Missing And Self-Esteem

Missing And Self-Esteem
Shut the fuck up



"If you see this. Aunty sure soon you will have children" said Bi Imah with a smile on her face


Instantly the water in Arsya's mouth gushed out and coughed at the words of Bi Imah. Fortunately, the water did not touch the food on the table


"A... The kid?" arsya's words immediately stammered when she said it


"Arya's sister is a real slob?!" grumbled Cindy who took tissue because her clothes slightly affected by the splash of water from Arsya mouth "Auntie also talk strange" he said because he knew it was impossible to happen


Bi Imah just smiled and then went back to back to continue her other work. Arsya was awkward at the time. But Cindy even seemed indifferent to the words of Bi Imah. It seems that the woman was not interested at all


"Eat brother? Don't be dumbfounded" Cindy scolds him for seeing Arsya just stirring her food


"Yes" that was the only answer given by Arsya and continued his food


After finishing their meals each. Arsya first went up to the room. Cindy tidied the dinner table and brought all the dirty dishes to the sink.


"Nega neng. Let Auntie do the dishes. Take a break above. Must be tired of just coming home" prevent Bi Imah when he saw Cindy washing dirty dishes


"Ngga anything Bi. I also have no job. After this new break" said Cindy without turning her head and focus on the dishwasher


Bi Imah also smiled sung "Mas Arsya is very lucky to get Neng Cindy his wife. I'm beautiful, kind, generous again" she said, which made Cindy chuckle


"What do you want the aunt to ask for? The praise was so high" Cindy shook her head with a laugh


Bi Imah also shook his head "Ngga wants nothing Neng. The important thing is that Neng is always happy just to make Aunt happy. Neng is a good boy. Bibi always wished Neng always be filled with kindness and happiness" her prayers sincerely


"Aamiinu. Thanks to Bi. There's always something Cindy needs" Cindy was so moved by her housekeeper's "Well, I went back to my room first, Bi?" his reply after finishing his work


Cindy climbed the stairs by flexing her muscles. Open the door knob and close it again. He saw Arsya lying down with a hand position that covered part of his upper face


"It's like a soy sauce" muttered Cindy who didn't want to wake him up


Cindy just grabbed her phone on the nightstand and sat on the sofa in the room. He plays his gadget by opening one of his social media


Without feeling it, sleepiness came attacking him. Several times he yawned and resisted his drowsiness. But still it doesn't work. Eventually the defense collapsed. He fell asleep on the couch, holding his cell phone


The sound of falling objects made Arsya squirm. He looked at the corners of the room. Cindy fell asleep on the couch. The woman's phone fell to the floor but she didn't feel it


Arsya rubbed her eyes and woke up from her sleep. Approaching Cindy to wake her up. But he could not bear to see the woman seemed exhausted


Arsya then took the initiative to lift Cindy's body and move her to bed. Slowly Arsya moved the body. Although a little heavy, finally managed to put the body


For a moment Arsya looked at Cindy's face sleeping in her sleep. There is guilt for the woman. But also terbesit annoyed at him, somehow Arsya so upset with Cindy


***


"Mas Arsya?" Bi Imah approached Arsya who was relaxing in the back garden


"Is Bi? What's up?" Arsya turned towards Bi Imah


"Neng Cindy's sleeping huh?"


"Bi She. Cindy sleeping. Aunty needs something?"


Bi Imah shook his head "Ngga nothing Mas. Last time Aunt Cindy wanted out shopping monthly. But if Neng is still sleeping, I go alone. Later on be told Neng aja Mas if I go first"


Arsya nodded "Ia Bi. I'll tell Cindy that she's awake"


"Good Mas. Come" said Bi Imah


Not long ago. Cindy came down the stairs and looked for Bi Imah's whereabouts. But no, he did not find it at all to make him confused. Arsya was in the back garden and approached him


"Sister? Liat Bi Imah ng?"


Arsya immediately turned to the source of the voice "Just gone" he replied


"Go?" cindy's forehead interlocked "Where to go?"


"Say want monthly shopping" said Arsya casually while playing her gadget "Tadi nanyain Lo. But because of sleep, Bi Imah went alone" he continued


"Kok don't wake me up anyway?" ketus Cindy who approached Arsya and sat next to him


"Who told you to sleep?" sindir Arsya with cynicism


"The name is sleepy too" Cindy said with annoyance "But sister. Did I sleep on the sofa? How come you're suddenly in bed?" Cindy still thinks how she can be in bed when she was asleep on the sofa


"Ngigo while the road is possible" Arsya only origin answer because he continues to stare at the screen of his phone


"Ngaco" said Cindy who did not accept "Or don't you yah yah who moved me?" guess by squinting his eyes


"What evidence?" arsya looked at Cindy


"Is it just us in the room? How the hell?!" cindy's grumbling shifted her eyes


Arsya just shook her head "Over. I'm leaving tonight!"


Arsya did not answer. He looked at Cindy's face. And the woman he looked at also poked her lips for a moment


"He is I know. I will not interfere in your affairs. It's just it's just. Who knows, Mama suddenly found you. I don't know what to answer later"


"You go to the opening of the cafe owned by his brother Erlan" said Arsya calmly


"Ohhhh" Cindy rounded her lips to form the letter O


"You coming?" arsya's bargain surprised Cindy


"He's making me?" inner Cindy


"Maybe?" Cindy raised her eyebrows


Arsya nodded "It was the opening of the cafe. Everyone can come there" he said


"Maybe. Instead of staying home alone" Cindy poked her lips


Arsya. Cindy who felt glimpsed also smiled clumsily "I want to go upstairs first if so" pamitnya quickly


***


"Get motor? Why not just get in the car?" Arsya chose to use his motorbike when going to the opening cafe of Erlan's brother, his college friend


"Racet. Quick ride!" arsya orders him to hand over one helmet to Cindy


Cindy pinched her lips but still received the helmet. He rode Arsya's motorbike after the two said goodbye to Bi Imah


There was no chatter along the road that they went through. Prefer to mute while enjoying the scenery at night with a gentle breeze until they arrive at their destination


"Gee.. Rame really" how Cindy after getting off the bike and pay attention to her surroundings


"Let's go in" asks Arsya to walk ahead of Cindy


Cindy followed where Arsya would go. He doesn't know anyone there but Arsya. What he saw was the average person he had just met. If there is, he just just knows his face, but not for his name because several times met on campus


"Damn. Come also Lo bro" Erlan came to Arsya and Cindy. He shakes a man's hands at Arsya but his forehead is wrinkled to see Cindy "Cindy? Are you here too?"


Cindy just smiled clumsyly then slightly lowered her head in response. He doesn't know what to do there


"Eh, bro. Sit there!" Erlan pointed at a table where her other friends were


"Ok" Arsya nodded "Come on" he asked Cindy back


"Wait!" Erlan stopped Arsya's steps and held her hand "Don't tell me Lo's here with Cindy?!" guess it


Arsya did not answer Erlan's question "Come!" take her back to Cindy


"Vih... Come bring a tired girl Arsya"


"Beautiful in a girl"


"She's not the girl who was in secret this afternoon, is she?"


So many temptations that Arsya and Cindy get when they join the others to make Cindy a little uncomfortable made


"Rarely do you take a girl to Tongkrongan Sya? I think it's special that gini"


"Not infrequently anymore. Arsya's new first time bringing a girl"


"Where are the girls cute again huh?"


"Udah! Quiet down!" arsya's orders to make the others chuckle


Arsya looked at Cindy who just circulated her gaze in all directions. I don't know who this woman is. It's a good thing that women aren't just Cindy sitting with them. There were a few other Arsyan class mates there


"Archiah? You came too?" Felly suddenly joined and dragged the collar of Dika clothes to change position to make it easier to get close to Arsya


Dika who was dragged also shook his head "Lucky Lo chick" he finally moved


Arsya doesn't care about Felly's arrival there. Cindy takes her eyes off and doesn't care about Felly


"Eh, who is it?" Felly who noticed Cindy's presence was astonished "Why is there no one clearly sitting here"


Arsya glanced at Felly cynically. Cindy was upset by Felly's words that said she was not clear


"Take Lo's word" Arsya said firmly


"Archiah? Why are you even buying this girl?"


"Shut up!" snapped Arsya who immediately stood up to make the others stunned


"Shut your mouth!!!"