Missing And Self-Esteem

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Cindy put her body on the bed after Arsya's family came home. He rolled around here and there to find an excuse so that tomorrow there was no need to be picked up by Arsya

"Did I call Brother Jendris just ask for his number, Arsya?"

Cindy also grabbed her phone on the nightstand "But if Kak Jendris how? Aaaaaaahhhhh, why so gini anyway?"

Cindy forgot about missing her parents who had kept her locked up in her room. Tired of thinking, Cindy fell asleep on her own

***

Tok tok tok tok

"Miss?" bi Imah's voice was knocking on Cindy's bedroom door

The surprised Cindy woke up. Yawning and grabbing his phone which shows at half 6 am. Both of his eyes were perfectly rounded. He recalled, the activities of his Faculty will begin at 7 am. But they all have to come before 7

"Neng is awake?" back, Bi Imah's voice knocked on the door

"Bi She. I take a shower first" Cindy yelled and ran straight to the bathroom

While outside the room Bi Imah just shook her head with a smile. He went back down the stairs and found Arsya who was already there

"Wait a minute, will you? Neng is taking a shower"

Arsya simply nodded without the expression "Difficult"

After a few minutes of waiting. There was the sound of a hurried step down the stairs. It turns out Cindy was running small down the stairs by opposing her bag

"Bi Home? I was about to leave" Cindy yelled to her head towards the kitchen without noticing the person sitting looking at her

Bi Imah was in a hurry to get out of the kitchen carrying food supplies "Ia Neng. Its provisions. Be careful on the road Neng" he handed the provisions

"Thank you Bi. I'm hustling. Later late" Cindy put the provisions into her bag "Where's my car key?" he groped his bag looking for car keys

"Car keys? What's Neng for?"

"Yes for me, I'm wearing Bi. Should I take a taxi?" Cindy keeps looking for the keys to her car and doesn't realize Arsya's there yet

Bi Imah smiled and turned to Arsya "Neng? Why look for car keys? Mas was waiting for Neng" Bi Imah's speech made Cindy jerked and followed the direction of Bi Imah's view

Both of Cindy's eyes were perfectly rounded and almost fell backwards in shock to "Sister...... Arsya's sister?"

Arsya also stood with the same gaze on the one Cindy always felt "Gue told Papa I picked you up"

Cindy swallowed her saliva "Hmmm. It"

"Come on Neng's leaving. This mas has been waiting for" Bi Imah made both of them aware

Arsya without saying get out of the house first "Hmm. Bi, I'm saying yes?" pammit Cindy

"Let's take Neng Bibi out" Bi Imah held the hand of the employer she already considered her son

Cindy was confused and didn't know what to do. Bi Imah also opened the car door for Cindy after Arsya was already in the car "Come on Neng"

Cindy hesitantly entered "Thank you Bi. Cindy left first" she hugged Bi Imah for a moment and then got into the car

"Be careful with the car, Mas?"

Arsya just nodded. Bi Imah also closed the door and waved after Arsya's car moved slowly out of the parking area and drove to their campus

During travel. Cindy and Arsya did not speak in the least. Arsya was focused on driving and Cindy was only focused on looking forward, and occasionally looking out the window

Arsya suddenly stepped on the brakes because of the red traffic lights and made Cindy jerk who was staring out the window. He looked ahead and was silent. He wanted to know why Arsya suddenly stopped his car. He breathed and leaned his back

Arsya glanced at Cindy. He turns his hand to the music and Cindy sees it. At least it could reduce the aura of awkwardness between the two. Night Changes by One Direction

Cindy loved that song. He even memorized the lyrics and followed them without making a sound. After the green light, Arsya stepped on the gas pedal and drove back

Song by song continued to play, and all of them were songs that Cindy liked. Until arriving at the song My Love from Westlife made Cindy stunned. Lyric after lyric made him sigh and bite his lips. He looked towards Arsya

"Can the song be replaced?"

Cindy again nodded. He looked out the window and closed his eyes. Trying to hold back her tears from spilling. As for the song, he remembered his parents

"Mommy...... Papi"

Arsya glanced at Cindy who was suddenly silent. Though the girl seemed fine listening to the songs that had been played during the trip. After arriving at the parking area, Cindy took a breath before finally opening the door

"Later tonight wait for me in the car" said Arsya made Cindy undo his intention "Why?" he asked by looking at Arsya

Arsya stared at him so sharply that it scared him "Hmmm, if I... Hmmm, I.... wait here? Later people see" he rectifies his call. After all, Arsya was his senior

"Ngga need to talk a lot" concluded Arsya to make Cindy sigh

"Terima kasih tumpangannya" ucap Cindy dengan ketus sambil memalingkan wajahnya dan hendak turun namun ia melihat Jeffri dan beberapa teman sekelasnya yang baru saja memarkirkan kendaraannya di sebelahnya. Sontak saja ia kembali menutup pintu hingga membuat Arsya bingung

"Why are you still here?" snapped

"Wait a minute, brother. Until my friends come in first" Cindy begged Arsya

Arsya squinted her eyes and saw Jeffri with some of the STW team boys outside the car talking. After they entered, Cindy heaved a sigh of relief "Thank you" she hurriedly got out of the car after feeling safe

"Can be difficult for people" grumbled Arsya who satirize

Cindy walks slowly behind Jeffri so as not to be caught. Jeffery paused for a moment and looked back. He saw Cindy there "Cindy?" he could recognize the girl from her distinctive body scent as well as her perfume smell that had never changed since High School

Cindy was grinning "Morning Jeff" he said

Jeffri smiled then approached Cindy "Morning. How are you doing?"

Cindy nodded "Well. My chocolate?" he held his hand

Jeffri was very happy to see Cindy's behavior that had returned cheerful and rubbed her head "This" he handed her a packet of chocolate after grabbing it from his pocket

Cindy's lip line formed a smile after receiving the chocolate "Thank You" she said, tilting her head

"Sama-sama" Jeffri's eyes were fixed on Arsya who passed them just like that even Cindy also turned her head

"The more I see him, the more I hate him" Jeffri said, really hateful there

"Jeff?" Cindy held Jeffri's arm "Even I'm sorry about him. It's all fate I have to live"

Jeffri looked at pity and amazement at Cindy "This is what makes me love you more"

"Jeff" Cindy elbow Jeffri "Come. We'll be late"

***

Activities held by the Faculty of Engineering are very crowded visitors from other Faculties. They held a fundraising event by making a massive bazaar. Even treated with some band appearances, solo singers, dance and some other performances on holidays

Until the afternoon, Cindy looked overwhelmed and sat down for a moment. Dita who is still serving visitors gave a bottle of drink to Cindy and returned to serve some visitors

After gulping down the water in the bottle, Cindy offered her legs because she was tired of standing up. Suddenly a hand shook Cindy's shoulder violently

"Did? It's really good, huh? Can you just sit here while everyone else is working?" it turns out that Felly came to Cindy after seeing her junior sitting up to make some people look at her

"He just sat down. Let him sit down first. He also needed a break" Dita came and defended Cindy who was standing up

"Dita" Cindy reprimands Dita

"Did? Who dare you talk that to me?" Felly became angry

"What's wrong with taking a short break? If my friend passes out, do you want responsibility? Ain't you?" Back to challenging

"How dare you be with me?" Felly yelled and made some people gather there. He raised his hand and slapped Dita

But Cindy held him back quickly "Don't hurt my friend" he said with great emphasis "Lo can talk well and tell me to go back to work. But you don't need to be angry" his innocent sweet nature has disappeared if it comes to his friend who is being trampled on by his pride by others

Felly brushed off his hand "You two are really nantangin me huh?" he did not accept it and again wanted to throw a slap into Cindy's face

Arsya came and brushed off Felly's hand because she didn't want to touch him for a long time "Stop acting up"