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Along the way to the house of Binar, he had thought a thousand times.
Right, he misses his son a lot. He did not deny that he also wanted the child to stay with him. Really want.
But in his heart he also could not bear to take Chan at this time. He will give time to himself and to Binar. It is up to God to show them the way. He resigned.
What is clear, for now, is that letting Chan stay with Binar and his family is the best choice. He did not want to surprise the boy with his presence. He just needs to see Chan whenever he wants. Just slowly. Until Chan opened his heart and accepted him as his father.
Chan who was tired of playing alone outside, went inside still holding the ultimate gift toy. It seems that he really likes the toy.
“Chan, have you done the same salim Oom handsome?” Ask Binar.
Chan shakes.
“Salim first, dong.” Ustadz Syuhada.
Reluctantly, Chan approached Pamungkas and reached out. Then kiss the back of his hand.
With teary eyes, she finally welcomed Chan's tiny hand. After the boy finished kissing his hand, he immediately grabbed Chan in his arms. His hand rubbed the head of the son he so longed for.
Finally unable to withstand the melt of his tears. It was so troubling her feelings at the time. He poured all his longing for the boy.
Not only Pamungkas, but Binar and Rukayah also shed tears. It was moved to see a longing between the child and the father.
“Oom kok nangis?” Tanya Chan who still did not dare to break away from the Deck of the ultimate. He could only feel the man who was hugging him being a bit of aversion behind his shoulders.
After being satisfied to hug the child, Pamungkas stretched his body. Stare deeply at Chan while cupping both hands on Chan's cheeks. He smiled widely
“Color Oom really can meet Chan.” Answer Pamungkas.
Chan just stared at the question. Then he rubbed the former tears on his cheek. Makes the atmosphere more intense.
“Chan, Chan can coke, call this Oom, Papa.” Binar. There was a sense of heaviness in him as he said that word. But he still has to be rational.
“But this Oom is not Chan.”'s Papa Chan replied innocently. He looked at Binar.
“From now on, consider this Oom as Chan.”'s Papa Say the end again.
Chan furrowed his brows.
“Why? Don't want?”
“Whatever can? You've forbidden Chan to call Oom Bay, Papa.” Answer Chan.
He stared at Binar who was clenching his lips very tightly.
“If same Oom Last can.” Rukayah.
Chan still looks confused. He looked one by one at the room, then nodded slowly. Make the heart more happy. A good start to their relationship.
“Pak Ustadz, can I invite Chan to meet my parents?” Ultimate Permit.
Ustadz Shuhada immediately nodded in agreement. There was no reason for him not to allow it.
“Thanks, many, Mr. Ustadz, Ibuk, and also Binar. Because she was willing to take care of and raise Chan so well. I do not know how to repay the kindness of Ustadz family.” Said the end with still holding Chan.
The boy was busy researching his toys by squinting his eyes.
“Sama-sama, Son Pam. It's all God's will. To bring us together in this situation.”
“Chan, would you like to join Papa to meet Grandma, same Grandpa?” Fresh off be careful.
Chan nodded without thinking. Makes Binar wonder half dead.
“Sama Mama too right?” Ask Chan at the end.
“Mama has to work, Chan.” Reject Binar.
“But it was afternoon. Chan would not want to be the same Mama.” Firmly Chan scowled his face.
Binar sighed. Don't know how to.
“Nduk, it would be nice if you just deliver Chan. He must be bad if he has to go alone.” Ustadz Syuhada.
Barin seemed to think for a moment. Then he nodded in agreement.
Actually, he wanted to refuse. But he's not feeling good. It's good to not take Chan away from him. It was fortunate that the man only asked to meet with Chan occasionally. And there's also no harm in Chan meeting his grandparents.
“Chan what class is it?” Ask Pamungkas.
Chan was still in his lap. The boy felt so comfortable there. He usually never gets close to the first person he meets. It made Rukayah and her husband feel astonished.
“Class 1.”
“Where's school?”
“At SD Islam Darul Makmur.”
“Ooooo,, many not enough?” Finally still want to continue to chat with Chan.
“Many, dong. Ada Agung, Dandi, Shahril, Ahmad, Suri,..”.
She smiled at Chan, who was giving away his friends. Didn't expect that they would be so close.
“Chan whose full name?”
“Chan Daniyal's. The word mama means a shining, smart, intelligent child. Mama also said, let if Chan grew up to be a sholeh child, a smart child.”
So anxious to finally, he ruffled Chan's hair until it fell apart. But it makes Chan even more adorable.
“Iihh.. My hair is getting tangled.”
“Hahahaha..” Ustadz Syuhada, Rukayah, and Pamungkas laughed because Chan put on a sullen face that even looked funny.
“Chan what hobby?”
“Ehhmmm..” Chan seemed to think for a moment. He raised his eyeballs up and placed his index finger at one corner of his lips. “Picturing. If it's big, Chan wants to be a comic.”
“Waaaahhhh,,, cool Chan ideals.” Puji Pamungkas's. Reminds him of himself who loves to draw. “Papa also likes to draw.”
“So Oom comic? Ehh, he means, Papa.” Chan repeated his sentence.
“Not, Papa is not a comic, but a doctor.”
“Like pictures why not be a comic?”
Finally scratching the back of his head that does not itch. Been overwhelmed to answer questions from little Chan.
At the same time, Binar appeared from inside the room with a change of clothes.
The last time was jolted when he saw the white face of Binar in a maroon-red hijab. His memories automatically played back those years. At their first meeting.
“Then, we excuse you, Ustadz, Ibuk.” Pamit Pamungkas while standing and greeting Ustadz Syuhada.
“Iya. Careful, Pam boy. We tipped Chan with Binar, yes.” Ustadz Syuhada slapped his shoulder.
“Chan don't be naughty, yes.” Rukayah's message warned.
“Oke.” Chan replied while greeting his kakung and uty.
“Binar go first, Dad, Buk. Assalamu’alaikum.”
“Wa’alaikum salam.”
Both of Binar's parents drove them home. Seeing Chan who was engrossed in the sling and made the back of the slouch as a track track for his motorcycle toys.
But the only thing that left him. He laughed happily at Chan's actions.
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