Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

260.Apply to Annisa

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Toni put the cup back on the table. Now he's very nervous too. Is it possible that this is the time he said the meaning of his arrival?

"Sir, Mom, and Nisa. Actually I mean my arrival...?"

Toni stopped talking, she lowered her head for a moment to take a breath. Toni does not want to look nervous in front of the family of Mr. Karna at this time. He wants to look good without any burden.

But it feels very difficult, even though it has many times taken a long breath Toni still can not eliminate the nervousness that is so great to control his heart.

While the three people who were looking at him were still quietly waiting for Toni to speak again, they still continued to guess what Toni wanted to say.

"Actually my arrival here carries a certain meaning. I wanted to propose to Mr. Karna's son, Annisa," finally the words escaped also from Toni's lips.

His heart was a little plump though still agitated about the answer he would get.

"I want to be serious with your son, I want to make Annisa as a companion for my life forever."

Nisa was glued silently staring at the serious face of Toni. The man also occasionally turned his head towards him and alternated towards his two parents.

Can't believe that's what Toni's biggest goal is. He wants to propose to Nisa to her parents. It turned out that Toni was so serious, she did not even say anything that she was interested in Nisa and now she immediately came to her parents to propose to her.

What seriousness is there to prove other than this.

"Son Toni sure? Nisa is not a beautiful and perfect girl! He is also just a village boy who does not know how to live in the city properly," Mr. Karna was so afraid in fact. He was afraid that Nisa would not be able to adapt quickly in the city.

"I'm pretty sure, sir. I wanted to make Nisa a part of my life," Toni was so determined, her heart had chosen Nisa as her last port of heart.

"How, Nduk? Did you accept it?" Mr. Karna will not make a decision without knowing the answer from his own son. If he accepts not necessarily his son will and if he refuses not necessarily his son does not like.

"Ni\_Nisa...? Nisa needs time, sir." Answer Nisa.

However the marriage can not be decided just like that, Nisa needs to establish herself first before giving an answer to Toni.

"I know, Sir. I hope I can get an answer before I go home tomorrow" Toni said. He could not force to get an answer just like that from Nisa.

"God willing, Son. Tomorrow Nisa will give you the answer, won't she, Nduk?"

"I\_InshaAllah, sir," Nisa lowered her head with a reddened face, she was so embarrassed that she was also very groggy now. After hearing Toni's proposal she became unafraid to look him in the eye. His courage seemed to be absorbed.

Elsewhere in Fara Risman's contract is still there. She did not want to leave at all even though Fara kept asking for it.

Risman just wanted to know the answer from Fara, why he continued to reject it and did not give the opportunity for Risman could be serious to him.

Risman continued to sit in the living room, ignoring the anger of Fara who kept asking her to leave her contract.

"I beg you, you get out of here. I don't want anyone to misunderstand us. It's late, what would people say if they knew," Fara pleaded, but the man remained silent and unconcerned. He will stay until he gets a chance or gets what Fara is not willing to accept.

"I beg you, you get out of here" Again Fara pleaded.

"No, I'm not leaving until you say what makes you not accept me."

So stubborn Risman is now. He still wants to get Fara.

"I told you, I will accept whatever happens to you, I will not mind your past even if it is very bitter for me at once. I like you a lot I'm very serious about you too" Risman said.

"No, I won't accept you, because I don't deserve someone as good as you!"

"It is not you who determines the good and bad of the person who will be with me but I myself who will determine," Risman's tone getting higher, he began to get carried away now.

"No, I will never be worthy of you! It will never be worth it!"

"But why, what is the reason! Tell me why!" Risman is standing now. The seeds have started to evaporate.

"You want to know the reason, so listen carefully because I will never repeat it again."

"Say, I'll never regret it!"

"I... L'm.. " Fara's words choked, she was very hesitant to speak.

"Tell me everything let me hear it all" urged Risman impatiently.

Risman was so waiting, he was ready with everything. If the problem was only because of Risman's dark past could accept it, but what if the real reason was because Fara already had a husband, would she be heartbroken tonight?

Risman waited with a very frightened heart, he did not even blink at all looking at Fara's already pale face. It was actually a matter of what made Fara so scared like this.

"Because I.. Because I ha..."

"Oh, so this is the biological father of Fara's son!"

Fara's eyes also widened when some mothers and fathers came and one of them said that.

Fara's tears are shed, everyone knows about her pregnancy now. What he feared had really happened and now Risman also knew from the mouths of others.

He was late, he should have said everything. But he can't blame fate for what this must be the way, it's all been uncovered.

Risman's eyes are sharp but different from Fara's eyes that can't open. She wanted to hold back the crying but still she couldn't.

Destroyed everything, the test came back to him who momentarily felt comfort.

"It is better to marry them, otherwise they will only gather kebo like this. Even until Fara gets pregnant like this!"

The loud noise made Fara sob even more he certainly did not want Risman responsible for what he did not do.

"No, he's not the father of the child I bear! He doesn't need to have anyone's father because he's just my son!" Shouted Fara with a very extraordinary cry.

"Where can it be like that, you can't get pregnant by yourself, surely he's the father of the child!"

"No! I told you he's not the father of my son. He has no father! I'm the only one who's his parents!"

"Better you all get out of my house, go!" The unstoppable cry from Fara she was trying to drive away everyone that existed including Risman himself.

"Go!" Fara pushed everyone out, Risman was the same.

"Fara, listen to me! Farah!" Risman still wanted to survive even though he was very surprised by this reality. He never knew it would end up like this. Fara never told her anything about her pregnancy even Fara also has no signs of pregnant people in general.

"Go, I don't want to see you again, go!"

Intentions wanted to raid Fara as well as Risman who was inside the house and now they all had to leave disappointed.

Brakk...

Closed the door very hard, slowly Fara slumped and sat limply resuscitating her back on the door.

Her tears poured down her sadness. Sitting in tears hugging both of her legs.

"Fara, open! Farah!" Risman was still outside. He keeps knocking on the door and begs Fara to open the door.

"Oh my God, why does it have to be like this? If Fara is pregnant then where is her husband, is he the victim of rape? Or did he ever do it to someone he loved, but he finally left?" Risman could only make things up with his own mind.

"Fara, open the door! You have to explain it to me, Fara!" Risman would not give up.

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A couple just came home after a really night. With happiness the second entered the house.

Arini is not on foot, but Arya carries it very affectionately.

"Mas, Arini can walk alone. Arini is embarrassed if there are people who like to see," said Arini, he wanted to go down but Arya did not allow it.

It was not satisfied to make out at the dinner place last night and now Arya still wants to continue it at home.

"No, Honey. I'm not going to put you down. You also have nothing to be ashamed of that maid."

"He's got a name, Mas."

"Yes, you like it, right as you say?" Arya chuckles amusedly following Arini calling her maid. A very distant call from his real name.

Though Arini is free to choose his name because his name is also one KK he brought all but why Arini still call him with another name that is not in the real name.

"Yes," Arini nodded.

Arya immediately led him into the room, closing the door with her own back. Not lowering on the mattress but Arya instead brought Arini to the bathroom.

"Loh, Mum! How to go to the bathroom?" Arini was so confused.

"We need to clean up first, baby. After that we just slept." Answer Arya.

After that Arini now, he will not be able to resist nor can he protest anymore. If it's like this he can only obey with what Arya wants.

"Don't go in mode, Mas!" Arini is protesting.

Arya chuckles to hear it, yet Arya does anything already directly in protest by Arini.

"No dear. When have I ever been in mode? If I want something, I say it immediately, even do it."

Slowly Arya sits Arini next to the sink opening Arini's hijab and cleaning all the make-up that is attached to her face.

"Thank God, don't you want anything tonight?"

"I never want anything but your happiness, dear."

"really? Didn't Mas do that to Arini is Mas' happiness?"

"Not happiness, Mom. But our happiness." Arya continues to painstakingly clean Arini's face.

"It's always been like this that I've been so happy, honey. Especially being able to do that to you. Happiness is multiplying. The happiness of a man is not only when he can touch his wife, to see his wife always smiling is happiness."

"Revealing love is not just a union of love, doing little things can also be an expression of love."

"What does that mean I won't touch Arini again?"

"It's not like that, baby. There are times when a husband makes a wife happy with his touch but there are times when the husband makes a wife happy by spoiling her. You want to be balanced doing both so you won't get bored and won't be depressed."

It was Arini's heart. He thought the hypersexual former Arya would continue to force him to satisfy her, but he didn't! He was wrong to think that way.

Bruck...

"I love you so much, Mom." Arini immediately hit Arya.

"Mas loves you very much too" Arya happily accepted the hug.

"Now change clothes and we sleep."

"Mas really not asking for rations for tonight?"

"We're in the program, baby. Can't be often. Let the seed that Mas sowed last night grow freely. If there's no sign of letting Mas sow again tomorrow." Answer Arya.

"Hem.." Arini nodded.

The two changed clothes after finishing cleaning, rushed to rest by hugging each other tightly.

Arya also made her hand as a pillow for Arini and the other one to hug Arini's slender waist. While Arini also hugged Arya tightly.

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