Missing And Self-Esteem

Very valuable to him

Jeffri can't take it anymore. So he immediately broke down Cindy's room door until it opened wide. Jeffri, Dita and Bi Imah were immediately shocked because Cindy pointed a broken bottle into her hand

"Cindy" Jeffri shouted loudly while pulling the broken glass until it was released from Cindy's hand

"Cindy? Don't be crazy!" Dita screamed while crying hugging Cindy's body

Cindy saw her two best friends "Take off me" she rebelled "Why are you here? Go" he cried with a voice so bitter

"Cindy. Please don't be like this" Dita kept crying seeing her best friend so tormented

"Zinc Cindy?" even Bi Imah approached Cindy with a roaring cry "Don't hurt yourself Neng Cindy herself. Neng's parents will also be sad if they see Neng like this" he rubbed the back of his master's son

"Cindy. Please don't be reckless. Please don't do this" Jeffri said after disposing of the broken glass

Cindy cried with tightness in her chest "You don't know how tormented I have been all this time! You don't know how I'm supposed to bury my longing for them every time they go to Canada. I always nahan it" he said with a cry that was able to make the three who were there to cry

"Cindy" Dita can't see her best friend like that "Gue knows Cin. I know you've missed them all along. But you can't torture yourself lo kek gini Cin" he can't stop crying

"Gue doesn't have anyone else Dit? I don't have anyone else" Cindy's body floated to the floor crying "Why is my life not as lucky as the people out there? Why?" he screamed hysterically

"Miss? Neng is not alone. Aunty will continue here with Neng. Auntie would not leave Neng" Bi Imah hugged Cindy's body tightly with tears

"They left me Bi. They left me! Mami Papi is killing me!" Cindy cried so badly in Bi Imah's arms

For the first time in a lifetime of being an ART in that house, Bi Imah had never once seen Cindy cry like that. He always looked at the girl with a bright smile on his face. Even he does not know if Cindy always misses her parents but she can stand it

"Cindy? You are not alone. Here there I'm the same Dita who will never leave you" Jeffri crouched holding Cindy's head

Cindy saw sincerity in Jeffri's eyes that held back her tears. But Dita who had been crying since made Cindy immediately turned her head. The crying was so sad he saw in the eyes of his best friend. He was determined not to make the people around him worry about him. He was closer to Dita

"Ufus? Stop crying" Cindy now holds back her tears to not spill "Gue's nothing" even she who calms her best friend

Dita shook her head "Gue tau you don't do well Cin" she hugged her best friend's body with tears that kept flowing

The clear liquid in Cindy's eye patch she's trying to hold there. Reply to Dita's embrace "Gue is fine. All this time I've been used to being left with them. And I would assume, if they were still in Canada" he said with a cry

Of course it makes Dita, Jeffri and Bi Imah more concerned about Cindy. How could he be so strong at a time like this? He even forgot that he almost committed suicide because he missed his parents so much

***

"Pa?" Mama Kanya went into the room where her son was being treated to make her husband turn "Arsya is not conscious yet?" tannya

Papa Rashad shook his head weakly "Not Ma. But the doctor said, Arsya will soon be aware"

Mama Kanya approached her son while crying "Son? It's Mama! Wake Nak? Mama misses you" she rubbed her son's head

Mama Kanya nodded while wiping away her tears "Pa? The girl Mama told me about back then, who helped Mama. That was the girl last night. And she's Pa's girl's parents" she quivered as she said

Papa Rashad was surprised to hear "Mama is serious? That girl helped Mama? And now, her parents died from being hit by Arsya?"

Mama Kanya nodded in confirming. She felt so guilty "Mama so guilty Pa" she cried in fear

Papa Rashad hugs his wife and wins her "Mama calm first huh? We'll wait until Arsya comes to her senses and we'll hear her explanation first"

Mama Kanya nodded, then turned to her son "Son? Wake Nak?"

Suddenly both of Arsya's eyelids moved slowly. Mama Kanya and Papa Rashad were surprised that they called the Doctor to check on their son

"Thank God he was conscious" said the doctor after seeing Arsya's eyes open perfectly

Arsya's head looks bandaged. His face became uneven. Even his hands and feet were given support so that his bones were not further removed from their place

"Mama. Papa" said Arsya so quietly

"He Nak. It's Mama" Mama Kanya held her son's head by continuing to cry

"Thank God Arsya could wake up so soon. But he still has a lot to rest. Because his condition is still not fully recovered" said the doctor who warned

"He's Doctor. Thank you" said Papa Rashad who thanked the Doctor

"How are you doing, son?" asked Papa Rashad after the Doctor came out of the room

Arsya blinked her eyes a sign she had better "I..."

"Son. Don't talk too much, you're still sick. Do not be forced. Mama same Papa can understand" trimmed Mama Kanya because she did not have the heart to see her son want to answer but still looks in pain

Arsya just nodded slowly. He spreads his view. But not so freely, because his head is still very heavy. He felt his whole body crumble. Even to move, he had trouble doing it. He did not complain in front of his parents

***

She looked at Cindy's face sleeping in her room after she felt better. Her crying has never stopped. Even Cindy had reprimanded herself a number of times. Jeffri stayed there and slept in the guest room. Up until now, there were only the two of them in the room

"Cindy? I know you've always been lonely. You always need Mami Papi lo to be next to you. I know how painful it is to lose your parents. And now you don't have any family here. But I'll always be next to you. I will always be looking for you. You'll never feel alone, Cin. I'm sure no one will be able to hurt you. Because I'm the one who's gonna hurt that guy. I promise Cin. I promise to myself to always keep going"

He was crying but trying to hold his voice. Didn't want to wake up Cindy who was very sleepy. Cindy wasn't really asleep. He just pretended, and desperately held back his tears so as not to spill when he heard Dita's words that were very valuable to him

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