
The room of the VIP ward was quiet. Only Ubay never let go of noticing Yeva who was still unconscious in the bed next to her. Binar was sleeping on her husband's lap on the sofa.
He kept stroking his wife's head to make her more comfortable. With occasional glances also to Ubay.
“How to tell him later?” Ask in a soft voice.
“Entah. I don't know either. Not have me.”
“Where did it happen anyway?”
“Entah. I don't want to exactly. I just inget, right on the red clay, I met Bik Las who again diboncengin same Yeva. They stopped not far from my car. Suddenly there was a truck that immediately glared and hit them. Because they stopped the front one yes they got it first.” Clearly Ubay recounted the events that were vaguely still lingering in his memory.
Finally, he sighed to imagine the incident told Ubay.
“Gimana nih son. Bik Las is his only family. But now she has to be grilled alone.”
The girl they were talking about had come to a realization. Likewise with Binar, he was surprised when he accidentally moved to stand up.
“Yeva is awake.” Said the end later.
Hearing that, Binar immediately got up and approached Yeva's bed.
Yeva was trying to neutralize the dizziness in her head. It feels amazing. Makes her nauseous. Slowly he opened his eyes. Samar he could see Binar beside him.
“Va, have you woken up?” Ask Binar.
Yeva squinted her eyes to see more clearly the face of Binar. “Mbak Binar.” Wiry
Binar nodded slowly. It was a relief that Yeva still recognized him.
The girl tried to sit down. But difficulty. Then Binarpun helped him to raise his bed.
“So here huh? Is it comfortable?” Ask Binar.
Yeva nodded. He found it hard to see because his gaze was blocked by bandages on his face. Now he turned his eyes to Ubay and Pamungkas who were standing behind Binar.
The girl tried to move her legs. But he can't feel it. He opened the blanket that covered the lower part of his body.
There was no reaction. Yeva was just glued to her two legs that had been stumped and bandaged. Slowly he tried to feel himself to wake him up. He hopes he is dreaming.
While Binar, Ubay and Pamungkas felt very worried. They panic when the girl doesn't even scream or cry at all. He just stared at his feet for a moment.
“Va Ubay Lirih.
“Why are my legs Mas?” Yeva asked with Still expressionlessly staring at Ubay.
“Your leg must be amputated because the damage is more than 90 percent.” Take over the explanation.
Yeva who heard that brief explanation, looked back at her feet.
“ Busy! Where Ibuk, Mas?”
And that question is what makes Binar so sad. Somehow how to tell the girl about her dead mother.
Finally, Ubay and Binar just look at each other. They were compiling words to tell Yeva.
“That's not there, Va.” This time Ubay braced himself to tell Yeva.
“Your mother's body has been taken home, Va.” Binar explained.
This time Yeva lowered her face deeply. Close his eyes tightly. Slowly her tears began to flow soaking the bandage on her cheek.
“Aaaaarrggghhh!!!!!!!” Yeva vented it at once. He didn't even care if his shattered cheekbones made him feel pain.
That's not how much. Not comparable to the fact that now he lives a kara. His mother had left him. And that's because of his mistake. He lost both his legs forever
Binar hugged Yeva's body. Swiping the girl's head to calm her down.
“This is all my fault, Ma'am. If only I hadn't meant to leave. Hu hu hu.” Yeva was stunned in the arms of Binar. In hearing it.
“Sabar, Va... The strong. You know this trial is so hard for you. But don't blame yourself. You're not wrong. That is how God predestined it. It is not easy to sincerely make all this, but this situation we can not change. May you be strong, Va.” The tears of Binar also dripped without excuse.
He could feel how much the girl was devastated by her condition. The accident that took his leg, as well as his mother. His only family.
“It's hard not to go that alone me, Ma'am. I haven't done it yet to make you proud. I haven't been able to reply to all the things that I've done for me. Hu, hu, hu, hu,”
Without her mother, Yeva could no longer plan her future. The future he has arranged for the happiness of the mother. For their happiness.
“I how it is, Ma'am.” Yeva kept hugging Binar's arms. He refused to let go of his embrace. He needs strength.
“Udah, do not think in the future how. You are not alone. We are ready to bring you. You focus on healing.”
Yeva's tears are still flowing. But now he has escaped from the arms of Binar.
“I want to go home, Ma'am. Please take me home. I'd like to see Ibuk.”
“Va, your situation is still not possible to go home. Your condition is not stable. Your mother was buried. Wait a few more days until your condition is better, we take you to your mother's grave.” Say it out loud.
It was not that he did not understand the sadness Yeva was feeling. But as a doctor, Yeva's recovery is a top priority. Yeva's mother was buried anyway. So even though they forced themselves to drive the girl home, she could no longer see her mother's face for the last time.
Yeva who heard the objection immediately stared pleading with Ubay. But unfortunately, the opinion of Ubay the same as Pamungkas.
“We wait a few more days yes, Va. As if until your condition is better than now.” Ubay.
The people in the room had no one to support him. It made Yeva feel disappointed mixed with anger. Even for the last moments he still could not meet his mother. His heart ached when he heard that his mother had been buried. He had lost one of his most precious opportunities to meet his mother for the last time.
Yeva came back crying. With the excruciating pain he felt on his face. He doesn't care. He just wants to wake up from that dream. The dream that made him lose his whole world. A dream that didn't even give him a chance to rest at his mother's feet. To hug his mother's body.
He has lost the single most valuable person in his life. He could already imagine how dark his days would be. With puffed legs, which of course will limit every movement. How will it be active? How will he go to college? How will he seek lust with his condition like this?
The questions continue to arise accompanied by a sense of tremendous regret that begins to accumulate in Yeva's heart. Growing a sense of hopelessness.
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