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Reanty was seriously looking at children who were playing in the playground in a family cafe. Sometimes he seemed to smile and laugh at the funny behavior of a boy who was playing prose ball.
“Tante, when do we go home?” Chan asked him.
Reanty could not help but stroke Chan's delicate little cheeks. “Wait a minute, yes. Satisfied to play it first. Aunty and Chan back home.”
“Go home now, yuk. Later Mama nyariin.” Pinta Chan then.
“But Aunt is not satisfied playing with Chan. Aunty still misses Chan.”
Getting that subtle rejection, Chan's eyes glazed over. Makes Reanty surprised and becomes unbearable.
“Yes, come on, Aunty and Chan go home now. But tomorrow-tomorrow, Aunt can still find Chan at school?”
Chan nodded. She's not crying.
Apparently, since Reanty found Chan, he often came to school to see the boy. He was always secretly watching the child he had thrown away. As if to make up for all his mistakes first.
Reanty made Chan promise not to tell him about himself to Binar and his family, as well as to Pamungkas. It made it easier to meet Chan whenever he had the chance.
Reanty drove the car slowly. He wants to stay with Chan even longer.
But no matter how late he drove his car, still arrived at Binar's house.
Reanty exhaled deeply as he stopped his car right in front of the mosque. He frowned when he saw that there was a car owned by Pamungkas parked in front of the house Binar. Suddenly his heart was beating very fast. Afraid caught.
“Tante not down?” Chan asked who had opened the car door and was about to get off.
Reanty stared at Chan for a moment. He seems to think. He wanted to meet Binar and his family. But he wouldn't dare if there was an ultimate there.
“Other times, yes Chan. Aunt still much work.” Reanty.
“But earlier Aunty promised to meet Mama Sama Uty.”
“Besok. Now auntie has to go home.”
Chan pursed his lips. “Ya. Thank you very much Aunty has been ushered home.”
“Sama-sama. Tomorrow's aunt goes to school again?”
Chan nodded in agreement. He closed the car door and ran to the house.
“Chan!!” Pekik Pamungkas when he saw Chan who was running.
“Papa!”
He also ran to pick up the boy. Then he clenched tightly to his son's body with a feeling of relief.
“Chan?” Said Binar who had just come out of the house with her mother because she heard the screams of Pamungkas. She hugged Chan while sobbing.
“Mama kok nangis?” Chan asked in confusion.
Binar stretched her arms. Looked in his son's face. Examine each section in case anyone gets hurt.
“You okay?” Binar asked frantically as she turned back Chan's body.
“I'm fine, Ma.”
“Where are you from? Who picked you up? Mama worried half dead.” Binar.
“So playing with Aunt.”
“Tante?” Ask Pamungkas.
“Iya, the, the black car it.” Chan pointed to Reanty's car.
The only one who recognized the car scrunched his forehead. While Reanty who felt his existence was already known, chose to leave immediately from there.
But late. Because now Pamungkas has been right in front of his car.
“Rea?”
Reanty still did not dare to answer. He realized that he was in the wrong position.
Binar and Rukayah along with Ustadz Syuhada came to Pamungkas and Reanty.
“What do you do?” Ask her in a firm voice.
“Sorry, Mom. I just,, like, met Chan.” Reanty started to stumble. His entire courage shrinks if faced with the ultimate.
“But can you tell me first? Or the permission of Binar and his family? Not playing bring it.” I was finally emotional. He said half-calling.
Even Binar was surprised to hear that.
“Do you know we're all worried because Chan isn't at school?!”
“I'm sorry, Mas..” Reanty lowered his face. Looks like tears have been dripping from his eyes.
“You really like to make people panic yes!” Finally, he showed his frustration.
“Mas..” Binar tried to prevent her husband's anger. He held the last arm and pulled it.
Finally spread his gaze to Binar, and his two in-laws. Then he sighed feeling unwell because he breathed out his emotions in front of them.
Even Chan was frightened and hid behind his grandmother's shoulders.
“Mas, let me talk to you for a second Reanty.” Pinta Binar meant it.
“Bin,,,”
“Come, Son Pam. We go inside first.” Take Ustadz Syuhada.
Having no other choice, she followed her in-laws into the house. Mengingalkan Binar both with Reanty. I don't know why he felt so worried. Even as he walked away from them, he kept glancing dislike towards Reanty.
“Mbak, let's sit there.” Invite Binar to point to a bench in the mosque.
Reanty according to him. She's not crying anymore. But her tears are still visible. He followed Binar's steps and then sat down next to him.
For a long time both of them were silent and busy with their respective minds.
“Why are you secretly dating Chan?” A question that immediately made Reanty feel guilty.
“I'm sorry, if I had to find him secretly behind you. I'm afraid you won't let me see him.”
Reanty's answer also did not lose to make Binar surprised. He scrunched his forehead and turned towards the woman who was bowed beside him.
“Astaghfirullah haladzim, Ma'am. Me, our family will never forbid Mrs Reanty to meet Chan. If it comes in a good way. I can't possibly stand in the way of Reanty's birth mother Chan. Absolutely not possible, Mother. It never occurred to me that Chan could not meet Reanty. This attitude even offended me. Reanty's mom is Chan's real mother, but please don't forget, I'm the one who's been taking care of Chan all this time. Giving Chan my affection and love as a mother.”
Binar's words sounded very poignant into Reanty's heart. Returns painful memories of how robust it used to be. Instantly the guilt filled his chest cavity. Guilt and shame with a wise woman who has sincerely cared for and loved her child.
While he was busy with his euphoria as a top star with all his luxuries. Divert feelings of guilt and blame those around him who pay less attention to him.
Blaming others in the form of his escape because he lost his own selfishness. Until the demon side took over his mind until he forgot about the incident for a long time. Eating all her instincts as a woman who has given birth, she has forgotten that she is a mother.
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