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“Ma, Uty where?” Chan asked his mother.
The boy asked without turning his face away from the picture book he was drawing.
“Ehmm, again go same Kakung.”
“Kok I'm not invited?”
“Can was Chan school.”
“Tomorrow Sunday, right, Ma? We're into Collateral, right?”
“And mom promised Chan. Insha Allah tomorrow we go to Ragunan.”
“Yesss Chan threw a smile at Binar. Then he continued his picture.
Binar just watched his son who was focusing on drawing. But over time he became curious as well. He wanted to see what Chan had drawn in his book.
“What picture is it? Seriously amat.”
Chan picked up his book and showed it to Binar. There are pictures of a small child and an adult with a very fat body with a face that is still empty.
“Who is it?” Tanay Binar pointed to the still-empty image of his face. Chan has not made eyes, nose or mouth in the picture.
“Papa.”
The deg!
“Papa?”
“Yes, Papa Agung. Keep this up, Agung.” Chan explained the characters he drew.
“Hahahahahaa.” Binar could not help but laugh. At first he thought that the picture of the little boy was Chan himself. Apparently not.
“Cok not given by the eyes? Which nose? Keep her mouth?”
“Not finished, Ma. This is just to be createdin.” Answer Chan who again put his book on the table and then continue the picture.
There is pain in the heart of Binar.
Chan never knew what his father was like. Surely the child also sometimes feels jealous when he sees his friends who have complete parents.
But is it true that a child of Chan's age has thought far there?
“Chan, miss Papa?” Tanya Binar fishing. He wanted to know if Chan really thought far. Or just his feelings.
But the boy was even looking.
“Gak kangen? Why?”
“Can already have Kakung.”
Again Binar was made to smile with Chan's reply.
“Iya, yes. There is Kakung.”
“Udah finished.” Pekik Chan handed over the picture to his mother. Binar praised his son's work many times.
“You want to go to the Great House, Ma?” Pinta Chan in the end.
“Bby. Fine but yes.”
Chan nodded, peeked at his mother's cheek then ran out of the house.
The feeling of Binar is still shrouded in misgivings. About how the end of the conversation his parents had with Nazril.
Has Nazril set his heart to chastise Binar?
Hope so.
“Assalamu’alaikum.”
The sound of Rukayah made Binar run small towards the door.
“Wa’alaikum greetings, Buk.”
The face of Binar was getting brighter when he saw Pakde and Budenya.
“Welcome, Pakde, Bude.” Binar immediately greeted Pakde and Budenya.
“Walah, Bin. Kurusan. Get smaller your body.” Seloroh Hartati's. He cupped his nephew's cheeks.
“Take the hell, De? Ordinary feeling aja.”
“Let's talk again, sign in first.” The Ustadz Syuhada protests stopped their grip.
Binar helped his mother make drinks in the kitchen. Then bring him the guest room.
“Where's Ikhsan, De? Said he was coming?”
“Still in the cottage. There is still business he said.”
“Ooh.”
“Monggo, drink first, Mas, Mbak.” Rukayah invited her two brothers-in-law to drink.
“Chan's Content? (where Chan)” asked Rukayah for not seeing her granddaughter at home.
Binar was eager to know how the outcome of the negotiations would be. But he did not dare to ask. Just be him waiting.
“Bin,” Call Kiayi Sahidi, Pakde Binar.
The middle-aged man placed the glass of tea he had just drunk onto the table. He sighed deeply as if he was going to convey something difficult to express.
Ustadz Syuhada was silent.
“Pakde don't know Where to start.”
“Why Pakde?” Binar's feelings became uneasy upon seeing their expressions.
“Nazril not so continue the khitbah.”
The sentence that had torn down the entire Hope Binar was still faintly heard in his ears.
“What Binar can know the reason?” Barin tried not to be surprised. His body is numb.
“Diyah mind if you become her daughter-in-law.” This time it was Rukayah who answered with emotion.
“Buk.” Sergey Ustadz Syuhada.
“Bude sense, the news was a big influence, Nduk. Although we have explained, all the news is not true. But it seems that Diyah is still reluctant to continue her son's sermon.” Hartati.
“But there has been an explanation from the concerned party, Bude.”
“Iya, but yes I don't know. He clearly said he still objected. So we do not want to force and choose to respect the pustusan.”
Binar. He used his fingers to divert his nervousness.
“Mas Nazrilnya, how?”
“Nazril fully follow his mother's decision. He also said that he still hesitates.” Ustadz Syuhada. “That's patient yes Nduk. Insha Allah, Allah is preparing the best mate for you.”
Dinar for a while.
Disappointment in the heart of Binar. Fulfill the entire space that is there. Destroying all the expectations he packs with do’a-do’a his best so far. Drown out the happiness that grows.
“Nduk?” Call Rukayah.
“Yes already, want to be applied again if it is a decision mas Nazril. Binar believed in the words of his father, that God must be preparing the best mate for Binar. And a good father to Chan.”
Actually, Barin wanted to cry.
Under normal circumstances, he would have cried. But this time he heard it all. His heart was stronger than he had expected.
Maybe because in his little heart, he could guess because of what Nazril said the other day.
The worry really happened apparently.
It was just that he felt disappointed at the man who had suddenly become such a coward. It turned out that Nazril was not a great man like the one in his shadow.
“Seng patient yo Nduk. Bude help do’a so you get the best mate.”
“Amin, thanks Bude. Binar is confident and resigned to Allah.”
Actually everyone was surprised by the reaction of Binar who looked alkaline even though he was a little trembling at the beginning.
Though Rukayah alone seemed very disappointed with the decision of Diyah and Nazril. I just feel angry.
“Bude same old Pakde right here?” Binar tried to divert the conversation. He did not want to take his family to a late disappointment.
“Maybe skuitar two or three Days.” Answer Kiayi Sahidi.
“Big pas. Binar's plan tomorrow is for Chan to go to Ragunan. Pakde sama Bude follow ya?”
“Walah, I guess I can't. Tomorrow Pakde sama Bude already have promise” Obviously Hartati.
“Just the same Chan, Nduk?” Ask Rukayah.
“Gak Buk. The same Yuli. He said he missed Chan. Binar ajakin aja.”
The mood slowly improved. All seemed relieved to see the reaction of Binar who was able to control his heart very well.
“Binar to the back first yes.” Pamit Binar with a glass and bring it to the kitchen.
“Alhamdulillah, I'm worried about you with Binar. But it turns out he's much stronger than I thought.” Said Hartati who was very worried about his nephew .
“That is how, if you join the author of destiny, then nothing will feel heavy. It will actually make ourselves stronger.” Timpal Kiayi Sahidi.
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