Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

152.Arini's Sadness

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The longing for a mother brought Arini back to where Nilam was. His sadness after the top felt like he wanted to spill over to Nilam everything.

Although there is never an answer in every story but Arini is very happy also very relieved after successfully telling all the problems.

Love, such a holy love has been tarnished by the man he just believed would give him all the happiness, but it is not! He was hurt the first day after he gave an answer to love.

Perhaps Arini is wrong for being too hasty in making decisions, the shadow of eternal happiness makes him lulled until he forgets which boundaries should be the real limit between men and women.

Arini was sobbing alone in Nilam's room at the moment, there was no one but just the two of them because Dimas, Raisa also Nisa was waiting outside after Arini who asked for it and the three of them agreed.

Pecked repeatedly on the back of Nilam's hand, she was relentlessly stroked in the hope that Nilam would wake up and would embrace her and lighten her load.

Efforts also hope Arini has not been fruitful, until now Nilam also did not want to open his eyes when Arini was eager to be able to hear the advice that he might give to him.

"Tante, until when will Auntie be like this. Does Auntie not want to meet Arini? If Aunt doesn't wake up as soon as Arini can't promise we'll always see each other again. Arini can't promise to always come again. Because maybe...?"

Arini stopped her words, not knowing what was in her mind right now. May he remain as strong as ever.

"Tante, everyone always comes to Arini. After Arini can accept they always leave Arini, they always hurt Arini. Will aunty be like them someday? Go leave Arini alone?"

Tears so flooded Arini's cheeks.

For a moment Arini's breath seemed to stop when she remembered everything about Arya. Given how she smiled, how crazy was she, how was her attention and now?

Beautiful hope, all happiness has been clasped in the hands after everything dissolved in togetherness, after Arini is sure the two hearts already have each other. But all of it feels just gone because of a stain that will always imprint on the first day.

The weak hand that could not move was now slowly grasping tightly onto Arini's fragile hand. Arini, who had lowered her head and closed her eyes, now opened her eyes again. He looked at the hand that was very tightly grasping it.

"Aunty, did auntie hear Arini? Will aunty come in Arini's life in place of all the people who went and disappeared in Arini's life?"

Arini looked at Nilam's face with a hopeful face accompanied by tears and deep cuts.

Arini did not blink even though her tears continued to flow Arini still looked at Nilam's face and hoped Nilam would open his eyes.

So long Arini in that position but all hope is still lost because Nilam who never opened his eyes.

In the swab slowly Nilam tears with Arini's hands and now Arini's tears are changing increasingly swift.

"Tante don't cry, Arini doesn't need Auntie's tears but Arini needs Aunty, Arini wants Aunt to wake up quickly and accompany Arini to be a friend to Arini" he said.

So many people are around Arini but only Nilam alone is able to make Arini calm and feel comfortable while at his side.

"Tante quickly woke up, there is still a lot that Arini wants to tell Auntie as well as about Arini who is not expected by Arini's own parents. Does Auntie not want to hear Arini's story?"

On his head rest on the side of Nile his hand continued to hold Nilam's hand and he put it on his upper cheek.

"Auntie wakes up quickly" he murmured. Arini closed her eyes after that Arini fell asleep soundly next to Nilam after spilling all that became sorrow in his heart.

"Where the hell is Arini? It's been an hour or so she's been inside isn't she tired?" Raisa keeps grumbling, she walks back and forth she is very impatient because Arini is not coming out.

"What the hell is he doing?" added again. Sometimes Raisa wants to peek out of the door glass but the frosted glass will not be able to be penetrated by her eyes.

Raisa was so upset, but she was also very worried about Arini's state. Although the little girl had not yet said what was the problem but Raisa was very worried about her.

In contrast to Raisa who can not be silent like a hot worm Dimas also Nisa so adem ayem sitting in a waiting chair in a different chair.

Seeing Raisa who could not keep quiet made Dimas feel very disturbed, he turned his head and reprimanded the girl who was a bit of a bar-bar.

"Can you sit still? Not only are you worried but I'm also very worried about Arini" Dimas said.

"How can you be quiet, sir. My sister is inside and doesn't know what she's doing right now? His heart is shaken! What if he does something!?" Raisa doesn't take it for granted.

Dimas even smiled to hear Raisa who recognized Arini as his sister, "hem..., since when did Arini have a bar-bar sister like you?" Dimas chuckles.

"Yes, yeah., ever since we met she's been my sister. That's for sure...?" Raisa was silent for a moment and continued her words again.

"Since I know that everyone doesn't want it, even her own parents have thrown it away" Raisa spoke pensively as if speaking in a semi-conscious manner.

"meaning?" Dimas.

"Ah. Don't think about my mouth again a little ngawur talking." Raisa smiled awkwardly as well as flicked her hand so that Dimas would not extend let alone be suspicious of her words.

Dimas was instantly silent but his mind went straight to work.

"Sir, I'm asking permission to see Arini yes. Just for a moment just making sure it's the situation."

Dimas gasped because Raisa who spoke again, he nodded slowly as a sign he gave permission.

Raisa sparkles she smiles happily after getting permission.

"𝘚𝘦𝘣𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘢𝘱𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘥𝘪 𝘮𝘢𝘬𝘴𝘶𝘥 𝘙𝘢𝘪𝘴𝘢? 𝘖𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘶𝘢 𝘺𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘮𝘢𝘯𝘢? 𝘉𝘦𝘯𝘢𝘳𝘬𝘢𝘩 𝘰𝘳𝘢𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘶𝘢𝘯𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘪𝘥𝘢𝘬 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘪𝘯𝘬𝘢𝘯𝘯𝘺𝘢? " 𝘉𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯 𝘋𝘪𝘮𝘢𝘴.

After getting permission Raisa entered the room Nilam certainly did not enter just like that she had to wear special clothes.

Raisa walked over. Raisa didn't blink after seeing Nilam's face, "is this woman that Mr. Arya suspects?" muttered.

Raisa is getting closer, her arrival is not at all noticed by Arini who is still asleep by hugging Nilam's hand.

"Is this the so-called bond between the child and the mother? They are strangers, don't know each other but their bond is so strong" he added.

"Mom and son's blessing, you mean?" Raisa is strangled because of Dimas who suddenly comes behind her.

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