Missing And Self-Esteem

Marital Accad

A week has passed, Cindy has to go back and forth from her home and Arsya's house to take care of her wedding

"I feel like I want to sleep for 10 hours" Cindy shouted after reaching her room

Dita went into Cindy's room and laughed "Sisa's 4 days away from marriage. Ntar lo complacent just his sleep" ledeknya

"Be quiet" Cindy exclaimed in annoyance

"Eh. The bride-to-be can't say a word? Pamali tau" Dita casually sits on the edge of Cindy's bed

"Udah kek parents aja you know pamali-pamali" ketus Cindy who closed both eyes

"Eh? But really it is. The bride-to-be should sit quietly. Let fit sitting in the pelaminan, his happy aura came out. Glowing from the face. But if before marriage his hobby nagging, in pelaminan later, his face even does not shine aura" said Dita

"Bodo is ah. Who else would want to see that much detail? Nonexistent. Except lo" Cindy opened her eyes and pointed at her best friend

"Lo if mah arguablyin stubborn yes" said Dita "Eh. Everywhere, the name of the bride is sure to be seen by many people. So the center of attention. His name is also the main character"

"As far as you are" Cindy woke up "Lo came to her work a loud storm" she rushed into the bathroom leaving Dita

Dita just smiled. The look on his face at least revealed a happy aura. He used to like Arsya. But it turns out that destiny says something else. Arsya is getting married to her best friend. But Dita did not even feel sadness at all. He is very happy at the moment

***

"Sir, don't strain his face. The sweat will not stop. Make up so it fades later"

A woman was trying to apply makeup Cindy in front of a mirror that looked tense. How not, today is her wedding day. The day that all the family is waiting for. Even his family who were in Canada came all the way here to watch the wedding of their nephew who has no family in Indonesia at all

The door of the room suddenly opened. Filled with clothes that were already very neat approached the two. His forehead frowned at the face of Cindy who was still innocent without makeup there

"Lho's? Maam? How come my friend hasn't been self-made?" ask Dita

"This Brother's friend is too tense. The sweat did not stop. Later his make up even fade" replied the fairy

Dita looked at Cindy from the mirror. Breathe in and then exhale. He slowly approached his best friend and patted her on the shoulder

"Ngga anything. Try to calm yourself. Breathe in, then throw it out slowly" while instructing her

Cindy also slowly tried it "Gue kayak not very calm Dit" even her voice just vibrated

"Cin's? Everyone is happy now. So try it, you also have to lose this happiness. Maybe not thinking of marriage, but thinking that everyone is happy with the current giggly lo"

Cindy was silent for a moment. He had almost wanted to cry, but held him "Gue would try. For the sake of people who want to see me happy" he said

Dita smiles satisfied "Come Ma'am. Started his face" he exclaimed

"Good Ma'am"

***

"So much so, brother?" ledek Arin who had been sitting on the edge of the bed was watching his brother through the mirror reflection

Arsya tried to ignore him. He really had never felt this whole thing in his life. It even felt like the show was quickly finished and he could be relieved

"Today is my best friend's day of happiness. But today is also the day of my heartbreak" said Jendris, who sat pensively on the sofa with Kenta while looking at Arsya in her charming bridal suit

Kenta laughs "That means from today, you can't be close to Cindy"

"Gue did not expect. Arsya can marry Cindy" after Jendris "Kok I don't think yes? Is this a dream?" he still did not expect

Suddenly a pillow hit the face of Jendris "Woy" he reflesk shouted

Kenta, Arin, even Arsya laughed at the look on Jendris's face which was shocked by Arin's surprise attack

"Noah. It means Jendris doesn't dream" ledek Arin

"Ah, lo" I'd love to feel Jendris cursing at Arin. But his strength could not even be exerted. He was very surprised to hear Arsya told him yesterday about her marriage to Cindy

"Lo can definitely get a better girl than Cindy" Arsya exclaimed, at least to entertain his best friend because he knew Jendris really liked his future wife

"So you mean, Cindy's not good?" jendris hatch

"Well, if he's the best for you, he's not probably married to me" Arsya replied

"Cindy is a good girl. But not the best for you. He's just the best for Arsya" Kenta patted Jendris's shoulder

"Sowing down" Arin then laughed. It is very close to Jendris. Because he already knew Jendris while still sitting on the bench of Junior High

***

"Don't tense bro" Kenta tried to calm Arsya who was already sitting in the board seat while waiting for the ruler to finish his business

Dita holds the hand of Jeffri who is standing nearby watching Arsya who will do the marriage contract with a girl who always occupies his heart

"Patience huh? Let Cindy find her happiness. I pray that you too can find your happiness after this"

Jeffri shook his head "My happiness is just Cindy" he looked at Dita with a sad look on his face

Dita doesn't know what to do. After all, he was so, his best friend was also very fond of Cindy when they were in High School. Jeffri rejected many girls who tried to approach him, because all he wanted was Cindy

"Lo can't gini Jeff. I know you are fragile now. But this is for Cindy's happiness. The happiness of the dear ones. I hope, in front of Cindy later, you want to pretend to be happy" pinta Dita who has begun to tear up, do not have the heart with this situation

Jeffri smiled blandly "Lo calm down. I'm not going to ruin Cindy's happiness. My own happiness is gone"

Dita really could not hold back her crying and hugged Jeffri "Please don't gini Jeff. Cindy would be very sad if you squirm lo kek gini. I don't know what to do"

Jeffri looked up to endure the pain. Seized holding Jeffri's hand "Lo want to see Cindy now, right? Before he got down here?"

Jeffri just fell silent without daring to answer. Dita then pulls Jeffri's hand up to the top floor, where Cindy is. Arin who watched it continued to observe the two towards the top floor. He sizzled and threw away his face

Cindy who was in the room pacing back and forth because she was nervous. And he was surprised that the door to his room suddenly opened. More surprised to see who came in. He is Jeffery and Dita

"Je.... Jeffs.... Ri?" Cindy even stammered when she mentioned Jeffri's name

Dita who could not help but cry approached Cindy "Jeffri wanted to say something to you" she held Cindy's hand

Cindy nodded with her gaze still on Jeffri. Even the man was not fixed to look at the face of the girl who always adorned his heart. But I have to let it go with another man. The man he dislikes very much

"Gue wait outside huh" Dita came out of the room while holding her prank watching her two best friends in such a situation

The two fell silent for a moment after Dita came out. Cindy tried to look calm. He took a slow breath and exhaled it. He approached Jeffri who was still sculpting

"Jeff's? Lo here?" Cindy opened the conversation

Jeffri nodded. Trying to hold back, then stretched out his hand "Congratulations huh. Soon you will be married. You have found your true happiness"

Cindy looked at Jeffri's hand and replied "Thank you Jeff. I hope you're happy too"

Jeffri shook his head "Lo know, my happiness is only because of you. But now?...... "slow your breath and throw it away "But now..... I finally knew your happiness wasn't for me"

Cindy tried hard to hold back her tears from spilling. He knows how that guy likes him. Always care about himself, pay attention to himself, and always be there when he needs someone to be a place to tell stories

"Jeffs. Whatever our situation is now. We remain friends. And I am happy to be friends with you. I am so happy to have a friend like Jeff. So please don't talk weird. Now or later, you'll still be my best friend" Cindy held Jeffri's hand

Jeffri laughed "I should understand. If you just think I'm a friend. Never will it be more" he laughed at himself "But stupidly I was too hopeful lo"

Cindy cries and hugs Jeffri "Jeff. I'm sorry. But this is not my will. God wants everything. And I can't choose anything I want. This is my destiny, Jeff. Even if I can choose my own destiny. I will definitely choose you. But I can't Jeff. I can't" her crying really broke

Suddenly Jeffri awakens and feels guilty "Cin.... I'm sorry" he returned Cindy's hug "Gue shouldn't have been gini. It's your wedding day. But I made you sad. I'm sorry" he caressed Cindy's head

The two cry together. Realize that this is not their desire. But it is the will of God, who has predestined everything. They cannot choose, because they do not have the will. Even Dita who had been peeping since could not help but cry behind the door of the room

***

Arsya said the marriage contract after the ruler had given instructions, and everyone who was there shouted saying the word "Well" with a very happy feeling. Prayers from the head began to be heard

"Please bring the bride here" exclaimed pengpulu after the series of agreements has been implemented

"Good sir" the happiest Mama Kanya told Dita to call Cindy down

"Good Aunt" Dita immediately called Cindy

Cindy became the center of attention after coming down the stairs. He's getting nervous. Fortunately, her makeup was immediately repaired after crying. But his eyes still looked puffy, and Arsya realized that. Cindy doesn't like their marriage very much

"So don't you like him marrying me?"

...PLEASE PRAY WELL. BECAUSE I'M SICK AGAIN, AND CAN'T WRITE FAST2...