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At 15:23.
Binar just finished delivering his customers. The moment the phone rang and it was a phone from Yuli.
He immediately lifted it.
Across the street, Yuli's breath sounded dull. His tone was panicked as well.
“What's Yul?” Ask Binar.
“Bin. Huhuhuhu... Bin's. How's this?”
“Why?”
“We were in an accident, Bin. And now we're in UGd. Chan wound.”
That sentence is unclear. But Binar's heart was already pierced to hear it.
“Clear way!” Snapping the Binar unconsciously. “Neg. Later on her story. Where are you guys now?” He changed his mind.
“Di MMC's. ERD.” Yuli.
Binar immediately disconnected the phone. Then he put his phone in his pocket and went back to his bike.
The heart and mind of Binar were filled with worry. He hates his bad thoughts right now. Fortunately, he still managed to control his bike well. He eventually arrived at MMC Hospital.
As soon as he finished parking his motorcycle, Binar immediately ran towards the ER. He looked at her in panic. Looking for his son.
“Bin!!” Call Yuli from beside a bed.
“Mama..” Chan immediately cried when he knew the arrival of Binar.
“Chan!” Pekik Binar while running towards Chan. “Udah, it's okay. Mama's here. Don't cry anymore, huh.?” Binar examined every inch of his son's body.
And how much it hurt to see the bleeding wound on Chan's left knee. And also under his left elbow. Chan's chipped skin made a pink color there. It must have felt so painful. A little bit of heart when I saw it.
“Sick. Huhuhuhuhu.” Chan's crying became more and more. He shook the hand of a nurse who wanted to clean his wound. He refused to be treated.
“Let me aja.” Pinta Binar to his former partner.
The former colleague gave Barar sterile wound equipment to Binar. After receiving it, Binar crouched down before Chan and held his son's hand. Looked at him deeply to convince.
“Mama is medicine huh?” Rayu Binar's.
At first, Chan was hesitant. But over time the boy nodded his head.
Very carefully Binar cleaned the wounds on Chan's knees and elbows. Chan looked very sick. Actually, the heart of Binar did not have the heart to see Chan who continued to grimace with pain. But treating Chan's injuries was his priority now. So he had to endure his sadness at this moment.
“Udah finished.” Binar told Chan when he finished dressing Chan's wounds. “It doesn't hurt right?”
Chan nodded. He looked at his mother's work on his knees. The wound is invisible. So he no longer felt fear.
“Sorry, Bin.” Yuli who got a look of judgment from Binar immediately felt guilty.
Binar knew that Yuli must also be scared to death.
“Where's the story, anyway?”
“There's a grazing car. Where not to stop again.”
“Yaudah, the important thing is that you are okay.” Binar tried to get rid of the feeling of worry that had been dwelling in him since earlier. Slowly he breathed a sigh of relief.
“Chan wait here first yes. Mama wants to wash her hands first.” His love for Chan.
The boy simply answered her with a nod.
The water that soaked his face brought freshness. Makes her mind feel calm again. He stared at his reflection in the mirror. Looks messy.
Slowly the tears of the sparkle drip. I don't know why. But he already felt calm. But his shock at Chan's scarred shadow, made his heart sad.
The rain washed his face again. Trying to disguise the tears on his cheeks. Then she put her hijab back on. Breathe deeply before exiting the bathroom.
Binar was surprised to stop his steps when he saw the figure of the ultimate who was standing in front of the bathroom. Like waiting for him.
“Hai, Bin.” Say hello first. He could read the awkward atmosphere between them. But that did not stop the ultimate intention to apologize to Binar.
“Mas Pam?” The sparkle that could not hide his surprised expression could only control his facial expression as best as he could.
“How are you?” Ask Pamungkas. Still in the same place without flinching.
“Alhamdulillah well, Mas. Mas Pam how are you?”
It was very awkward for Binar to ask the ultimate news. But he still had to be stale with their meeting.
“Alhamdulillah, good too. Who is sick?”
“My boy Mas. Last fell from motor.” Clearly Binar just.
“Now how is it?” Keep adding to his list of questions. He wanted to be in front of Binar even longer before the apology was said.
“Alhamdulillah wound not severe.”
For a few seconds, they were silent. Staring at each other's floor in front of each other.
The sorry words that have been prepared by Pamungkas never come out of his mouth. While Binar felt disinclined. There was still a little anger in his heart. After all, she was the one who contributed to the chaos in her life. Even though he tried to explain the incident.
“Then I'll excuse you, Mom. My son is waiting.” Said Binar who wanted to end the meeting immediately. He hurried to move his feet.
“Bin. Wait!” Pekik Pamungkas because Binar is already a few steps ahead of him.
Binar stopped his steps. Then turn and turn. “Iya Mas, what is it?”
He came back to Binar. He rubbed his neck. As if in doubt as to what he wants to say.
“Mas?” Ask Binar who is waiting for an answer. He looked astonished at Pamungkas because he did not speak when he had called him.
“I'm sorry, Bin. For all my actions before. Maybe I don't know how many times I've apologized to you. But I'll keep apologizing until my heart feels relieved.”
“And I don't know how many times I've told you, Mom. I was wrong too. Because I still do not keep my attitude as a Muslim. It's all a reprimand for me, and for you. I've made that happen, Mom. So I hope you can also explain the incident. We both know how hard you're trying to make things right. How hard you explain the situation to people. But still, we are not strong enough to control everyone's perception.”
Finally speechless. There was a sense of relief in his heart because it turned out that Binar was much stronger than him. Rather than her regrets and guilt.
“I'm sorry Mas.” Pamit Binar is back. This time he actually stepped away from leaving Pamungkas with a million feelings of guilt that were still entrenched in his heart.
And Binar, kept going by suppressing the remnants of his angry feelings. Many times he has been involved in the heart. It was true that he had forgotten about that incident. And trying to get his life back. Develop plans for father, mother, and child.
He had forgotten that he was in an MMC hospital. Where the memories of the pleasure of working are there. And it does not rule out the possibility that he will meet with Pamungkas. And he just realized it. That's because he was very panicked when he got a phone call from Yuli earlier.
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