
“Don't be too hopeful, Pam. Looks like the chance is small.” Haya said while they were still in the car.
“Not that. Expecting continues. Many pray and hope with God to soften the heart of Binar so that he will receive you.” Hendrana.
“Ya but if you expect too big later the disappointment is also big, Pa”
“What a disappointment. That's a risk. If you are serious about your decision, expect a big one. Do not believe the silly words that say, if love should be sincerely released. Love should not have. No, Papa doesn't want you to. Papa wants you to fight for your love. If love is cultivated it must be owned at all costs. Of course by staying on the path that Allah ridhoi.” Hendrana again.
The last person who was driving a car seriously listened to the message from his Papa.
“But there have been too many mistakes I made, Pa. I think it's true Mama said. If my chance is slim.”
“Don't be so mushy dong. Cook the son of a Hendrana lost in love. Keep trying. If it's wrong, apologize until he and his family apologize. That's new gentle.”
Finally, so laughed at the encouraging words from his Papa. While Haya, it seems that the wise words came out of her husband's mouth.
“Waaahhh, Mama so sure, if hanging out with people sholeh it will have a good impact on us. Your father proved it. How many hours have youtadz Syuhada chatted, he became wise like this.” Seloroh Haya's. Make them all laugh.
“Yes, actually Ma.”
Finally drove both of his parents home. Meanwhile, he went back to a shopping center to buy something. He wanted to buy school supplies for Chan. Some clothes, and toys too. He planned to take Chan along, but the boy cried and asked to go home.
Almost everything he wanted to buy was within his grasp. Just stay looking for some more clothes and pants for Chan. Despite his problems with Binar, he wanted to buy the best for his son. He doesn't care about the price.
After a few hours around, Pamungkas felt tired, he decided to rest for a while in the cafe there. He was ordering an ice capucino when his gaze met with Ubay's netra who was also sipping his drink at one table, without further ado, Pamungkas immediately took a seat in front of Ubayy.
For a while, the atmosphere was a little awkward. Considering they had not met for a long time let alone chatted. Each one of them is wailing, not knowing how to behave.
“How are you?” The first one to open the conversation.
Ubay, who had shifted his eyes, now turned to look at Pamungkas. He then said, “ Yes, gini-gini aja. How about?”
The conversation between them was very awkward and seemed strange for two friends who had just met after a long time.
“Bogeman lo still kerasi.” His words pointed to his cheekbones.
“Good. The pain will never go away. Forever.” Seloroh Ubayy.
“Damn,” hardik Last.
Hahahahahahaha...
But then the two laughed out loud.
The final order is coming. A waiter dropped it off and put it on the table.
“Ngapain lo alone? What's that much shopping?” Search Ubay again.
“Next items Chan.” Answer Pamungkas. He almost forgot that Ubay didn't know about his relationship with Chan.
Ubay already knew because Rukayah told him at that time. That was why he felt increasingly like he had no place in the future of Binar and Chan. That's why he tried to express his feelings to Binar.
“Oh.” Ubay nodded his head.
“Udah know? How not surprised?” Ask Pamungkas.
“Udah tau lama. Ibuk Binar direct who told me.”
“Oh.” This time, I was a little surprised.
“It looks like your happiness is in front of your eyes. You've found your son, plus Mama. Who would have thought that it turned out that fate binds you so strongly?” Ubay. There was a tone of sadness that he was trying to hide as much as possible.
“Gue was also unexpected. At all. The surprise of the time was amazing turned out.”
“Jaga well them. Although I have released Binar, but I will go forward first if you hurt him again. Maybe this time it wasn't just my bogem that floated. Your life can also drift.”
“Gue mengelamar Binar.” Endless words with a blushing face.
“Hah? When?” Ask Ubay. There was pain in him when he heard that.
“Tadi morning. I went to his house. Last night Chan nginep with me, so anterin he came home.”
“Continue? He got you that?” Ubay questions more to ‘mererestimate’ Ultimate.
Pamungkas. “She requests three days.”
“May Dinar not nerima lo.” The phrase Ubay sontak makes Pamungkas wide.
“Why is that?”
“Lo have forgotten how many times you made him cry? Sure you can please him?”
“But now it's different.”
“Why? Do you feel confident because of Chan? You know it has absolutely no effect on his feelings.”
“But I won't give up here. I know I was wrong. That's why I'm trying to make amends for my mistakes. I am sure I can be happy with him. I'll do anything for her happiness.” Answer the mantab. He was very sure of himself.
“Yes, if he accepts lo...”
Jreng.
The whole thing went silent. He just realized that it was still his wishful thinking.
Seeing the change in the face of the whole face, Ubay could not hold back his laughter. He was immediately stunned without caring about the few people who glanced at him. But in his heart, he asked for forgiveness.
Ubay is most clever when it comes to hiding pain. But he could not help himself when his loved ones were hurt. He'll pay it back, no matter who it is.
“So Chan already know and nerima lo as his birth father?”
“Entah. He does know I ‘Papa’, but I don't know what he knows enggak.”
“Let's slow he'll surely understand. Chan is a smart kid. If he feels uncomfortable with you, he certainly does not want to nginep lo.”
“Yes, he cried constantly. First time to the seneng.”
“But he's not angry, right?”
“No, sih.”
“That's the sign he's comfortable with lo. Well if I am the same, ngajak ngajak dikuttt mulu. Boro-boro wants me to go with me. There is no storm. But originally he was loving and caring.”
Finally laughing freely as if satisfied with the treatment of Chan to Ubay. He was a little proud because there was a bit of his nature flowing in the child's body.
“But by the way, lo say here yourself?” Ask Pamungkas.
“Who said I was alone? I again nganterin Yeva, my home assistant, find a book noh in the bookstore.” Ubay pointed to the bookstore with his chin.
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