Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

122.An Opportunity

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'’Never!’’ Arya just turned her head for a while towards Arini but was back to the way she was with great annoyance.

‘’But why Mr Sir! Why?!’’

‘’Because I like you! Iloveyou! Yes, I have loved you, SATISFIED!!’’

Arini was flabbergasted to hear what Arya said, where perhaps the sense was there just like that with a very fast distance from the meeting of the two of them. It's impossible isn't it?

Slowly Arini moved her eyes still unblinking looking at Arya's back that was still shaking at all.

Arini shook her head in disbelief she was also very afraid that if what she heard was real then she would sting more and more into big trouble.

The people who expected Arya would definitely hate her even more and the calmness of her life would be very hard for her to get.

''Sir is joking, right? where might that taste exist. Arini is just a stupid girl who can't do anything, there's nothing to be proud of from Arini. If there really is then please remove it and do not grow bigger.''

Arini's heart ached saying that, though her lips said that but her heart was not sincere at all.

There was happiness there was sorrow mixed into one in his heart. Arini was happy to have a sure love that came from God and she could never deny it. But he is also sad because it will not be easy to unite it, there will be many very big obstacles.

Although stupid but Arini is also a human who has a heart, which can distinguish between suffering and happiness.

Perhaps this time Arini is becoming a hypocrite, because what he says and what he wants in his heart is very much different.

Seen Arya turned her body he also began to step closer. His eyes are so big there is love.

His steps stopped right in front of Arini who was dumbstruck in the face.

''Do I look like a liar now? can't you see it?'' arya asked after arriving in front of Arini.

No lie seen from his eyes looks very real and very honest.

''Look at! look at it right! do I look like a liar!'' arya's voice sounded so high she just wanted to explain that this time she wasn't lying.

Arya turned her head around limply, this was what she disliked so much. This is why Arya does not want to fall in love because everything will be controlled by love.

Love makes him weak helpless, sometimes it can make him sick and like a person who loses his sanity alias like a very crazy person, but now he claims to lose with love. The greatest enemy of an Aryan is love.

''Sir, why should Arini? why not someone else.''

Love cannot be forced where it comes from and who it will dock with. Even Arya herself will not be able to control what is meant by love.

"Arini is just a stupid girl who doesn't deserve love from Mr. Sir. Sir is perfect, but Arini? no sir, this cannot be justified" Arini added.

Arya again raised her face, in the eyes of Arini that looks there is a tinge of wound, maybe Arini said just from his mouth alone does not come from his heart.

"Why, why can't I love you, is it because I'm bad? I'm not a good person? is it because I am a sinner?" aryan's eyes grew sharp, but there was also a sadness there.

Arya is aware full of what she lacks, all the sins and ill-treatments she has ever committed are indeed prayers believing she will never deserve the love of a good girl.

But Arya also can not blame the love that comes in his heart, it is all purely not because of ego and also because of an obsession again. Maybe a few days ago it was an obsession but now?

Arya turned her body. He walked away from Arini who was back in silence. No matter what Aryan's past is, because over time Arya changes by itself and Arini also sees it. But the problem is that caste, throne and treasure all become its confines.

"If I never deserve you, if I can't make you happy it doesn't matter. I realize I'm not a good person. Now go, and let's just say I never said any of this. Forget it," Arya said softly.

"Go, I'll count to three. If you don't accept me then leave before I turn my body around."

"If you give me a chance to make you happy, then stay here until the count runs out."

A great dilemma came in Arini's heart. What would he choose now, should it go or stay there.

"One... "

Arini was getting confused, she bit her lower lip with a mind that kept wandering.

"Two... "

Arini walked back she was very afraid of her heart considering all the problems that had happened. But he felt it was very hard to leave because Arini herself was also very comfortable on Arya's side even though she had not fully realized.

"*I have to anyway? do I have to stay here and accept Sir? give him a chance. But what about the problems that will come to the future*? " inner Arini, she was very confused by his decision.

"Ti. ga... " Arya closed her eyes, she was sincere with all the destiny she would get. He'll appreciate how Arini's decision. He knew that love could not be forced.

Arya let out a long sigh, her legs slowly starting to rotate as well as her body.

Arya still keeps her eyes closed she has not been able to see the fact that Arini may have gone from there because this time there is no sound.

Eyelids started to lift, black netra started to look, Arya started to open her eyes.

Her feelings were mixed and could not be expressed in words, the girl was still there even though she looked down not showing her face. Arini has given him a chance.

"I love you, Arini. I love you" she said with a sweet smile and tears.

"I know you won't be that hard and leave me alone, Arini. Thank you," Arya started to step closer to Arini. The girl had become quiet at this moment, but it didn't matter that she must have been very embarrassed right?

"Thank you, I promise to be the perfect one for you. I'll never let you down."

"Arini does not demand that Mr. Tuan be perfect, but Arini please never repeat the past mistakes. Stay away from all that is not for Arini, but for God and for sir himself."

"I will try, I will try." replied Arya.

Seriate...

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