Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

82.Doctor Brother

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Although her heart is in turmoil, Arini still keeps her promise she came to the hospital before she will go to work. With a black skirt and a light blue uniform Arini entered the hospital, of course, he will visit Nilam again.

Before entering he first picked the jasmine flowers in the hospital garden. So many jasmine flowers will not be seen even though Arini picked two or three only.

The little black sling bag became his friend, there was no meaningful content inside just the wallet that contained his identity as well as some money as well as HP that Arya had given some time ago.

With spirit Arini entered even though his smile was not as bright as yesterday again. He had not been able to forget the harsh reality he had received yesterday. Whether to be happy or sad because of the fact that Arini has not been able to arrange his heart properly.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Auntie," his hand again closed the door after he managed to enter. His heart felt very calm when he saw Nilam. His pain was reduced and even felt lost.

Arini sat in her usual spot, grabbing Nilam's hand to kiss the back of her hand before she placed the jasmine flower on her palm.

"It's flowers for Auntie" he said.

The flower was held just like that by Nilam, really as if there was a bond between the two of them that could not be expressed with words and could not be understood through the eyes of medicine.

"How's auntie doing now? auntie's starting to get better, right? don't stay like this for long, Tan. Poor Doctor sir, he's always sad because aunt doesn't heal."

"Hemm...., does aunty also not want to be more familiar with Arini? auntie doesn't want to hug Arini. Arini.., hiks... hiks... hiks..," Arini's cry broke again. He could not continue his words.

He wanted to tell me everything he had but it was hard to say. Everything seems to stop in the throat and not until it comes out.

His heart was torn as if it was very painful but he was unable to. Had Nilam realized now Arini just wanted to hug him and sleep on his lap like a child should to his mother.

Arini thirsts for the brain she never got. He was so thirsty for the affection of his parents that he might not want it.

"Do aunt know? arini is very sad today. Arini was not expected by anyone. Even Arini's parents also threw Arini away."

"Tante, can Arini hug aunty? Arini misses Mom very much." Arini's crying sounds more and more bitter, she is more and more fragile because of her own story.

"May ya, Tan. Arini can hug aunty, yeah."

Arini stood up she actually hugged Nilam who was still unconscious. Tears were spilled again on the clothes that Nilam wore. He continued to sob there letting out all emotions through his tears.

So long Arini in that position did not want to release Nilam at all. Arini was so comfortable, she felt warm when hugging Nilam.

Arini did not realize, there were a pair of eyes that saw him. He was Hendra Nilam's husband, he had just come and went straight in to see his wife.

So different scenery, Arini cried while hugging Nilam, while Nilam? the corner of his eyes also shed tears.

Nilam's subconscious will always come out if Arini comes, his emotions will come back again can be seen with everything the little girl said.

What kind of relationship are they both in?

Only that question has always been a shadow on Hendra's head.

Hendra just stopped and stood behind the door, watching the two other women of that age by joining in the glass as well. It was as if the story coming out of Arini's mouth also affected Hendra's emotions as well.

Not only Hendra who entered, but Dimas also entered at this time. Dimas was also surprised by what he saw.

Dimas wanted to approach Arini as well Nilam but was stopped by Hendra.

"Let it be like that for a while. Didn't you see that your mother was saddened by the girl's story? She is also crying now. With this your mama will surely wake up soon."

Hendra pulled Dimas' arm, stopping him on the first step.

"But, Pa? " Dimas wants to know, what makes Arini so sad, his heart also slashed when he saw the little girl crying.

Seen Arini began to release his embrace from Nilam's body, Arini grimaced awkwardly because it had wet the clothes worn by Nilam. His hand also moved quickly wiping away the tears that were on his cheek.

"Sorry, Aunt. Because Arini aunt so wet her clothes," he said. Arini took the tissue she used to wipe away the water that would never have dried but she did.

"Well, how aunty crying anyway! Arini story bikin mewek yes. Sorry yes, Auntie. Arini should not cry. Auntie's a sad part, right?" Arini also wiped off Nilam's tears so gently.

"Arini..," The voice from Dimas managed to shock Arini, he was aghast then twisted his body quickly.

"Why are you, are you okay?" Arini silently did not reply there was an aura of confusion on Arini's face.

Arini looked at Dimas as well as Hendra alternately he felt bad.

"Sir doctor, Arini said yes. Arini has to work," he said. Arini started to step up, she was getting awkward.

"Let me drive, " Dimas quickly chased Arini, he did not want to let Arini alone when he was sad like now. Although she herself does not know what the cause is as if Arini will have friends if she wants to talk and does not feel alone.

"No need, Doctor! Arini can ride the angkot only," Arini refused. He would be even more unwell if Dimas were to actually deliver it.

"Here, let me drive," Dimas walked ahead of Arini, he did not want to lose until Arini fled first.

"No need, Doctor! Arini can be alone," Arini a little run to chase Dimas steps but still Arini can not.

Arini was so troubled to catch up to Dimas, his legs were too small his steps were also shorter than those of Dimas. Arini could only resign, exhaling heavily to accept Dimas' offer.

Before long the car was in sight, Dimas opened the door in the passenger section next to the driver for Arini. Arini's increasingly heartless treatment Dimas always sweet on her makes Arini feel flattered, but he feels unworthy to get it.

"Get in," one word escaped Dimas' mouth, and managed to clear the doubt from Arini.

Arini only nodded slightly pulling the two corners of her lips then properly climbed up. The door was closed by Dimas's hand.

Dimas also went straight in, turned on the engine and ran it slowly. Actually there are misgivings in the heart of Dimas, if Arya knows what he will say, but let it be, Dimas is better to accept Arya's scolding than to let Arini himself with a sad heart.

In Arini's car just silent, the view continues to focus on seeing the houses through the side glass.

"Arini, are you okay? " tanya Dimas broke the silence.

Arini turned her head, she shook her head unwilling to admit it, "no," only one word came out of Arini and it did not work to make Dimas believe, there was something Arini was hiding.

"𝘔𝘢𝘴𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘩 𝘴𝘦𝘱𝘦𝘳𝘵𝘪 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘭𝘢𝘨𝘪 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘬𝘢𝘮𝘶 𝘢𝘭𝘢𝘮𝘪 𝘈𝘳𝘪𝘯𝘪. 𝘒𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘬𝘢𝘮𝘶 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘢𝘭𝘶 𝘮𝘦𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘢𝘮 𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘴𝘦𝘯𝘥𝘪𝘳𝘪? " 𝘣𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯 𝘋𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘴.

"If there's a story problem for me, let's just say I'm a friend, or a brother to you," Dimas said.

Arini just smiled little she did not want to open the truth she received, she was afraid she would not be able to hold back her tears anymore. Because at this moment his heart was still very fragile, he could not be as strong as usual.

"Sir Doctor, take it easy, Arini will never have any problems" he said. He grimaced trying to make Dimas believe that he was okay.

"Why still call me Doctor? Wasn't it.. "

"Hehehe..., sorry Arini forgot." said Arini cut. It has become a habit of Arini always cutting the words of others.

"Try calling me by another call? " pinta Dimas's.

Arini silently thought, about what a fitting call to Dimas, "yes, Doctor."

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Seriate....

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