
...57. Different Ayana (3)...
After Carlos cleaned the wounds on Ayana's face, he told Dalia to make food for her, and although Ayana had eaten, but a bowl of soup would certainly not be enough for her.
After everything was done, Carlos let Ayana sleep and no longer bothered her.
Tomorrow is the day that Carlos will take Ayana to a meeting on the yacht that he has promised.
At this point, Carlos' original plan really cannot be done now.
Things get complicated and Carlos does not like this, where his plan does not go according to what he wants.
A thin white smoke blew from his lips, evaporating in the darkness of the night from a cigarette tucked between his fingers.
Once again, Carlos breathed heavily.
***
“What are you trying to do Abby?” Sam looked at his lover with angry eyes. It's not the first time Sam has realized that Abby is trying to frame him, but it will be the last.
Sam doesn't want to face all the bullshit Abby's throwing at him anymore, and that's the limit to his patience.
"I'm not trying to do anything, why do you think I'm trying to harm you?" abby asked with a voice that sounded slightly vibrating. His black eyes constantly tried to take his eyes off Sam, to hide his guilt.
Abby knows the consequences of this action, if Carlos finds out that Sam is breaking his orders. It would end up being fatal for Sam.
"You're not trying to harm me?" Sam asked sarcastically. His fierce eyes showed the anger that had been quiet all this time.
"Sam, I can't possibly do that." Abby approached Sam with a clear expression. Her eyes glazed over as tears threatened to fall onto her cheeks. "Please understand, I can't possibly do that kind of thing to you. We've been together for years."
"Yes," Sam replied in a cold tone as he brushed Abby's hand away from her, he could see the look of disappointment from the face of the woman who had been with him all this time, but Sam would not be fooled again. He knew Abby enough to know that it was all just a joke. "But what you want is Carlos, not me" he said.
Surprise is evident on Abby's face, whether the woman is surprised that Sam has learned his hidden motives, or he is surprised because it is true that he does not think as Sam thinks.
"I want you, of course!" Abby squealed in disbelief. She immediately moved closer and tried to hug Sam again, but the man avoided her and brusquely brushed his hand back.
"I think it's enough for me to tolerate you all this time Abby." said Sam before he finally walked out of their room without looking at the woman.
Carlos again exhaled a thin white smoke from the cigarette between his fingers, while in the nearby ashtrays as well as around his feet, cigarette butts scattered, countless.
This is a habit that Carlos always does whenever he feels frustrated or in the middle of many thoughts and this time, Carlos has both problems.
The night was so dark and with the lights on the balcony turned off, everything was so dark.
However, Carlos enjoyed this silence.
"Who is that?" Carlos heard a rustling sound from behind him and instinctively immediately turned around, staring at the darkness before him with a watchful attitude.
And it was someone who was not himself that was actually approaching him now. "Wanna?"
With slow and awkward steps, Ayana approached Carlos and hugged him.
Carlos did not understand what possessed Ayana, why was she now being so intimate with him? Did he hit him too hard to make one of his brain nerves work incorrectly?
Why does this girl look so brave to him? It was not that Carlos was protesting this change in Ayana, it was just that she had already gotten used to her rejection.
"I thought you were sleeping?" With hesitation Carlos hugged Ayana's body.
Meanwhile, Ayana can smell the strong tobacco from Carlos body. He did not touch her, but she did not say anything, nor let go of his embrace from Carlos body.
"Why are you alone here?" ask Ayana in a soft voice. He raised his head and looked at Carlos attentively.
Again Carlos was surprised when AYana looked at him like that. What happened to this girl?
"Go back to the room" said Carlos, as he slowly pushed gently over AYana's shoulder.
"I want to be here with you." said Ayana softly. He again buried his face in Carlos chest and tightened his embrace on the man.
"What's wrong with you?" carlos asked in a soft voice, he finally gave up and leaned his back against the balcony trellis while hugging Ayana in his arms. "Why are you acting like this now?"
"I want to understand you more deeply" Ayana said without a second thought, and she could hear a mocking laugh from Carlos.
"You want to try to understand me?" carlos asked in between his laughter, but Ayana did not give a reaction that showed that she was serious about what she said. "Why? You didn't hurt me enough until you wanted to understand me more deeply?"
Ayana shook her head and looked back at Carlos. "I don't think you're that bad. You're just a little bit.." Ayana tried to find the right words to describe Carlos. ". complicated."
The girl thought, Carlos will laugh at her again after what she said, but it didn't. The man listened and this was what prompted Ayana to speak more.
"You must have your own reasons why you treat me that way." Ayana said. "If you really want me, maybe we can start all over."
Ayana waited for an answer from Carlos with eyes shining expectantly.
But, Carlos did not answer him, nor changed his facial expression. He just stared at Ayana with a sharp look of eyes and a flat face without emotion.
"you've loved Bianca so deeply. Can you love me like that? And I won't do what he did to you" Ayana said back.
The cold sweep of the night breeze blew, making his body slightly shiver and the smell of tobacco filling the air, no longer bothering him. However, Carlos who was silent without a word was what made Ayana uncomfortable.
After the silence that enveloped the two of them, Carlos finally decided to make a sound.
"You don't know what you're asking Ayana for" she said, kissing the girl's soft lips before her.
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