Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

81.There can't be

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The night is getting late, the animals of the night began to sing the song so melodious accompany the solitude of Arini in the narrow room.

The worn wooden chair became a backrest for his back. His hand was clutching a diamond necklace that his parents said he gave.

Susanto's grandfather did not allow him to mortgage what else to sell it, because maybe with the necklace Arini can find his parents.

I don't know what the problem is that they had the heart to throw Arini away when he was a newborn red baby. If her parents want her to live, Arini will not be washed in the river, meaning they do want Arini, right?

The tears that had stopped now flowed again. His heart was so weak and fragile, it was painful.

A bitter reality that Arini does not want to hear, but must remain in the know. Now there's no reason for Arini to go back to Marta's family again she has no blood relation.

"Oh my God, who are my parents. Are they okay?do they remember me? Do they miss me? Do they still expect me to come back? Or the opposite? "

So many questions came out of Arini's mouth. Maybe it's only part of what can be said but actually the question will never be endless, and will always be lined up neatly in his memory.

"If they don't want me why should I be born?"

The tears that keep flowing Arini just let it go, let it all come out with as he pleases, let it run out unceremoniously. Hopefully tomorrow there will be no more tears that will flood her cheeks again.

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Arya's legs step back in the main house. Not without reason he wanted to go back there again but all that he did because eyang Wati was sick. Arya just wanted to make sure of the situation, not the others.

Just arrived at the middle room Arya steps stopped by the sound of Luna who was so thunderous like lightning according to him. So hurt the ears if the sound is already released.

"Aryan..! Mama wants to talk to you! " It is not to greet or greet in a soft voice because of the return of her son but Luna still said the word harshly to Arya.

I don't know what Luna wants from Arya. Arya is always confused with her parents, actually she is her biological child or just a pick-up child? Why is there no affection and subtle when welcoming his arrival.

Arya was still standing on the spot and Luna herself was coming towards her. Luna turned around and stood up straight like a person challenging Arya. His eyes glared sharply with an aura of such a terrifying face.

"What did you do to Nadia? Ahhh!! why did she come to Mama crying! " Arya knew that question would come from Luna's mouth.

Arya just sniffs. Totally as expected how Nadia's nature. He would always complain to his mother, whimpering as if she was persecuted and hurt.

"Aryans! What did you do to Nadia! Be honest with me, Mama! "

Why should someone else who Luna noticed her heart problem but why she never noticed her own child's heart problem. Whatever Arya wants she never sees and find out if that's what the parents call it.

"Aryans! tell Mama what you did to Nadia! " Luna will only care about Nadia Nadia and also Nadia. There was not a single Aryan in his eyes. Maybe the matchmaking that Luna wants is just an amazing climbing course because Luna was also born from a rich person and also Nadia herself who is a top model.

That's what Arya feels. If it wasn't for Wati's eyes she wouldn't have come to that house either. He will always be at peace in his own apartment. And soon he can go home to his dream home which is just the renovation stage.

"Hasn't he himself complained to Mama! Then ask yourself what Arya did to him. Anyway if Arya's saying what Mama would ever be? Arya doesn't feel it! "

Arya drove away after finishing one long sentence for Luna. He no longer wanted to respond to Luna, he was too dizzy for that.

"Aryan..! Aryan..! Mama's not done talking, Arya..! " As loud as Luna's voice will not stop Arya's steps again, she is already too fed up with Luna's treatment of her.

"Based on the child does not know in profit!" luna exclaimed with frustration. What to tame that stubborn Arya.

Arya still doesn't care even though Luna keeps nagging her. Arya could be kind if that person was also kind to her if that person could not appreciate her there would be no way she would appreciate it. What is planted is what will be harvested.

Arya slowly walked into the room of Wati's eyes, and the old woman did look very pale and fell asleep on her super-large bed.

Arya stepped slowly too because she did not want to wake her dear eyes. He sat next to Wati's sleeping eyes, in front of him a face that was getting more and more wrinkled.

"Eyang, Arya's coming. Will eyesang be like this continue after Arya's arrival as well?" The question is so shrewd.

Arya was really afraid that even Eyang Wati would wake up because of her voice.

But it turns out that Wati's eyes did not sleep, he only looks slumbering because he was deliberately silent and closed his eyes.

He opened his eyes slowly, accompanied by the corner of the lips that began to be interested in smiling.

"Have you come, Arya?" Arya quickly moved as eyang Wati wanted to change her position to sit. Arya helped him, put a pillow behind the back of Wati's eyes to make it more comfortable to sit.

"Thank you, Ar," Arya just smiled. That was not how compared to everything Wati had done to her.

"How are we doing now? If we are sick, we go to the hospital. Arya did not want this kind of eyes, eyes should heal quickly, "a tinge of worry printed clearly on Arya's face. He would never have the heart to see his eyes hurt like this.

At the pull of Arya's fingers, in her hand on one hand the other. Eyang Wati smiled, he was so happy to see there was a slight change from an Aryan. His face was more radiant as if there was a light, unlike a few days ago which was slightly pale, probably due to the influence of liquor.

Although Arya always hide it but eyang Wati can know. Because her husband used to do the same thing as Arya, only she never played women.

Perhaps true, the blood of her husband Gautama is having a devastating effect on her grandson now. The fruit fell not far from the tree and it turned out to be true. How did papa Arya and now Arya herself.

"Don't worry about the sight, Ar. Anyang just catch a cold, after resting and taking the medicine will heal. How could something happen to you before you could see you get married, Ar," smile so sweet that Wati put out.

Eyang Wati does not require Arya to marry whom or with the woman of her choice, because eyang Wati wants Arya can really marry the woman Arya chooses to be a companion for life for eternity.

What is clear is that Wati also wants a good woman for Arya, who can change her bad nature and can accept Arya's past which is a female addict.

"Arya will marry the girl of choice. Arya believes that she knows what's best for Arya, "Arya knocked her body down in the lap of Wati's eyes, there's no place that's most comfortable except sleeping on her lap.

"No, Ar. You have to find it yourself, you will live it. You do not want if the eyes who choose the household you build will not be happy. Whoever the girl is if you're happy will also be happy," Wati's hand directly stroked softly Arya's hair.

"Do you think Arya should like the woman I want to marry? all women don't need love, Eyang. They just need the material. If the material he wants is fulfilled then they will be happy," it turns out Arya's view of women has not changed.

"Certainly you? would you be happy with a marriage like that?"

"As long as he serves me I will be happy. Isn't that what I need. The relationship is warm in bed" Arya replied so casually.

𝘗𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘢𝘬𝘬....

Sentilan on the forehead managed to land on Arya forehead the culprit is the eyes that are very rowdy because of the words of Arya.

"Marriage isn't just stomach satisfaction down Ar. It covers all the limbs. Everyone should be happy and accepting. If you only intend marriage with such intentions after you finish doing it will be happy? not Ar. You will never be satisfied, and if you are bored it is possible that you will seek satisfaction with other women. Who doesn't want you to be like that, Arya."

"Who wants you to marry on the basis of love and because of God, with that you will be satisfied with one woman only and will not look for another woman because you love your partner."

"No way, Eyang. There was no way Arya could be like that," Arya sat back staring at Wati's eyes in disbelief.

"Can, Ar. You definitely can. Look for a girl who can really make you happy when you are with her. The girl that's gonna make you better, and that's the girl that's right for you."

"What a hunch, where there might be such a girl."

"Some, you believe that."

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Seriate....

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