Muhasabah Love

Monica's Passion

Namira's gestational age has entered 6 months. Namira's stomach is already visible. Seeing Namira stroking her stomach, Malik felt very happy. I feel like a full husband. And soon to be a father. Either Malik has started to feel in love with Namira. Not because she looks like Laura. Except as Namira. Malik approached his wife.

"Hi dear... What are you doing?" Ask Malik attentively. Namira, who was stroking her stomach, turned to her husband.

"Hey.it's a baby.. I'm cringing baby candidates again. because it's shuffled continuously from earlier.." Namira. Hearing this, Malik seemed disbelieving but happy to hear it.

"Oh yeah? Cook anyway? I can't be horrified?" Pinta Malik's. Namira smiled too.

"Yes, can dong dear.." Namira. Malik starts sticking his ears to Namira's distended stomach. It also felt a kick from the wife's stomach. Malik is grateful because if often kicked means the baby is healthy.

"Where is my dear every day? movements often?" Ask Malik.

"Yes dear.the movement is often really. and our baby is active.." Answer Namira.

"Alhamdulillah. mean.our child is healthy yes.. I'm thrilled.." Malik.

"Yes dear. thank God.." Namira.

Either in Namira's heart also felt the same way as Malik. He also loves Malik. I don't know when that's when it's coming. But, Namira still thinks that Malik does not love her as himself. But Malik loves Namira only as Laura. Despite that, Namira was happy. Because Malik is so considerate of her. Although Malik didn't love her as Namira.

"Darling.. You don't work?" Ask Namira.

No dear.. I don't have a schedule today. Why?" Ask Malik.

"Nothing.. I'm just asking, baby.." Namira. Namira suddenly looked down. Malik was astonished.

"Why are you Namira?" Ask Malik.

"I ain't nothing mas.. I'm just a little tired.." Namira.

"Oh. If you're tired.yeah you rest baby.." Malik.

"Yes dear.. I'll go to the room first.." Pamit Namira's.

Namira went straight to her room. Malik took his wife to bed. He helped his wife to rest in her room. Malik saw the look on his wife's face that looked unusual. Then Malik asked his wife.

"Why you, baby?" Ask Malik to the bowed Namira.

"I'm okay with it.." Namira replies by covering it up with a smile review.

"Namira. Don't lie, I know you're hiding something, maybe your tongue can lie, but your eyes can't lie Namira.." Malik.

"Ok.. Then I can ask you a question?" Namira.

"You ask what Namira is? Just ask.." Malik.

"Mas..do you love me?" Ask Namira.

"Why do you ask that?" Ask Malik in surprise.

"Jawab is a mas.." Namira.

"Do you love because I look like Laura or do you love me as Namira?" Namira asked seriously while looking at her husband's face. Malik asked in wonder why Namira could ask such a question. And Malik of course was worried because what he felt now did not know.

"Why do you just shut up?" Ask Namira.

"Namira's.. I don't know.." Answer Malik.

"Why not know? Who feels you are.." Namira.

"Namira.you don't talk about it anymore, yeah.. I don't want you to think too much of Namira.." Malik.

"How could I not think much of you. If you dare not be honest with Me. Now I am your wife, and pregnant with your child, must have wanted to be spoiled, loved by her husband.. And the wife wanted her husband to love her with all his heart. And a wife is not willing if her husband harbors feelings for other women. Although the other woman was gone, though the other woman was similar to his wife.." Said Namira with teary eyes. Malik immediately wiped the tears of Namira who almost fell. Malik hugged his wife Namira.

"Darling I'm sorry, baby..What makes you think that?" Ask Malik. Then, Namira went from place , and immediately took Malik's memory box. Where the memory box contains a photo of Malik while still with Laura.

"It's this that makes me doubt you.. The woman in the photo is Laura, right? He's your ex-lover, right?" Ask Namira. Malik saw his memory box. And Malik shut it back down.

"Darling.yeah, this memory box is mine. And the woman in this photo is my lover long ago.he died in an accident.." Answer Malik.

"If you may know, how long has your relationship been with him?" Ask Namira.

"Our relationship is almost married.. Laura it's my lover starting I haven't been to college.. And we loved each other for many years after Laura died, I decided to study abroad. Because I've always been shadowed with Laura's face. I went to college abroad because I wanted to forget Laura. But, in fact, I can't forget it. But, after I met you, there was a strange feeling in Me.. At first, I did look at you like Laura. But, I realized for a long time, I didn't love Laura. But, I love you as Namira.not as Laura.." Malik.

"You lied to me.." Namira said in disbelief.

"real Namira.. I never lie.." Malik.

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From behind their misunderstanding, there was someone peeking at them. Yeah, who else if not Monica. Monica smiled satisfied to see they misunderstood like that. Monica hopes that soon their relationship will become extinct. And after that, Monica will match Binar with Malik.

"Finally, they fought too.. Now it's my job to keep instigating Namira, so Namira doesn't trust Malik anymore.." Monica.

Monica can't wait for tomorrow, after Namira and Malik get out of the room. They will not be romantic and greet each other. And in a minute, get divorced.

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But unfortunately, Monica's hope was in vain. Monica sees Malik and Namira are fine. They even look very romantic. Monica who saw this became upset. Just last night they had a feud, why now they're back.

"Basar couple Labil, do not have a very firm stand they.just last night who quarreled, now get along again.." Monica was upset.

"But I will not despair.. I will continue to be a thorn in your household.." His inner.