainna ilaihi roji.. Aunt Monica didn't expect it. She left this fast.. Yes, God.." Namira rubbing chest.

"thank you.. End of evil really become a person.. that's it, right? Hem. mampus lo. welcome to meet the angel mungkar and nakir.." Kayla felt grateful for the news about Monica.

"Dek..kid not so. ga good you pray for the dead like that.." Namira Tegur.

"So he's evil brother.he's already evil same brother." Kayla said annoyedly.

"Yes.. everyone. it's Kayla's fault.she's been hit by her reply. she's been missing. we have to forgive. ok beautiful sister.." Namira reminded. Kayla also nodded in understanding.