Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

185.Cannot Forgive Not Be

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Dimas did not immediately return to the hospital or to his own home, he chose to stop for a while at the cafe.

Ordering coffee, also enjoying it will probably make him calm his heart will also be relieved, maybe anyway?

But it didn't seem to have any effect on him. He remains sad, worried, also very afraid that Arini is now in trouble or maybe he is starving.

All the shadows of what Arini had always experienced were what made Dimas become unsettled, yes although Arini is a strong girl who can be patient in all trials but she definitely needs a person who can always protect her from danger.

"May you be well, Deck. May you be or find good people who will help you in all your troubles" murmured Dimas.

Hand again took the cup containing coffee, shaved her slowly enjoy the sweet-sweet bitter taste is very typical.

Dimas' calm was disturbed after he heard the voice of a woman who was contradicting others, Dimas turned his head and saw her as Raisa who was arguing with a young man.

"Romey? why her?" Dimas left, he was so curious that he finally began to step up to approach him.

"It's wrong still! maybe a great man can do what he wants? nay! people like you really don't deserve to be successful!" his nag.

Raisa's eyes were so sharp they looked at the person who was also glaring at her. Raisa's hands ruffled her waist bravely, challenging a very scary looking man who had a very gallant body.

"God! I'm not wrong, but you're wrong! the road doesn't look around and spill coffee on my shirt! It's an expensive shirt I'm sure you won't be able to replace it."

The man also did not want to lose, he was also more sadistic to say that to Raisa.

"God! you are wrong! who told you to run around in a crowded place like this, where you don't see anymore!" raisa is still defending herself.

It is impossible for a Raisa who bars from the maze-ceplos to just give up let alone her who is not wrong but blamed.

"You're wrong!" the man also remained stoic.

"Raisa, what's going on?" dimas was beside the two of them.

Raisa also turned her head simultaneously and looked at Dimas who was already standing straight and looked at the two of them alternately.

"Dimas!"

"Raka!"

The two men squealed to each other after seeing each other's faces, smiles also instantly emanated clearly from the two.

"You're back, since when?" Dimas asked while the tos was followed by warm hugging each other.

"It hasn't been long, it's only been a week that I've been back" Raka replied after returning a warm welcome from Dimas with a meeting of the two of them.

The two men who looked so happy had forgotten Raisa who was now fixated in silence, in a deepening annoyance because it turns out that the man who made his coffee spill was a friend of Dimas.

"Heyy...! What about the fate of my coffee! don't you intend to replace it!" exciting Raisa.

Raisa was furious because the two men just turned their heads for a while and came back again in their pleasure.

"Based on irresponsible men!" raisa's hand was clenched, eager to hit Dimas' friend.

Sure enough, Raisa's hand acted quickly because her existence was not reviewed by the two of them.

"Fucking basics! a.k... brukk..." Raisa who wants to hit Raka instead slips and ends up hitting Dimas.

Dimas also immediately caught him because he was surprised, Dimas' hands were also directly coiled around Raisa's waist and the two lovebirds were attached to each other no longer distance.

Deg. deg...

Vibrations from the hearts of the two also began to clash with each other channeling an energy that made their eyes not blink and gaze with admiration.

"Ih.., don't hold it! don't look for opportunities in disaster!" Raisa immediately pushed Dimas after she realized the distance was so close to Dimas, the man who yesterday almost left her on the lonely road.

"Whoever is looking for an opportunity, I'm just helping. Try if I'm not there you can go to the got" replied Dimas.

"Have, excuses!" Raisa was immediately awkward, although she replied but her cheeks had also turned red, she blushed from being close to Dimas.

"Remember, our business is not finished! and to you, sir! don't side with him if you don't want to get a reply from me too!" raisa reminded Dimas.

Raisa left after that, she was still very embarrassed and she had to hide from Dimas or from the world.

While Raka also Dimas still continues to look at his disappearance further and further. Raka approached, standing right next to Dimas who continued to quietly observe.

"Who is that woman, do you know her? or maybe you have a crush on him? from the past until now you never changed, always liked the bar-bar girl," Seloroh Raka.

"Why indeed? it is precisely the bar-bar girl who acts as she is, she also tends to be a loyal girl. Lah you? like a calm girl turns out you're in duain mulu, Hhhhh... " Dimas smiled often remembering their youth first let alone the days of Junior High School.

Yes, Raka is a little friend of Dimas as well as Arya, a comrade-in-arms but now in their respective titles. Arya is a CEO, Dimas is a doctor, while Raka is a Lawyer.

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"Ma, I'm sorry Papa. Until now Papa also could not find Arini," Hendra bowed lethargic, also filled with fear.

Sitting with his wife who is still in the hospital which is slowly improving.

"But Papa will not despair, Papa will continue to look for him until he finds him" he added.

While Nilam kept silent, he was still in disappointment towards Hendra who used to not believe him. Had Hendra believed maybe they would not be what they are now, close but still with distance.

A wife who will take for granted forgiveness from her husband, a husband who has the heart to accuse her of cheating until he threw away his own child for thinking the child was the child of his affair.

"All of this happened because of Papa, if Papa believes for sure none of this will happen. We should be happy to celebrate his birthday, too, but what now? we don't even know where it is right now. Is he okay, he's raining or starving we don't know?"

Nilam is still very angry, he has not been able to forgive Hendra even though many times Hendra apologized to him.

Nilam always said he had forgiven but his heart was not the same and it was to be able to accept it.

"I was wrong, Ma. Papa ngaku wrong," said Hendra, he really already very sorry.

Nilam remained calm, he also turned his face away from Hendra, it hurt so much every look at his face.

"Alright, Papa will go look for him. Don't look for Papa, because Papa won't be home before he finds Arini."

Hendra's mind is round, he won't go home and see Nilam as long as he hasn't found Arini. Hendra still gave a kiss on Nilam's forehead before he left, he will always do it even though he did not get any response from Nilam.

"Assalamu'alaikum.." The release of Hendra's hand from Nilam's head, he also immediately stepped away.

"Wa'alaikumsalam," answered Nilam so lazily.

Nilam did not see Hendra who really left, his frustration was still too big and very difficult to forgive.

"I'm sorry, Papa, Ma. Papa promised to come home with Arini. Papa won't come back before he finds Arini, our son." - Inner Hendra.

Tears trickled after Hendra's departure, Nilam had tried to forgive as well to accept his fate, but it was very hard for him to accept.

Even though he already knew that his son was still alive but still he could not forgive. His mouth may say that he has forgiven, but whose heart does he know?

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