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The sadness and fear that was being felt by Binar, slowly melted because of her husband's warm embrace. The man even slept in bed with Binar. As if not letting go for even a second.
Binar was sincere about the illness he suffered. Fortunately he had a great heart and firmness of faith. So that he can make his feelings much calmer. The feeling of fear was indeed still there and lingered in his little heart. But he has to be strong for himself, and for his family. God always includes disease with his medicine. He was sure he would be healed.
“Mas, it's noon, you don't work?” Tanya Binar. He still drowned his face in the chest of the last field.
“Neg. I want you to stay here.”
“Kok that? He said a lot of work, there are operations too, right?”
“Biarin. Let Fauzan take care of my work. Anyway I want to be here just like you.” Grunts again.
“Later if you get fired, who will charge my treatment, Mas? Expensive youho.” Seloroh Binar later.
Hearing that, Pamungkas looked at his wife with furrowed brows. “Ah, that's easy. We sell gold at home.”
Little Binar tekekeh heard that answer. She remembered the safe in her husband's office.
“Working, I'm fine. Really. I don't want to think too much about this disease. Because the more thought, the more sick it will be. You go to your room yes, I want to stop by Yeva's place with Mas Ubay first.” Rayu Binar's.
“Do not crawl. Just rest here.”
“I need a breakout, Mas. I need some entertainment. Let's not be too scared.”
Thinking of his wife's words, he finally allowed Binar to go to Ubay's room.
“Yes if so, I'll go to the office first. I'll be here again.” He said while landing a kiss on the top of his wife's head.
“Iya. Oh yes, my mom. Ma'am Reanty so not here today?”
“Testing. So maybe. I told you Ubay's room number. Let if he comes later can go directly there.”
“Ow.”
Cup.
This time it was Binar who kissed her husband's cheek. Make the story go with a funny face.
While taking a deep breath, Binar delivered her husband's departure to the front of her room. Then he walked to Ubay and Yeva's room.
“Assalamu’alaikum.”
“Wa’alaikum greetings.” Ubay answered along with Yeva.
Binar tilted his head before going inside. He smiled at Ubay who was persuading Yeva to eat.
The.!!!
Suddenly Yeva rejected the plate that was held by Ubay and fell to the floor. Make it scatter everywhere.
“Yeva!!” Pekik Binar who immediately walked over to Yeva.
“I don't want to eat. Free I eat also will not be able to walk again!” Yeva shouted desperately.
“Ighfar, Va. You think your mom will look at you like this?”
“It's hard not to see me, ma'am. So it's no use.”
“You want your mom to cry there? Do you want your mom to be disappointed? Da? I didn't think that your affection for your mother was this shallow.”
“What does Ma'am mean by that?”
“Your mother has died, so all her practices have been interrupted. Now, only you can help your mother. So the child who is sholeh, so that your practice flows to your mother. If you are this easy to despair, you are not a sholeh child. Because the child who is sholeh must be strong. No matter what trials come, sure that God will replace it with happiness that is much better than before.”
“If you think your situation is the saddest? You're wrong, Va. Other than you, there are still many people who are much more pathetic than you. They even had to sacrifice something very precious. They even have to risk their lives. Do not measure your suffering with others.”
Yeva was silent to Binar's words. Makes her feelings slowly melt. It dissolves into egoism because it feels that it is the person who suffers the most. He lowered his face deep. Regretting his rude attitude.
“I'm sorry, Mas.” He told Ubay.
“Iya. Patient is Va. I know it's hard for you. But I'll be right next to you. You don't have to be afraid. You can get a fake leg if you have healed.” Say Ubay while cleaning up food spilled on the floor.
The tense atmosphere in the room slowly warmed. Because of Yeva's anger, to make Ubay not notice that Binar was wearing an infusion.
“Lho, Bin? You why? How on infusion?” Ask Ubay.
Yeva who lowered her face looked at the pedestal next to Binar. “Mbak pain?”
“Biasalah, pain women.” Binar replied while forcing her smile.
“Which mask?” Ask Ubay again.
“Again in his office, Mas.”
“Yes geez. Basic without silence. Wife again sick even at work.” Ubay Gerricks.
It made Binar and Yeva laugh. Funny to see the man's expression.
Ubay smiled hearing Yeva's laughter. It felt good to see the girl slowly able to shift her sadness.
“Well, that's dong. Don't be angry just as crying. I want a cheerful Yeva to kayak first.” Ubay said later. Makes Yeva blush.
“Mbak know how sad you are, Va. But you can do it, be strong. Yuk, can yuk.”
“But now I can't walk, Ma'am. Where could I go to college in this situation.”
“The technical problem we think about as we go. God willing, I'll find a solution. The important thing is that you are passionate to heal.”
I don't know why Binar was so wise to take care of Yeva's problems. Even though he himself is not okay. He himself was afraid and needed the support of those around him.
But he felt that he still had to spread that positive aura. That way, it makes her feel a little better.
“What later, will anyone want to be the same me huh, Ma'am? Does anyone want to have a wife whose legs are so stumped?” Yeva's thoughts were pensive about her future.
“Insha Allah. That's why don't despair. Every man's soul is guaranteed to be with God. We just wait for the right time while continuing to improve ourselves.”
“Amin, Ma'am. Hopefully aja.”
Ubay, who had only heard and watched the two women, was proud because he had feelings for Binar. Binar was a very good woman in his eyes. It was not wrong for her to have the name of the woman in her heart for so many years. Even though now Binar has built a household together with Pamungkas. And force him to end and let go of that feeling. But he remains proud.
Slowly a smile appeared on both corners of his lips.
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