Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

245.I Promise

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Fara works at Risman's florist shop. For a few days he had convinced himself to keep working there even though he had to keep his distance from Risman because he did not want something more to happen.

Fara was afraid that there would be a sense that might grow in the hearts of the two of them which seemed to have started to grow in Risman's heart but Fara tried to deny it.

Risman also did not stay silent as Fara continued to try to get away from him he was getting closer and more curious why Fara was always away from you.

As of this moment, the moment Fara exited the flower shop and wanted to pick the flowers in the garden behind Risman kept following her, he did not let his eyes turn away the slightest bit from the woman who had been bothering him these few days.

Fara walked faster as Risman continued to approach and then by accident Fara's hand nudged the thorns of the rose right there on the edge of his step.

"Aww!" Fara immediately grimaced as well as stopped her steps, her hand also directly examined the one hand that turned out to be bleeding.

The wound was not too big but it was enough to make Fara grimace in pain.

Looking at Fara who was feeling ill and hearing her scream earlier made Risman run up to her, his hand immediately grabbed Fara's hand and began to examine her.

"You must be careful Fara here is a lot of thorns. If you're not careful anymore they'll always hurt you" Risman said, blowing Fara's bloody hand.

Fara was silent for a moment to see Risman's treatment that was very attentive to him made him feel even more unwell and wanted to work even harder to get away from him even though it was very impossible because Fara was working at Risman's place.

Not only blew it but Risman suddenly also smacked Fara's blood using his own mouth, sweeping away the blood that came out and it was enough to make Fara gawk with a heart that suddenly beat unnaturally.

"*No no this should not happen*," Fara's inner. On the edge of that feeling by Fara and with a bad feeling he also directly pulled his own hand from Risman who had again blew it.

"Sorry, I want to go to the toilet," Fara immediately ran even though Risman had not answered him, he really wanted to stay away from Risman but was different from the man who was getting closer to him.

Observing Fara's back that had gotten further and further did not even take long he had disappeared from the reach of his eyes.

"What has happened to you Fara, to the extent that you have never given me a chance to get close to you. I can't even prove that I really love you" Risman said.

It turned out that the man had really convinced himself to give his heart to Fara.

"Whenever you walk away from me I will keep fighting, I will prove that I am sincere with you. I promise to accept all your shortcomings" he added.

Is it true what Risman is saying right now, if someday he finds out the truth about Fara. It was possible that those words would come back out of his lips, I don't know.

While inside the toilet Fara was clearly visible, she was so agitated with an unruly feeling. Likewise with his irregular heartbeat.

She was confused, did she have to admit everything about her true self now? maybe with that Risman will stay away from him, and after that he can go from Risman's life.

But is that really what we should do now? but what about his future and his son's future if he gets out of there not necessarily he will get a job quickly.

How can he meet their daily needs.

"Oh my God, what should I do. I don't want it to get bigger in Risman's heart I don't want to let anyone down, I don't want to!"

The great fear that had arisen in Fara's mind at this time, anyone would surely have had a sense of trauma because of the love that had plunged him into the valley of sin, as well as Farah now, too, he was very traumatized and he was also very sorry.

Now he just wants to make up for everything, make up for all his mistakes by taking good care of his baby, and someday he will struggle to make it happy.

Not only were the feelings so mixed in Fara's heart but her tears also re-represented all her feelings, she sobbed herself in the toilet, she said, sitting in a corner and repeatedly wiping his tears that just keep sliding freely.

She knew she wouldn't be there for long because after a few months if her stomach was already visible she would be out of her job, so Risman wouldn't know she was pregnant.

The dilemma is so great that Fara is going through right now, she wants to be honest but she is so scared, she wants to keep everything tight but she is afraid that it will disappoint her.

He knew as clever as he was hiding everything sooner or later Risman would find out and it would obviously make Risman even more disappointed in him.

Tok tok...

Fara gasped when suddenly someone knocked on the door. She quickly wiped away all her tears she stood up and washed her face so that it would not be seen if she had finished crying.

"Fara, are you okay inside? Farah!" it turns out that the knocking was Risman maybe he was very worried about Fara who suddenly ran and with quite a long time he did not come out of the toilet.

Tok tok....

The voice came back Fara heard, yet she was still hesitant to open the door.

"Fara! you're okay, right?" risman's voice grew increasingly alarmed.

Many times he knocked on the door at the side by shouting Fara.

Cleks....

After arranging the heart, Fara finally came out of hiding. Although her cheeks look wet because of the water but her eyes still look red and even damp make Risman believe that Fara had finished crying.

"Alhamdulillah. You finally got out too. You're okay, right?" both of Fara's arms were grabbed by Risman, but her eyes saw Fara's very different face.

Lips, eyes and both cheeks look red.

"Are you crying?" the question came from Risman.

"No," Fara replied slowly starting to remove her arm from Risman's hand.

"Fara please, for the last time. Stay away from Fara."

It was just that word Fara said and after that she passed away leaving Risman in confusion and both hands still floating in the air.

"No Fara, the more you ask me to stay away, the more I will chase you. I will fight to get you. If you ever get hurt then I will be your medicine.I promise I will make you happy," said Risman sure.

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