Muhasabah Cinta (Arya And Arini)

121. Because I love you

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The moon that may start to shine is now back dim, the seeds that began to grow and begin to show the pistil to bloom the flowers must now wither just because a little heat that turned out to be able to scorch the growth.

Wounds due to all insults may have been commonplace but the pain of being accused of being a woman of seizing a future husband is also a woman who approaches a man because his property is very painful.

On the white bench that was on the rooftop Arini sat alone there. Silence without a word is also without a sound, only tears that accompany his endless suffering.

Don't take someone's future husband? if it's falling in love Arini doesn't know. Does Arini love Arya or does she not understand at all, how could Arini do that?

Arini is also a woman, she is also very aware of the limits. Arini also would not be able to think of seizing the happiness of another woman for the sake of her own happiness.

Arini does not know that he who only wants a friend now not only get friends but he also get a heart that will always struggle to be a friend for life.

Some say, if tears fall because of his arrival to clean a heart full of stains like wounds and sorrow. And therefore Arini let her tears fall because with that her pain will slowly disappear by itself.

‘’Cry if with that you will be calm,’’ arrival from Arya very surprised Arini, quickly she wiped her tears then turned her head and saw Arya who had walked up to her.

Arini stared at Arya. The man's smile was so penetrating into the heart. Usually that looks cold, arrogant and arrogant this time it really looks so warm even like a hero who came to protect also to protect.

‘’Did I hurt you so much?’’ his voice was so soft it felt so good in the heart.

Arya walked on to get close to Arini, and ended up sitting next to her.

Arini's eyes never turned away from Arya's face and could see every change that happened on her face, but since coming there was no change at all and kept smiling, emitting an infinite sincerity.

‘’Pardon me for not being able to control everyone to be able to accept you in their hearts, sorry,’’ Arya's eyes glare far into the sky that stretches very wide.

The sky is so bright and there is a slight scrawl of white clouds looks beautiful, it is a painting of the Creator that can never be done by human hands.

‘’Although I am very powerful also very strong but I cannot control the world to bend my knees to me, I cannot,’’ he added.

A drop after a drop of clear water still came out of the eyes of Arini who was already very red even what was around him was swollen. On his broom continuously with his hands but still never want to stop, the pain is very big at this time.

Arya turned her head back, looking at the girl who was also still looking at her. His hand was raised on the broomstick there, removing the wounds from the highly visible Arini.

So attention Arya to him, but why the attention he gave seemed to be a poison that would be ready to kill him. But it is also like an opium that makes him continue to expect to repeat itself again and again.

‘’How can I make up for everything that happened to you? Is there any way I can make up for it and make you smile again?’’ ask Arya seriously.

Arini nodded very slowly, it seemed like there was indeed something Arya could do to be able to make her smile again beautifully as before. Although Arya often wants Arini to look upset but this time she really wants Arini to be able to smile.

‘’What should I do, hem?’’ arya's eyes are roundly waiting for an answer from Arini's lips that she always dreamed of being able to touch.

A long sigh escaped from Arini's lungs through both nostrils. It seemed like what he was asking for was a hard thing to accept by his heart otherwise he would not have gotten to it.

‘’Stay away from Arini, leave Arini and never go near Arini even if I ask for it. Come to your parents, sir, accept everything they want. And it will make Arini smile again.’’

Speech from Arini clearly will not be accepted by Arya even this time he jolted in disbelief. He wouldn't do that even if Arini asked for it at once.

That would be very difficult demand that is very impossible to realize.

‘’Sway Arini sir, and it will make me happy again.’’

Is that really what Arini wants? Did it really come from his own heart or just because of an urge that came because of the words from Luna earlier?

‘’No Arini, I will never be able to go from you anything else to be away from you, I will never be able to. And yes! Don't ever ask me to obey what you ask, I won't marry any woman my parents chose, I won't!’’

Arya was so fiercely opposed to what Arini asked for, even now she was aghast, standing up and moved a few steps away from Arini.

Arini's eyes also followed where Arya was stepping. That's all Arini wants nothing else. Arini wants her life to be calm and peaceful without any lopsided accusations against her.

Accusations that would hurt her heart. And will always grow new wounds again.

‘’Arini please sir, please stay away from Arini. I beg you,’’ is so big Arini hopes for Arya to stay away from her.

‘’No Arini! I'll never stay away from you. And don't ever want me to go again. Thisismylife! I have the right to decide who I will be friends with and who I will live with! Not your mom, Nadia or you! You guys have no right to set me up, no rights!’’

Arya was so angry when Arini asked her to leave, this one girl who could always make him smile even she could laugh. Can change it for the better, keep him away from the goods as well as the treatment filled with sin, there is no way he will want to just like that.

‘’Why, Sir Sir! Why!’’

‘’Arini is no one sir, nor are we any ties that would be an excuse for sir to refuse my request. I beg you to stay away from Arini from now.’’

‘’No! Never will I stay away from you, never will!’’ Arya still keeps turning her face away from Arini she still can't afford to look at her face.

‘’No, Mr. Sir. This time Mr. Tuan must listen to Arini, and stay away from Arini.’’

‘’Never!’’ Arya just turned her head for a while towards Arini but was back to the way she was with great annoyance.

‘’But why Mr Sir! Why?!’’

‘’Because I like you! Ilove you! Yes, I have loved you, SATISFIED!!’’

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