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Clouds hanging in the capital's night sky slowly covered the almost perfect moonlight. Not waiting for a long time, the dark cloud brought a cold sign of rain.
Ubay was sipping his coffee on the balcony of his room. Look at the dark cloud with a heart that feels dark.
He tried to neutralize the pain in his chest, as well as feeling tired because he had just returned home to deliver Binar and Chan.
Tiring day for him.
Not only his body, his heart was also already tired.
For almost ten years he kept his feelings for Binar. And he has shown and revealed many times. But it did not work out as well as melt the heart of Binar to see it.
Ubay's stomach was hungry, he didn't eat much. He got up and walked down to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator and looked at the food containers that his housekeeper deliberately left behind.
He took one of the containers and put it in the microwave.
The aroma of rendang spice directly strikes when the heating process occurs. It just makes his stomach hungry.
While waiting, he picked up a plate and rice from the rice cooker. Then put it on the dining table.
He sat down for a while before the microwve timer told him that the delicious rendang was ready to eat.
He enjoyed the meal in silence, and solitude. As usual.
While eating, he plays his phone to ward off loneliness. He read back the slanted comments about Binar that made him even more angry.
His brain turned to find a solution to this problem.
But all he found was a dead end.
Ubay decided to contact Pamungkas only and find a solution together.
“Where do you?” Ask Ubay.
“At home, why?” Answer me from across the phone.
“The situation is getting worse. Many commented obliquely about Binar.”
“Let's go, Bay. Later also drowned the news. Still early on it is so” the ultimate answer is impressed lightly and considers this problem ordinary.
“Enteng very lo by the way. For you, this may be ordinary. But not for Bar and his family. You think dong how he feels!” Emotions Ubay hooked.
“Yaudah, I'll take care of it. Don't panic that way. Hitherto. I did a lot of this work” Finally closed the phone connection just like that. Makes Ubay growl half dead.
Ubay so not tasteful to continue eating again. He left his plate and walked back to his room.
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“Telfon from whom, Mas?”
“Temen.” Finally answered him indifferently.
“Oh, drink the coffee first.” Reanty placed a cup of coffee drinks on the table in front of Pamungkas.
It is in the Reanty apartment. She was just there when Ubay called her.
“Why are you so?” She looked at Reanty with a sharp look.
“What is so?” Reanty pretends not to know the meaning of the coming of the ultimate. He is also following the news.
“Do you intentionally let people misunderstand?”
“What the hell, Mas?”
“Do not pretend not to know. You intentionally did not herd public opinion so this is?”
Reanty. He could not look into the eyes of the dead.
“Yes not, mas. Where could I be. The public is overreacting to it.”
“Rea, I know you're a good person. And I hope you will continue to be a good person. Don't sacrifice others who have nothing to do with our problems. Poor.” Finally trying to give understanding to his ex-wife.
“I'm not there, Mas. It's up to you to believe what enggak.” Because indeed he felt he did not do the thing alleged by Pamungkas. Acting as if he had to do an interview yesterday. Not so at all.
At first glance, he thought of Ubay who sounded angry at him.
“Enteng very lo by the way. For you, this may be ordinary. But not for Bar and his family. You think dong how he feels!”
Not just not realizing it. He understood how Binar and his family were doing. Because he was worried about her too.
That was also the reason why he was sitting opposite Reanty at the moment.
“That night, for the first time after a very long time, I saw Mas again laughing with a great smile. My face looks happy too. Laughing in front of the girl, as if there were no burden. I don't know why I feel sick seeing it.”
Still waiting for the continuation of that story.
“That time, I still had doubts about divorcing you, Mas. That's why I came to the hospital. But after seeing you laugh so, my decision got rounder. Your expression at that time made my heart grow stronger. Weird right?” Reanty raised his face. Now he ventured to look into the eyes of the ultimate directly.
“I just realized, it turns out that as long as we were married, I never even made you that happy. I've never seen you laugh so much.”
“So what do you want to say?” I couldn't stand the memory sentence.
“I'll try to straighten this out. But I can't guarantee what works. You see I can't control everyone's prejudices.”
“I keep your promise.”
She just stood up and walked out of Reanty's apartment after saying that.
Again, he did not even touch the cup of coffee that had been made for him.
He got into his car and slammed the door hard. He sat behind the wheel, clutching his wheel. Then he hit the wheel. Wreak all his frustration.
His anger at himself. I don't know why he's so angry right now.
He recalled the words of Reanty, who said that he looked very happy when talking to Binar.
Did ya?
He just felt it now.
If only he hadn't impregnated Reanty because of that one-night mistake, he and Binar might have become a family by now.
Because in the past, he had believed that Binar would be his life companion.
In the past, he and Binar had the same feeling. At least that's what he believes. They are never bound in a relationship. Just know each other's feelings. Because Binar is a woman who is very concerned about her self-esteem and behavior. Especially if it's about men.
The biggest mistake he made because of alcohol, made him tied to marriage with Reanty. And forced to press and lock his feelings for Binar. He disappeared from in front of the woman.
And since then, he has never touched an alcoholic drink again.
When he met again with Binar after a long time, he was actually very surprised. But he chose to save his pride and be friendly to Binar. There was an uncomfortable feeling in him. It's very uncomfortable.
Since then, her decision to divorce Reanty has grown stronger. His heart continued to look for reasons to be able to part with the woman. Karna Binar's.
So, did he use Binar to save his life?
That's what makes you angry at yourself.
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