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The sentence that had just been uttered by Pamungkas, made everyone fall silent in shock. They all compactly look at Pamungkas who is staring at Ustadz Syuhada and Rukayah alternately. He wanted to show the sincerity of his intention.
What's Binar. Body freezes. He stared at Pamungkas with half a gap. That sentence was never expected. Even by Haya and Hendrana.
“What's the Last Nak serious about saying Last Nak just now?” Tanya Ustadz Syuhada.
“I'm serious, Mr. Ustadz. I have even said the same to Binar.”
Now, Ustadz Syuhada and Rukayah instead looked at Binar asking for answers.
“Nduk?” Tanya Ustadz Shuhada's.
Binar was silent. He doesn't know what to answer. He wanted to reject it. He thought back to Chan.
“Thank you for your seriousness Little Last. But we, can't decide unilaterally. All decisions are in the hands of Binar. Let's hear the explanation.” first Ustadz Syuhada.
Binar took a deep breath. Then he looked straight at Pamungkas who seemed to be looking forward anxiously waiting for an answer from him.
“Mas, I told you before. You don't have to do all this because you're afraid to part ways with Chan. Until anytime, I will never forbid you to meet Chan.”
“Iya, it's all for Chan. I don't deny that. But this is also for me, Bin.”
Binar was silent again. He was wondering what that sentence meant. And try to find a wise answer so that no one gets hurt. Especially the family and their families.
“Tante really hope that you will receive the Ultimate, Binar.” Haya. This time he no longer needed to cover up his wish for Binar to become his son-in-law.
“Let me take three days, Mas. After three days, you come back here again, and I'll give you the answer that day.” The word of Binar at the end.
Finally breathing out. Trying to shake off those thin hopes. Even though he already knew that Binar would not immediately accept his proposal. There was already too much pain he caused for the girl.
But if he doesn't try, he won't know the outcome. Therefore he tried to dare to speak directly at this time. The problem later how, he fully resigned with the Maha turning back the heart.
“Good. I'll come in three days to hear your answer.” Pamungkas. He could not hide his worried face. Fear rejection.
“Om and Aunt are also very hopeful, Binar. Hope your answer later is the best for everyone.” Hendrana. He also hoped that Binar would accept his son. But he knows himself and will not force.
It will not be easy for the Binar family to receive the ultimate proposal after what they did two years ago. Hendrana knew that well.
“Then, we excuse you, Mr. Ustadz.” Pamit Pamungkas later. He stood up and greeted Ustadz Syuhada. Same with Hendrana.
While Haya greeted Binar and Rukayah.
“Chan, Papa go home first, yes.” Pamit Pamungkas to his son.
Chan only nodded small. He sat on the couch and would not stand.
“Chan, that's it. Come, salim.” Binar reminded.
It seems that Chan is lazy to wake up. But because he had to, he finally wanted to greet his Papa, Grandpa, and Grandma.
He rubbed Chan's head with a smile. He then walked out of the house with his parents.
Binar and his family also helped deliver the family to the front yard of the house. Even until the ultimate car disappears at the end of the alley.
“But disagree, Bin.” Said Rukayah suddenly when they had returned to the house.
“It doesn't matter if we keep in touch like this. But if you're to be your husband, I'd object. Remember what he did to you, Bin. Destroying your job and your future. There is slander everywhere. Even until now Ibuk's heart still hurts if you remember the incident.”
Rukayah's words were completely correct. Her husband knows that too. Which mother's heart does not hurt to see her child hurt? This also applies to Rukayah. He did not want to see his precious daughter cry again after desperately trying to get up.
“Do not do so, Buk. If God had set a soul mate for our daughter. We can't stop it.” Ustadz Syuhada reminded. “Not so far we've been dying to see our daughter get married?”
“Iya, Dad. But not the same. Ibuk preferred Nak Ubay whose kindness has been ascertained. Never make the bar sad. There are always times when the bar needs help. Dinar has promised to be nerima Nak Ubay.”
“Mas ubay not so continue the khitbah Buk. Yesterday he told Binar that he was retreating. Sorry haven't had the chance to tell Daddy the same Ibuk.”
Binar's speech added to Rukayah's heart getting sliced. Somehow sad to see the fate of his daughter's soul mate.
Rukayah's tears flowed down both of her cheeks. He wanted to shed all the sadness he felt for his daughter.
Seeing that, Binar immediately hugged his mother tightly. “Mafin Dinar, Buk. Always make me sad. I don't know when Binar can be happy Ibuk with Dad.”
“Our happiness is not important, Nduk. Seeing your child happy is true happiness for parents. Now I want to ask you, what do you think of Nak Pamungkas?” Tanya Ustadz Shuhada's.
Binar took his embrace off his mother. Staring at his father in pias. He breathed before answering.
“Dad knows Chan is everything for Binar.”
“Don't think about it first. Chan will be happy even if you don't get married. He will still get love from you, Father, Mother, and the family of his father. Now I want to know how you feel.”
“Binar is not sure yet, Dad. Binar has known Pam since he went to college. But to be his wife, Binar did not know.”
“Think carefully before deciding. Ask for guidance from God. I'm with Ibuk, fret what your decision will be. The one who lives that life is you. You know best what is best for yourself in the future. Ignore Chan's problems. It's not just his happiness that matters. But your happiness is important too. So think about your happiness too.”
“Iya, Dad. Later if Binar already knows the answer, Binar tell Dad. Now Binar has to go to work first.”
“Be careful, Nduk.” Rukayah Message.
“Iya, Buk. Assalamu’alaikum.” Said Binar while greeting his parents. Then kissed his son's head.
“Wa’alaikum salam.”
Binar drove his motorcycle out of the housing complex. His mind cannot focus. Many times he stood in his heart to calm his heart.
Is it time to think about her happiness? Does he deserve that? While he always made the hearts of his father and mother sad.
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