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Binar lay his body on top right to sleep. Trying closed.

But even though his eyes could be closed, but he still failed to pick up his drowsiness. The room was quiet because Chan slept with Kakung and Utynya.

He thought carefully. Will he still be at work tomorrow?

That is certainly with so many insinuations and rumors about him from his colleagues.

Binar returned to flick his blanket. He got out of bed and walked into the bathroom.

He took ablution water then performed two rakaat sunnah prayers.

After the completion of the prayer, he read the letter of Yaasin and some surahs of Amma juice.

His mind slowly regained calm because of the cool water of ablution that was still felt on his face.

Binar looked down for a long time. He complains and spills all that is his problem to the hearer. Begging to be shown the best way out of God's plan that he can't guess at all.

He sobbed.

Even some of his tears fell beside the Qur’an which he still held.

He really is spilling everything right now. Believing that all forms of testing inflicted on him is a process to deepen his fear.

If God had given him such a great test, he would have had the strength to pass it.

Like the words he always heard,

‘God will not test far beyond the strength of man himself.’

Doesn't that mean he's a strong servant?

That's why he got this special test.

God just trusts him. There is no reason not to believe in yourself.

Binar rested his body on the mattress without removing his face. He looked at his cell phone.

His friends are very worried about him. Seen from the chat group containing himself, Yuli, Via, and Sonya. They were all wondering if he was feeling better.

‘I'm better, really. Thanks, you guys have your attention sam I’ - Binar.

‘Truly yes, Bin’ –Via.

‘That's the point of the temen, Bin.’ –Sonya.

‘Tomorrow I treat baby meatballs yes, Bin.’ –Via

‘Kok suddenly talking meatballs, anyway?’ –protes Yuli

“Intentionally, let you want. You are mania meatballs Yul.’ –Via

‘Damn you guys. I'm gonna be a meatball. Where is it so bad again.’ –Yuli

‘Tomorrow I tagged yes, Vi. Watch out for not being.’ –Binar

‘Iya. Just be careful if you don't. You have too often broken promises, Vi..’ –Sonya

‘Yeah, you don't believe it very much anyway. Seriously ni me.’ –Via

‘But tomorrow you'll be working, Bin?’ –Yuli

‘Testing. Kayak dare, kayak enggak.’ –Binar

‘Espirit Binar. You are strong. As always you do.’ –Sonya

‘Iya. Why is it that people's babbling is also. They just hear from the news. Don't take care of it. Still there us, Bin.’ –Yuli

‘Your God, Yul earlier you said tomorrow do not need to enter work.’ –Binar

‘Ya but after the explanation from Mas Ubay, it makes sense too, anyway.’ –Yuli

‘Yuli Basis. Plin plan.’ –Sonya

‘Ye maap...’ –Yuli.

‘😁😁’ –Via

‘🤣🤣’ –Sonya

‘Bin?’ –Yuli

‘Udah bed ta?’ –Via

‘Binars? Wooi!’ –Sonya

‘Yeah, it's sleeping like a child. You're also sleep-hunting. Ready stamina for fortin Binar tomorrow’ –Yuli

‘Pastya.’ –Sonya

And the conversation ended with Binar who had fallen asleep first with a prone position on the bed still wearing face. And the cell phone was taken.

*****

“Stop here, Sir.” Ubay cried to the taxi driver who delivered it.

He got out of the taxi after paying his fare.

Now Ubay has stood in front of a towering iron fence in white. He noticed the situation behind the fence.

Looks deserted.

He then checked whether the fence was locked or not.

It turns out it's not locked. He just went inside.

Ubay spread his gaze. He caught the figure of a man sitting languidly on the terrace stairs. He could see that the man was enjoying a cigarette.

“Smoking is not good for heart health. But good for people who are upset.” Ubay Sloroh

Finally, he raised his head to see Ubay who walked up to him.

“Ngapain lo pensive outside gini. Midnight anyway.”

“Ngapain lo here.” I didn't want to ask Ubay's question.

Ubay who did not get an answer the night sat down next to Pamungkas.

He immediately held out a pack of cigarettes to Ubay. And Ubay immediately took one rod for himself.

After turning it on, Ubay took a sip and then threw the smoke into the air.

As long as the cigarette was still not ahbis, no one spoke. They both still enjoyed it until the last blow.

“What is the state of the Binar?” Ask Pamungkas while turning off his cigarette fire on the floor just like that.

“According to lo?” Replied Ubay who chose to step on the cigarette butts until it was destroyed.

“He must have been really surprised.”

“Not only surprised. He's been hit hard. You see he does not get into trouble this big.” Answer Ubay.

“Gue also did not know that it would be this way. I thought it was safe all along.”

“Lo less wasada, Pam.”

Finally speechless. He looked only at the garden lights that were burning in the distance.

“But I'm sure you can taste this in a good way. Because I know you are not the type of person who will sacrifice others for the sake of covering up your own problems. And I will not stay silent if you reach ngorbain Binar in this case.”

He turned his eyes to Ubay. He could see the look of seriousness in Ubay's eyes. He knew Ubay meant it.

“Gue did not expect the feeling of going to Binar will be durable until now, Bay. Though for years. Lo emang guy dream.” He threw his eyes back at the park. There is a sense of unwillingness, and envy because Ubay still keeps that feeling so good until now.

Different from himself. He had to corner and drown his feelings for Binar in the deepest corner of his heart because of his marriage to Reanty. One mistake that made him very sorry. But that feeling, later slowly began to surface again. Makes you feel unsettled.

“And you know better about this than anyone. Even Binar though.” Ubay sighed. “Gue can't see Sad Binar, Pam. He said that he felt very sick because people called him an actor. News that circulated that Binar is the cause of the damage to your household to Rea. And everyone else is beating him.”

“Hhh.... Just calm. I will try to keep Binar not to be brought again. He has nothing to do with it at all. I want Rea to hold a press conference tomorrow. Hopefully it can clarify everything.”

“Lo know that Binar, and I, expect much the same lo.”

She just spread her smile. Look at Ubay with confidence.

He was actually convincing himself about it. While hoping that tomorrow the conference will run smoothly as he wants.

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