Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

72.A Regret

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The night is getting late but Arini can't sleep at all. He's still in the hospital now, and as promised he wants to see Nilam this time even though he knows it's late.

Slowly Arini went into the room Nilam was, the woman was still the same as this morning nothing changed even the situation was still the same.

No one knows that Arini is coming there now, not even one nurse knows.

Arini stepped slowly, not even a day did not meet but Arini missed Nilam so much, though he was no one Arini neat he was so calm and felt more peaceful when he was near Nilam.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Auntie" he said.

Arini sat next to Nilam, both ends of her lips were attracted to smile, her hands immediately grabbed Nilam's hands and kissed the back of her hands.

"Sorry aunt, this time Arini does not bring jasmine flowers but tomorrow morning Arini will bring Arini a promise deh."

Arini's voice sounded so tired, no matter what activities he did today that he was so uninspired tonight, and strangely he couldn't sleep either.

"Tante, I'm sorry Arini came the nights Arini can not sleep despite trying to close his eyes but still can not then Arini came here. Aunt isn't angry, is she? Arini promises to be quiet after this, Arini just feels calmer when with aunty. Sorry about aunt."

Arini was completely silent, she kept looking at Nilam's face, she gave a small smile.

"Newly aware that it turns out the face shape of aunt Nilam also Arini look the same. Her lips and eyebrows are the same. If only Arini's skin was white, surely Arini also aunty Nilam like mother and child, "inner Arini.

Indeed all almost the same what is on Nilam also Arini only skin color that distinguishes.

As Arini continued to focus on observing Nilam there was an old man coming and immediately surprised Arini.

"Who are you!? why are you in my wife's room! " he said that sounded full of emphasis.

The voice that was so familiar to Arini, she seemed to have heard that voice but she forgot where. Arini turned her head quickly and she got the elderly man already getting closer to her.

Arini stood up quietly, put Nilam's hand down and wanted to let go, but she couldn't escape because Nilam was holding her back.

"Who are you, and what need are you here for! this place is forbidden to foreigners, now you go out and never come again" he said very loudly and sounded so haughty.

Arini was so scared, she didn't know who the man in front of her was right now. But from what she heard earlier she was sure that she was Nilam's husband.

"Sorry, Om. I just want to visit Aunt Nilam. I also have permission with the doctor son of aunt Nilam," replied Arini lirih, her voice sounded trembling.

The vague face of the man was also no stranger to Arini, though in fear also the body that was shaking Arini tried to remember who he was, and had met where. But Arini's been so hard trying she still doesn't remember anything about him.

"But you also have to know the time, this is what time the patient is not allowed to get a visit at this hour. You better come out and come back tomorrow if you still want to." replied the man.

The elderly man was Hendra, Nilam's husband and his father Dimas.

"Ba-good, Om. Arini's going out,"

Arini lowered her head trying to release her hand from Nilam, "Tante, Arini came out first huh. Aunty must rest, Arini will come again tomorrow now take off Arini's hand yes," he said so gently.

Slowly the hands of the two began to unravel and Arini was able to quickly leave from there.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Aunt.. " Arini began to step he paused in front of Hendra, "Arini saying yes, Om. Sorry to interrupt aunt Nilam's rest, Assalamu'alaikum..." Arini stepped back and now completely out of the room.

Hendra still kept silent he was confused, why his wife could hold Arini's hand so strong when he or Dimas himself could not experience such a thing. It's weird, that's what Hendra thinks.

Hendra regained his senses, stepped forward and sat in place of Arini in the seat next to Nilam, Hendra also grasped Nilam's hand as Arini did but he did not get what Arini experienced and got.

"Ma, I'm sorry Papa. Papa was wrong, Papa is also very sorry. Papa had mistaken Mama's cheating and it turned out? Mama was faithful, and the baby was, "Hendra's words stopped she was unable to continue.

The tears of regret flowed so profusely from Hendra's eyes, his mistake so fatal that he threw away his own son, his own flesh and blood.

At that time Hendra was completely blinded by disappointment, he who always saw Nilam together with his childhood friend he thought Nilam betrayed him until he thought the child he gave birth to was the result of an illicit relationship, and turns? Nilam was completely loyal to her.

Hendra was able to realize his mistake when he secretly did a DNA test of the baby's hair that was on his shirt and the results all matched his DNA.

Now only regrets, Hendra can not make up for all his mistakes. Hendra is the cause of Nilam's situation now.

"Ma, I'm sorry, Papa. With what Papa could make up for all Papa's mistakes, how, Ma." Hendra's tears were getting broken, he really felt like he failed to be a good husband and father.

Hendra is indeed to be blamed, he also deserves all the punishment and suffering from the regret that is always in his heart.

Many times Hendra kissed Nilam's hand, he also rubbed Nilam's forehead continuously but he did not get any sign of movement or small response from Nilam.

"Actually who was that girl, Ma? why is he the only one who can feel Mama's touch" asked Hendra.

A foreign girl whom Hendra did not know at all, she could make Nilam give a response but she herself whose husband did not get anything from her.

"If Papa hadn't done anything wrong, maybe our daughter would have been like that, right, Ma? " Hendra shed tears again.

"I'm sorry, Dad, too. Actually the proof of the transaction used to be a transaction from a necklace that should be a gift for Mama on the day of our daughter's birth, and Papa., Papa has thrown the necklace together with our daughter, forgive Papa, forgive Papa, Ma's. Sorry, "

Hendra's heart was completely grieving for his own mistakes, he could only regret everything because he would not be able to turn back the clock or restore everything that had been lost.

"I'm sorry, Papa,"

Regret will always come when it happens. When we realize it, then in that moment it will be very wrong.

Crying, screaming or tears won't change everything, they'll all leave. Regrets will also never run out of time and age, forever will be stored even though all that is lost is back again.

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Seriate...

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