Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

154. Not to meet

Happy Reading's...

The footsteps were so limp from an Arini. Three days left his grandfather's house for coming to the top and now he can come back safely also healthy, but only with his body alone not with his heart so sick with disappointment.

After just greeting Grandpa Grandma who was in the middle room now Arini went to her room with a reason to rest.

“Lailaha illa Anta subhanaka inni kuntum minadhdalimin (There is no God but You. Most Holy of You, I am among the unjust."

The lips are only able to repeat the prayers of the prophet Jonah. Hoping that by reciting that prayer his heart would calm down and he could accept that path that had become destiny.

Arini sits on a wooden cot with only a blue folding mattress on it. The prayer never stopped leaving his lips.

The memory of returning so vividly was also very real how she saw Arya sleeping with Melisa with Melisa who was hugging her affectionately.

Just now Arini was happy but all that was now gone as if nothing was left.

"O Allah, why do You reward me for love if I cannot have it in the end. I'd love to keep him from leaving but reality is not going to make this love last."

"It turns out that You are the truer, I should not expect too much of man, for You should be the only place I hope."

"Pardon Arini for turning away from your more real truth."

Tired of heart makes Arini forced to lay her body on the mattress, by hugging a pillow and making it as her friend.

I wanted to close my eyes to get rid of all the burdens, but it was very difficult. Flashes of memories of moments together with Arya still continue to appear making Arini very difficult to sleep.

Arini can only roll on the mattress because she is very dizzy with this problem.

"Cats... Arini's..."

Just now Arini was feeling a little calm and would be able to close his eyes there were people calling him outside.

Arini was aghast, she sat down with round eyes. Arini rushed to get out to see who was coming.

"Who's coming, son?" Grandpa Susanto comes and surprises Arini who is about to open the door.

Arini turned her head, she was also a little surprised earlier but it did not last long.

Arini shook her head because she also did not know who had come these nights when everyone should have rested after a long day of fatigue doing their work.

"Cats... Arini's..."

The sound of the call was heard again in interspersed with the knock of the door that many times as well.

For a moment Arini was silent, she was very familiar with the voice, the voice of the person she currently really did not want to meet, the voice of Arya Gautama.

Unwilling to open the door and just make sure Arini opens a few curtains and it turns out to be true, Arya is already at the door with anxiety.

Arini stepped back, after which she twisted her legs and stepped back to enter.

"Well, why isn't it open? Who's coming, son?" ask Grandpa Susanto.

Arini stopped in front of Grandpa Susanto her face had already turned uninspired.

"Grandfather, please tell him that Arini is asleep and can't be disturbed. Arini did not want to meet him," Arini's small smile came out but it was very clear that Arini was very lazy.

"Yes, Grandpa will tell him. You rest, you must be very tired" replied Grandpa Susanto, although he did not know who had come and did not want to be met by Arini but it was the best answer for now.

"Cats... Anastasia...!" Arya's voice is getting impatient, maybe she really can't wait to meet Arini and explain everything.

Grandpa Susanto who came and opened the door. Arya looks dizzy towards the back of Grandpa Susanto looking for Arini.

"I'm sorry, but Arini's asleep. Please you come again tomorrow" Grandpa Susanto said very politely.

"No, I have to keep meeting with Arini right now. I have to talk to him, "Arya is still cool, she does not want to accept any word of rejection or prohibition from anyone.

Arya has to keep meeting with Arini and that's what she wants to do now.

"Understand, Sir. It's late, Arini is also very tired, he just came home" Grandpa Susanto asserted.

"No, I have to keep meeting with Arini. I must still meet," Arya was about to sneak in but Grandpa Susanto still wouldn't allow it.

Before Arya entered Grandpa Susanto immediately closed the door, it was not appropriate for him to do but Grandpa Susanto did not want any misunderstandings and problems later.

Geck... Geck... Geck...

"Master, please open the door! I only promised to meet Arini for a short time!" arya shouted but already got no answer anymore.

"Come! Arini, open! I know you haven't slept! An arini!" Arya kept shouting but unfortunately the door remained open and Arini never appeared.

Arya was so frustrated, she was very confused as to what she should do now. He is very tired, he is sleepy and hungry but he does not want to leave before meeting Arini.

Arya's body collapsed on the bamboo chair, resting her back with a million thoughts as well as her own fear.

Arya did not want to leave, she still stayed there even though she was hungry and cold.

The sacrifice of being able to meet Arini Arya did, even if just by sitting waiting outside her house it will be proof that Arya really wants to meet with Arini. He must straighten out any misunderstandings that Arini might think are the truth.

Arya's eyes closed after a long time she was there, fatigue, drowsiness that was extraordinary and hunger that she endured managed to take her away to dreamland with a sitting position leaning on a bamboo chair.

While Arini was inside the room she also felt very uneasy. He did not want to meet Arya but after no longer there was a voice he seemed to regret.

Shouldn't Arini give Arya a chance to explain everything? Hearing what happened before taking an assessment that Arya was guilty?

Arini came back out of the room she did not come out but just looked from the glass alone by opening the shabby curtains.

"Why Sir is so stubborn! Why would he sleep there if he was cold and sick? Ish..., you stone head!" said Arini nagging.

Arini went back into the room, grabbed by the brown blanket she used to use Arini back out and intend to envelop Arya.

Sure enough, after picking up the blanket Arini completely came out and enveloped Arya. Arya looked very pitiful, her face also looked very messed up even though she was asleep.

"Why, Sir? Why did Sir do this to Arini. Is it true that everything Mr. Sir gave was just a falsehood?" his heart seemed to be sliced so much pain along with the word that came out.

Arini rushes to get in, she doesn't want to get caught by Arya if she comes out and covers her up.

Plukkkp...

Arini stopped her steps as her burly hands hugged her from behind.

Seriate....