Missing And Self-Esteem

Prologues

Cindy Visual

Arsyan Visual

Visual Dita

Jeffri Visual

Visual Jendris

Visual Arin

"Cindy!!!! Come on down and have breakfast, baby!" the screams of a middle-aged woman rang out all the way to Cindy's room on the 2nd floor

Cindy turned her body around after she had just finished tidying up her clothes to prepare for college. Her smile expanded perfectly by showing her neat rows of teeth

"Ia Mi's. Cindy's coming down now" Cindy grabbed her bag and put it on her shoulder as she ran out of the room and down the stairs

"Dear not to run on the stairs. Later you fall" exclaimed the middle-aged woman who is none other than Mami Cindy

Cindy snickered to her parents "My dear Mami's face" she kissed her Mommy's cheek "And my dear Papi in the morning" she did not forget to do the same to her papi

"By the morning too, dear"

"Let's have breakfast. You will be late" said the Papi

"Honey. You really don't want anything if your mom lives alone here?" cetus Mami Ranti on her only child who just bit her favorite bread

"Mommy. Cindy is nothing. Cindy used to live with Mami. And Cindy's fine" Cindy answered Mommy with a smile

"You want to move to Canada? Let Papi and your Mami not always have to leave you here" said Papi Sonny who is none other than Papi Cindy

"No Papi's. Cindy didn't want to move to Canada. It's better for Cindy to stay here alone than Cindy to move to Canada" Cindy refused

"Honey. Your cousin Jane always asks you. He always said what makes Cindy feel at home in Indonesia?" mami Ranti was also curious

"Mommy, Papi. Cindy is very comfortable here. Cindy is comfortable with her surroundings. Cindy is also comfortable with Cindy's friends here"

"But dear Mami ..........."

"Udah Mi's. That's our son's wish. Can't be maxed out" Papi Sonny prevents when his wife wants to reply to her daughter's words

"Baby, Mami. You guys just calm down. As long as you don't exist, Cindy promises to take care of herself. And Papi and Mami also know. We always stay here with Cindy. There is also Bi Imah who always has Cindy here. So Cindy's never lonely"

"Yes already. Mama believes in you. You are indeed Mami's most beautiful child" Mami Ranti hugged her daughter who she always considered as a child

"Yes is Mi. It's just Cindy Mami's son" Cindy hugged her Mommy tightly with anxiety

"Let's have breakfast first. Later we can be late to send Cindy and miss the plane" exclaimed Papi Sonny who had wanted to end the drama of the children

Mami Ranti and Cindy laughed. They continued their breakfast. After that, take Cindy to the campus before they return to Canada to take care of their business there

All of Cindy's family live in Canada. Her native Canadian father married her Indonesian mother. But Cindy who from a small Canada-Indonesia back and forth became bored. Until finally he prefers to live in Indonesia even though his parents spend more time in Canada. No other family accompanied her because her mother was like her, an only child

"Mommy. Be careful on the road" Cindy hugged her Mammys body tightly after ushering herself in front of the fence

"It's honey. You take good care of yourself, huh? Mami can't be sure when Mami will be back" Mami Ranti hugged and kissed the top of her daughter's head with teary eyes as she had to leave her daughter alone

Papi Sonny smiled and hugged and saw his grown daughter "Take care of yourself, son. Papi will come look at you"

Cindy nodded "If so. Cindy come in first, Mi? A pi? Cindy's scared late"

"It's honey. See you around"

Cindy waved her hand and quickly turned around if she did not want the crystal grains that she had been holding since then to be seen by her parents and rubbed them quickly. She always felt sad when she was abandoned by her parents. But he never showed it to anyone. He just shared the pain with himself. And will always try to look okay in front of everyone. That's why she's nicknamed as the 'Perang Girl'

"Hey Girl's. Morning" someone just grabbed Cindy's shoulder as she was about to enter her Faculty building

"Dita" Cindy who was surprised by grimly hitting the soft hand she called Dita on her shoulder "Angagetin aja" he rubbed his chest

Dita just chuckled "Still in the morning already daydreaming anyway. Wandering what's hayo?" ledek

"Who's trying?" Cindy tried to look ordinary

"If you don't dream, you will pass me call you earlier" said Dita who poked her lips

Cindy chuckles "Sorry. Let's sneak in" he put his arm around Dita and asked her to run small while laughing

"Aaaawwwww" the sound of Cindy's complaint was heard when she fell down after bumping into someone

"Lo has no eyes?" exclaimed the person who grabbed his backpack that fell on the floor

"Ma ..... Sorry sister" Cindy apologized for knowing she was wrong and knowing that she hit her senior

"Cindy let's get up" Dita helped Cindy wake up "Sorry Brother Arsya. Cindy wasn't intentional"

"Pake your eyes if the road" cried Arsya who pointed at Cindy fiercely and passed from there

"That's rude. His name is also not intentionally" ketus Cindy who patted his clothes

"Oath well Cin, Brother Arsya is very handsome" it turns out Dita is still paying attention to his senior named Arsya until it disappears behind the wall

Cindy looks uncomfortable on Dita "Udah do not have to fantasize. Come on" he dragged Dita because he knew she really liked Arsya

Cindy was sitting in one of the chairs when she just got to class. He took a deep breath and exhaled it

"Cindy ...... It's really crazy to know nothing. I was just the first time to squirm his face Arsya Brother up close. Very clear oath. Is that a guy as handsome as Arsya? Apparently the cake is not an ordinary man" exclaimed Dita with a frenzy while sitting next to Cindy

Cindy just stood by and heard Dita's ramble in the morning again about Arsya. Cindy ears almost every day hear the name Arsya from the mouth of Dita

"Or not even Brother Arsya is an angel revealed on the face of the earth. Hence the handsome delay really" Dita back guessing like before

"Udah?" hatch Cindy who supports her chin with her hands. I don't know how many times he's heard such talk from Dita

"Cindy. Do you not see what if Arsya is really handsome?"

"Usus. Everyone will say that Arsya's sister is handsome. And I admit it. But not everyone will selebay you until look Kak Arsya Angel, what. Please deh. Stop pushing Dit" Cindy fluttered her hands at the careless face of Dita's behavior

Dita herself chuckled "Ngga know why I became obsessed with wanting to belong Arsya Kak. Yes already. Lo doain I just let Arsya's sister be my soul mate"

Cindy rolled lazily both of her eyeballs "Aamiin"

"Eh but not. Don't do it" Dita's sergeant even though Cindy had mariatikan

"Why? You changed your mind?" cindy's forehead is wrinkled

"It's not. But people say. If we blackmail others, it will come back to us as well"

"Continue?"

"So you don't have to fuck me. Ntar Kak Arsya even your soul mate again" Dita laughed so hard after saying it

Cindy sighed lazily "Gue doesn't like guys who are as rude as him"

...THE NEXT VISUAL WILL BE NONGOL HERE IF THE OTHER CAST APPEARS IN THE NEXT CHAPTER WELL....