Missing And Self-Esteem

So this is how it feels?

"Woooyyyy" Dita screamed right in Cindy's ear as they were in the cafe where they used to gather

For these three days. Cindy was being so angry. The mood is unstable as usual. Moreover, he often daydreams to make Dita upset because he did not listen to him speak

"What the hell is Dit? Why are you screaming? Can you talk okay?" cindy covered her ears

Dita became upset and sighed "What did Lo say? Try again repeat? Speaking okay? Oh Godnnnn!!!" furious with a rough rub of his face "Lo tau? I've called you dozens of times you know no? I'm so upset"

"Well, don't you want to get angry?!" it was Cindy who got upset

"Sebenarnya Lo kenapa sih? Ada masalah? Gue perhatiin tiga hari ini Lo benar-benar ngga konsen. Kalau ada apa-apa, cerita ke kita" celetuk Jeffri

"Tau nih, have their own problems like being harbored" said Dita with annoyance

"How many times do I have to say? If I were all right. I'm fine. Ok?" cindy tries not to make her friends worry about her

"If you are okay, continue for three days why the mood is so chaotic? Huh uh?" Are you fighting with Arsya?" I try to find the cause

"please then? I really have nothing. And besides, how can I fight with Arsya if she herself is not here? He was out of town for a week from three days ago"

Cindy's explanation has a little to make Dita and Jeffri understand the mood that is not irregular for three days

"Ohhhh... Quickly" Dita patting table "Easy messing around. The prince turned out!" he pointed at his own forehead

"What the hell? Gaje really" Cindy turned her face

"Basketball game?" Jeffri raised his eyebrows

Cindy nodded, "He said it was"

Jeffri let out a long sigh "Lo sad to leave him?" the question made Cindy surprised

"What do you mean?" Cindy doesn't seem to like Jeffri's question

"Ngga anything. I just nanya. So Lo is sad to have him left? For a week?" Jeffri stared flat at Cindy's face which seemed to be starting to look annoyed

Cindy seemed to hiss "Gue thought Lo was one of the people I knew well. But it turns out I was wrong! I'm wrong because I can't even understand the contents of Lo's mind!" he said sharply

Dita looked tense to see the two as if they were floating the battle "Hey... Come onl. On what the hell? Not very cool?!" he was trying to mediate

Cindy turned her face with a deep breath. While Jeffri looked at Cindy with regret because he had made his friend hurt by his words

"Gue's sorry. I didn't mean that"

***

Cindy put her salary on the bed of her room after finishing a dinner that felt a bit heavy for her to swallow. But he still had to eat it to appreciate Bi Imah who had worked hard to make him food

Ting!!!

One notification popped out of the screen. Cindy hast seen it. Where knows it was a notification from the person he had been waiting for news for the whole day

A photo is there. Arsya seems to be in one of the cafes with the caption in the photo

"Today we won again. This again in the cafe celebrating our victory"

Such is the caption in the photo that shows Arsya holding a glass filled with coffee with a sweet smile even though only a thin smile

Now it was Cindy's smile that came out after seeing and reading the message. He immediately replied to her by typing as fast as lightning

"Thank God. May tomorrow and the next win again huh? Don't drink too much coffee. Will his heart hurt later? Should I eat a lot too? Let's play it stronger"

"La. I just had a cup of coffee today. After coming home just ate. Do not forget to eat a lot to be strong.... Strong nostalgia" tucked in a smile emoticon covered by hands

Cindy was immediately excited to read the message. He jumped unconscious in the bed

"Don't you? No feeling did I say miss? You miss me the same time? Even the facts are there"

Mood Cindy immediately became very good after exchanging messages with someone who had made the three days it seemed careless made. They always exchange messages every day. But it still feels less because they cannot meet in person

"It's honey. Later again dad? You want to go back to this. See you" ends with two love emoticons in the eyes

Cindy's eyes rounded after seeing the contents of the message. The swish in his heart became un-made

"Darling? He called me darling?" he murmured in disbelief at what he saw "Aaaaaaa... Omaygaat... The vow! How does it feel this happy anyway?" he jumped on his bed

"Eh? I haven't bales? Ouch. Until my forgetfulness" her smile did not fade at all

"OKs. Be careful there"

That's all he can say. Can no longer say anything because he is still surprised by the word "honey" from Arsya to him

***

Five days have passed. Cindy went to college to collect her files after the semester exams had been completed with Dita and Jeffri

Someone poked Cindy's hips from behind as she was about to get out of the faculty building to go to the cafe as usual

Cindy turned around because she was curious "Hey!!!" he was surprised because it turned out to be Arin, his sister-in-law "How are you girls?" he hugged Arin who was also hugging him

"Good dong! How come you never play at home? Mama and Papa often nyariin you know? Not really looking at us if Kak Arsya does not exist" Arin looked pouted

"Ouch. He sorry. Behind this busy file. You know it yourself. Dizziness I have to go back and forth campus straighten this" said Cindy who was tidying up her bag

"He's the busiest one" sounds like an allusion to Cindy

"Don't that dong? After this if my files are already running, I want to play at home. Ok?" Cindy was like persuading a child

"What really? Don't lie?" Arin was beginning to look bright

"Really dong. I played to Mama's house"

"Hm Hm Hm..." Dita cleared her throat to just remind her that there was she and Jeffri there

Cindy and Arin looked at each other. And accidentally again Arin's eyes meet with Jeffri. And as always, the man will end it first

"Began deh" Cindy embraces Dita's shoulder "You guys haven't had time to acquaintance, right?"

"Udah knows times. Why are you known again?" Dita gawked

"You know the same thing differently. I only know Arin. But not knowing. Because never acquaintance" said Cindy "Nih knowin first"

Dita extended her hand first "Dita! Cindy's best friend. Greetings to know"

Arin replied to him "Arin. Greetings to know too"

Taken to nudge the arm of Jeffri who was silent to make the man stretch his hand "Jeffri" in short

"Arin" hesitantly Arin retaliates

"Udah. Come with us to the cafe?" take Cindy to Arin

"Hm?" Arin was a little surprised by the offer. She was afraid that both of Cindy's friends didn't like her presence

"Quiet down. They don't mind. It, right?" as Arin understood what he meant, Cindy tried to convince him

"Cas easy ajalah. Come with us if you want" said Dita

"That's right. Come on!!!" Cindy pulls Arin's hand to walk along

When to walk. Cindy's shoulder was again patted by someone "Moreover Rin?" he thought Arin was patting him

Arin frowned "What? Why am I?"

"Lo why pat my shoulder?"

Arin was confused by Cindy's question, because he had been beside the woman since. So why did he pat her on the shoulder?

"Lo don't see my hand you hold? How can I pat Lo's shoulder?"

"Keep who dong who patted my shoulder if not Lo?" Cindy turned around and almost fell down after finding out who was behind her

"Sir Arsya?"

The man's smile rose when he saw Cindy who was surprised by his presence at that time. How not to be surprised, it's only the fifth day, Arsya is back

"How are you?"

Without permission Cindy immediately embraced Arsya to spill her longing that was held back for the last few days to make people who were there surprised to see it

But Arsya doesn't care about that. He even returned Cindy's embrace and ignored the whispers of those who were there

"It's it. Tau woy's. We're just hitchhiking!!! But not here too dong!!!" jendris shouted from behind

"God my friend" Dita gawked at the miraculous event before her eyes

Jeffrey doesn't seem to like seeing it. He turned his face away with mixed feelings

"Please. Pity us who are single" Arin began to do the drama

"Crazy. Just the first time I squirm Arsya can be this same girl" exclaimed Dika

"Magnet Cindy doesn't have a cure" Erlan said

"Gue said it. Cindy is the best for Arsya" Kenta said

"So I don't mean well?" Jendris began to hear him

"Lo's good, but not the best for Cindy" Dino said, laughing with the others

"Damn it's Lo" Jendris throws her jacket over Dino's face

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