Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

31.The Wound That Reopened

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Arini's tears continued to flow quite profusely, she continued to run after reaching the ground floor. The place was already very quiet no one else was there were only two guards who were busy with their work who did not see the grieving Arini.

Because the debate had made Arini back late, the last transportation had passed and maybe Arini had to return on foot to get home.

Arini still continues to run with the occasional wipe of her tears that do not want to stop. Maybe his heart wound was too deep for his tears to keep flowing with him.

"That'sghhh...!" Shouted Arini as she was in the four deserted ones.

Arini pulled over from the highway looking for the right place for her to finish all her remaining tears. Arini sat down weakly she was overwhelmed with her pain.

"Why God, why are you matches again this wound. Why did you open the wound that was almost dry again, why... "

"Do I never deserve to be happy, do I never deserve a little happiness? "

"I've been sincere with all the destiny You have given me. I have received all the trials and humiliations I have received, is there still less? are you still not testing me.., hix..."

Arini's cry broke out, perhaps this was the biggest cry after she left the house a few days ago.

Arini's wounds were so deep, he slowly crawled to get out of the wounds and after he started to successfully stand he was again plunged into the same hole.

Arini realized she could not be compared with anyone she also would not be easy to get happiness like others, but Arini still tried although slowly.

But whatever the force, Arini's heart was so fragile that she went back into the same wound hole with ease.

"What else do I have to do, what do I do? everyone doubted me, everyone didn't believe me, hix..."

"Cry, finish your wounds, finish your tears until tomorrow you can't come out again. Not always you will cry, there are times you will continue to smile full of happiness,"

Arini lifted her face, saw who came, "Pak-Pak Doctor.." Arini quickly wiped her tears, but still could not stop it.

"Cry if it will make you better. Take it out if after that you can calm down" said Dimas.

Arini stood up he looked down again he could not look at Dimas let alone look at the world.

"Come with me" Dimas asked me where he would take Arini.

"Where? " ask Arini.

"Follow it," Dimas smiled as the knot looked so sweet and so soothing, "don't be afraid, I'm a good person."

"Hem," somehow Arini nodded and followed Dimas away.

It was opened the car door for Arini after entering Dimas again closed it.

Dimas also got into the driver's place and drove his car carrying Arini away from there.

When you take mineral water give it to Arini, Dimas tau by drinking Arini will be better, "drink," he said. His hands are outstretched and the other is still active with the steering wheel.

Arini only smiled a little, her hand raised but not to accept it but to keep it away from her, "i am fasting" replied Arini.

"Oh, sorry," Dimas quickly kept the bottle of the mineral. He was a little sorry because he did not know that Arini was fasting and instead offered him water.

"Hem, Doctor is not wrong," Arini again looked outside, her heart a little quieter than before. Maybe it's because there's Dimas next to her and Arini doesn't want to look fragile.

The two kept silent, occasionally Dimas glanced towards Arini who kept trying to be strong regardless of what kind of ordeal he was going through now, Dimas really did not know about it.

"Why do I feel familiar with the shape of this girl's face? his eyebrows, eyes, nose, as well as his lips were completely familiar, "Inner Dimas.

"Why is the Doctor good with me?" asked Arini tampa.

"Because I see you're a good person" Dimas replied quickly.

Arini smiled flatly, "do you think I'm a good person?" arini's smile faded.

The other side is now seen by Dimas, a plain girl, who looks weak, looks like a childish now has been replaced with a girl who is tough and looks very mature. Dimas was made distrustful with two different sides of Arini, both very inversely proportional.

Sometimes Arini will look like a stupid girl without knowledge, but sometimes she will look like a learned girl who is full of maturity and full of experience.

"Where are you studying" asked Dimas.

Arini is confused by Dimas's question, where did he study? Arini only studied at Junior High and it was just an open school, but for Arini the real lesson was not in the school area but the way of life that taught all the lessons.

How Arini must be smart to deal with various types of people, how he must face the world that seems to continue to excommunicate him.

"I didn't study anywhere, '" answered Arini clearly.

"Do you have a problem? the story may make your heart calmer" said Dimas who was eager to hear complaints from Arini.

"No, I don't have a problem" he replied coldly, "Where will the Doctor take Arini?" ask Arini.

Dimas did not answer, but the car had stopped, "we have arrived" he said.

"Come down, and you'll find out" said Dimas.

Arini's face turned frantic, and it was noticed by Dimas, "why, are you not going down? " ask Dimas confused.

"Hehehe... " The grimacing Arini left Dimas confused by Arini's side turning back like a child, "I can't open the car door" he added in embarrassment.

Dimas gaped for a moment but he finally smiled while shaking his head. Arini looks adorable if like this, actually which side Arini has.

Dimas went out and turned in front and opened the door next to Arini, "get down" he asked.

Arini came out, but her eyes were still looking at Dimas' hand still holding the car door.

"Oh, so that's how it is. So shouldn't he have to go outside, Doctor? can't it be opened inside?" tanya Arini did not understand the walking thing.

"It can, from the outside or from the inside" Dimas replied.

"Oh, sophisticated tools. Already able to walk without being pushed, making a sound, there is even a wind inside, the world is indeed more sophisticated," he said who returned innocently.

"Have you never been in a car? " Arini shook her head because she never got in the car just always looking at Melisa's, "keep going? what have you ever climbed? "

"Many, there's public transport, buses, there's rickshaws, and..., what's more? just a lot" replied Arini.

Dimas continued to smile at Arini's words, "Yuk," he asked.

Arini walked on the sleigh by Dimas, towards a park where there was a cliff not too deep there. Arini was stunned, she alertly turned her head towards Dimas sharply, "Sir Doctor didn't ask Arini to jump right? " sanyanya.

"Hahaha.where might I do that, I still have a heart! " dimas' laughter broke out. Arini's fear even seems to keep the guyonan for Dimas.

"Why should Arini come here, Doctor?" asked Arini so innocently.

"Aren't you going to let go of your sadness? so shout here as loud as he can, I'm sure your pain will be less,"

"That's not Arini, Doctor. If you're sad don't go to a place like this, screaming indistinctly like crazy. But if it is sad take ablution, pray and tell all the problems to Allah. I can relax" replied Arini.

Stiffened dimas could not speak, it turned out the way was wrong, "oh, sorry. I didn't know Arini's habits were like that. Sorry," said Dimas regretfully.

Arini shook her head no problem, this is not a big problem for Arini, even Arini is very grateful because Dimas tried to help her eliminate her sadness.

Arini stepped closer to the cliff, Dimas was very wary of seeing that. Dimas was very frightened if what Arini said earlier did not match his heart, "Arini, you want to do."

Arini silently did not answer, she chose to stretch out her hands, closing her eyes. Feel the breeze is so cool, imagine the beauty of twilight that will soon be replaced with night.

How calm Arini felt, his heart was very happy.

Dimas breathed a sigh of relief, it turned out that what he thought was wrong, "if you were still around, Deck. Surely you will be the same as Arini" muttered Dimas, his heart back mellow when he remembered his sister who had died.

Allah Akbar.... Allah Akbar....

Arini immediately opened her eyes quickly looking for a seat, opened her bag to take two dates from home, "Alhamdulillah, he was finally able to finish his fast today.

"Arini, " Dimas approached sitting next to Arini.

"Hem.. " Arini turned her head to stop her hand that wanted to put dates in her mouth, "Sir doctor will," Arini offered one date seed to Dimas even though he was breaking the fast but he did not want to be greedy and did not want to share it with others.

"No, you eat" replied Dimas.

"Deed, the doctor won't?" tanya Arini made sure, and Dimas shook his head.

Dimas waited until the two date seeds were exhausted after that Dimas invited Arini to go home.

"It's enough for now, we go home," Arini quickly moved, he also could not stay in the place alone for long with Dimas it would not be good.

"Hem..," Arini nodded quickly.

"Before I drive you home we stop by somewhere first for dinner,"

"No no! Grandma too Grandpa must have been waiting for Arini," Arini refused.

"Yes, we just stopped by to buy. The food can be packed and brought home,"

"But..? "

"Now, you cannot refuse sustenance. Let's just say it's God who gave it, Hem.. "

Finally Arini resigned, according to Dimas.

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