Missing And Self-Esteem

My heart (Cindy)

Later that night while in the room alone, Cindy stared fixedly at the picture frame of her parents who had originally placed on the table near her bed. Swiping the face slowly in the photo with a sad face

"Mommy, Papi. I miss"

Even her tears had escaped her place. Flowing gently soaks both of her clean cheeks. He tried to hold back his crying voice when even when crying his voice would not be heard out of the room.

"Mommy. Papi's. I want you to come to my dreams. Aren't you kangen with your son, huh? Aren't you kangen?" ranca with a hiccup

Cindy lay her body tightly hugging the photo to her chest. His tears never stopped flowing even though he had just closed his eyes that had been getting narrowed

***

A brown suddenly stuck to Cindy's cheek, which was lying her head on the desk while in class, and ignore the ravings of Dita who kept asking what was with her that seemed uninspired this morning

Cindy's smile immediately rose and immediately woke up grabbing the chocolate "Love Jeff" she sighed "It seems my mood could be better after eating this chocolate" he said then bit the chocolate he had opened from the wrapper

Dita sighed but a little relieved "This time I thank you lo Jeff for giving me a chocolate boy" he said in frustration

Cindy and Jeffri immediately laughed "Tumben really. Usually ngomelin me" said Jeffri

"That's because the child has not said anything and made me stressed" said Dita with an upset face

Cindy doesn't care. He continues to enjoy every bite of chocolate that can make his day better. While Jeffri stared fixedly at the face of Cindy who already looked ordinary

"Lo's fine, right?"

Jeffri's question made Cindy turn her head then nod "Well. I'm fine" he replied calmly

"Brown effect was really able to make the brain lo normal path yes" said Dita with a nod

And of course it makes Cindy laugh and then followed by Jeffri. At least, Dita could feel relieved after seeing her best friend had improved after she half-deadly persuaded Cindy to speak but the girl instead silenced her and preferred to close her eyes with her head asleep on the table

Is correct. Thanks to chocolate, even until this afternoon, Cindy's mood was completely stable. He followed the lecture closely and continued to reply to the two friends. While occasionally laughing which shows a row of teeth that are so beautiful

"Walking in a cafe first yuk?" invite Dita after putting all her books in the bag

Jeffri turned to Cindy "Today you have an event?"

Cindy looked up and shook her head "There's nothing"

Suddenly their class became boisterous with the voices of the girls in that class. Cindy, Dita and Jeffri were shocked. What are they ruining? All gazes were fixed on the male figure standing in front of the classroom door while circulating his gaze like looking for someone

Cindy was surprised to see Arsya standing there. And just then, their eyes met. Arsya flicked her finger to call Cindy to make the girl round her eyes because she was surprised. Everyone looked at Cindy

"Sir Arsya called you Cin?" dita's questions managed to make Cindy's daydreams scatter

"Why? What's the same with him?" now it was Jeffri's turn to ask Cindy

"dither. Wait for me here" slowly, Cindy walked over to Arsya who was a little away from the door

Arsya is very uncomfortable when she sees some girls being surrounded by her and requires her to stay away. Feeling uncomfortable with the girls that made them feel no shame until Cindy came to him

"Why does Arsya call her Cindy?" dita's forehead was wrinkled in thinking about it

"Let's follow them. I'm not calm" Jeffri was about to stand up but Dita held him back

"Jeff's? Please deh. They're not far. We can still squirm Cindy from here. Cindy also told us to wait here. I've been quiet before" although Dita is quite upset with Arsya, but he prefers privacy between them

"What's up, brother?" Cindy dared to ask

Arsya rolled his lazy eyeballs "Mama I told me to take you home now" he said so slowly that no one could hear him but Cindy who was close to him

Cindy was dumbfounded "Huh? To... Wh why? How suddenly?"

Arsya looked at Cindy with a wry "My family wants to come"

Cindy's eyeballs perfectly rounded "What? Continues to? Hu.... What is my relationship?"

Arsya stared deliciously at Cindy "Gue thought your brain still did not forget yesterday's events. Turns out your brain only has 1 digit" he said

Cindy immediately felt stifled. Puckered his lips in annoyance "Supp up" he said

"Let's hurry" Arsya said, leaving Cindy confused

"Huh? What's?"

Arsya became furious "My parents wait for you at home" he regretted

Cindy immediately became a dazed person "Ta.... But.. My buddies? My car? And..... Bi I-I......"

"Bi Imah is in my house" Arsya said

It again makes Cindy surprised "Good God" he holds his head because it has not been able to digest everything well

"Let's hurry" Arsya already can't stand lingering there

"Tu.... Wait for.... Hmmmm.... My car...."

"Send your friend to bring it. And take them to my house. Quick. I wait in the car now" Arsya immediately left after saying so

"He's really crazy" her inner self that almost knocked him unconscious

"Woy?" Dita patted Cindy's shoulder "Barusan why did she call you?"

Jeffri and Dita approach Cindy after seeing Arsya is gone. There were still many people looking in their direction. Cindy's head was a little dizzy until she chose to stay away and was followed by her two best friends

"Ufus? You can take my car, right?" Cindy really can't think clearly

"could. Lo why the hell?"

"You two come with me to Arsya's house right now?"

Jeffri and Dita were immediately surprised "Why? Is there a problem?" ask Jeffri

Cindy swallows her saliva with a heavy "Later I clear. Dita, you take my car and follow Arsya's car. Come on, he's waiting for me in his car. I'm afraid he's angry that he's been waiting for me" he pulled the hands of his two best friends who are still in shock

Cindy got into Arsya's car after handing over her car keys to Dita. His nervousness made his heart almost melt at that very instant. He leaned his back and closed his eyes to make his body temperature neutral

Arsya said nothing, he stepped on the gas and cut the road to his house. In the back of the car, followed by Cindy's car driven by Dita and also Jeffri who brought his motorbike

"Yes God..... My heart"