Missing And Self-Esteem

Missing And Self-Esteem
Soon have children



"La. Let Arsya go home. I knew he'd come home if Lo had persuaded himself" Kenta turned to Cindy


"But Brother...." Cindy bit her lower lip "Gue was afraid even more to make Kak Arsya angry. Even though I myself do not know he was angry because what to not go home?" ketch


"What did you guys fight at first?" Kenta asked Cindy


Cindy took a breath. Then recounts the beginning of their move to the house until the night Arsya left before he came home. He didn't know where he was wrong until he made Arsya leave the house that night


Kenta nodded to understand the meaning of the story. Cindy exhaled violently


"How do you know, Dong Kak?" Cindy smashed her lips


Kenta chuckled "It could be Arsya is jealous" he replied


Cindy almost chokes at Kenta's answer "Ce... Jealousy?" then his laughter exploded "Please deh kak don't say if you say" he said for a moment


"Seriously. To secret yuk? You talk him home" Kenta asked


"But Brother.." Cindy's face immediately paled.


"Ngga anything. Come on!" Kenta stood up first "You want your problems not to end?"


Cindy shook her head "I'm afraid brother"


"There's nothing you need to fear. Huh, come!!" Kenta walked ahead of Cindy


Cindy then followed Kenta to the secret place where Arsya spent two days


At that time Arsya was lying on a makeshift mattress with her hands closed to her face


"Vih... Is there a beautiful girl coming?!" teased one of them but did not make Arsya flinch from his place


"This is the girl of Jendris's Target" Erlan knew because at that time Cindy had come to their secret and Jendris kept trying to pursue her "Cindy is not Lo's name?" tannya


Just when Cindy's name was spoken, Arsya immediately opened her hand and was surprised to find Cindy was already there with Kenta. He also woke up from his sleep


"Guy. You all come out first" said Kenta who clapped his hands


"Damn. What's the matter?"


"Now!!!" the order of Kenta to make others scatter out of the simple room except Arsya and Cindy and Kenta then closed the door from outside


In the midst of silence. Both of them looked awkward in the same room. Cindy sighed softly and then ventured


"Sir Arsya why don't you go home?"


Arsya remained silent and simply shifted her eyes. I don't know what to say to Cindy. Because she didn't know why she wouldn't go home


"Sister? Listen, I said no? Why not go home?" Cindy raised her volume slightly


Arsya turned to Cindy and squinted her eyes "Why? What's your business?" cynically


Cindy grunted angrily, "I'm not going to interfere with everything you do. But not if the problem is running away from home. If Mama had known Papa, she would have been angry with you"


"You?" arsya then threw away his gaze for a moment "Care what Lo to me?"


"Get up a little brother. You will not alone bear it all if Mama and Papa to know. Because the edges I too will surely be dragged" Cindy wrote in annoyance


"So you only care about yourself, right? Not to me?" Arsya sighed harshly "Go back there!" decreed


"Sister. I don't just care about myself. I've been looking for you these two days! You're not going home?! Not ngabarin at all?! Also in class?! I don't even know what you've eaten yet? I also don't know if you sleep well here?"


Cindy took a breath and exhaled "Let's get our sister home. You can be angry with me. But don't leave the house. I'm worried too. If until you why-why how? I'm also the one who is complicated later" he explained


Arsya was silent again hearing Cindy's words. He swallowed his saliva for a moment. He bowed and raised his face


"Sister?" call Cindy hesitantly "You're going home now?" ask him carefully


Arsya thought a little. Breathe in and breathe out slowly. Nodding signs agree to come home with Cindy


Cindy smiled happily "Come on, let's go home now!" he was almost standing


"When? Is there no class?" arsya's question successfully made Cindy round her eyes


"Astagaaaa" screeches her with both hands holding her head "Tok can forget anyway? They must have found me" he murmured to himself


"Sister. Really going home later, huh? I still have class. Duh. I think it's late too. I'm first brother" Cindy hurriedly came out of the room and almost collided with Jendris who wanted to enter the room


"Lho's? Cindy's? What's going on here?" ask Jendris in surprise


"Sorry brother. I was in a hurry" Cindy also passed Jendris by running because she was sure she had missed class a few minutes


"Cindy.... Cindy......" Jendris's shout was ignored by Cindy altogether "Where was my lack of trying?" buckling


"Lo's not her husband" Kenta came and grabbed Jendris's shoulder and laughed softly


"Damn Lo" said Jendris and then entered the room


Arsya stared at Jendris for a moment "According to Lo?" ask her back


"This is. Asked even his return" ketus Jendris who took the ball in the closet and out of the room just like that


Arsya and Kenta just laughed softly, "Is that the problem?" kenta Goda


Arsya glanced at Kenta "Lo who told you my Cindy was here?"


"According to Lo?" now it is Kenta's turn to insinuate Arsya to make the man just smile on his side


"Go back there! These two days are just a blur not clear. Angry is not clear. Exercise doesn't focus" Kenta shook his head


Arsya also pointed her lips "Gue back first yah" his message to Kenta who only accepted the answer from his friend


***


"Where did Lo come from? It could almost pass the class of Mr. Nando. Fortunately, Mr. Nando's mood is now good. So still let Lo in"


Omel Told on Cindy after class ended. Cindy was late for class.


"Udah dong nagging ah" Cindy put all her books in her backpack and prepared to go home


"Lo mah if you say you like ngeyel deh" ketus Dita who puffed her lips


"Udah-ud. Even noisily" Jeffri said "Now want to go for a walk first?" bargained for


"May I come!" sahut Dita with spirit


"Gue can't be like that. This afternoon I am the same Bi Imah want to go out" said Cindy without looking


"Where are you going?" tanya Dita and Jeffri together


Cindy turned to the two and laughed "Ciee together"


"Don't you? What Lo? Seriously deh. Where are you going Bi Imah?" Dita is still curious


"Lacking to know. Because last night Bi Imah made me come out. I think also want monthly shopping anyway" cetus Cindy grabbed her backpack and stood "Gue want to go back first? Sorry I can't come. It's the same thing as Bi Imah"


"Yes already. Lo be careful, yeah. Greetings to Bi Imah" said Jeffri who was embraced by Dita


Actually Cindy did not really want to come with Bi Imah out. He came home quickly just because he wanted to see if Arsya had returned home or not


***


Cindy immediately entered his house after arriving. Run slowly up the stairs. It looks like Bi Imah is in the kitchen because it is not visible at all outside


Arriving at the door of the room, he took a breath first and then exhaled slowly. Then open the door carefully


"Hasn't Arsya come home yet?" mind Cindy who raised her head in but did not see Arsya there


"Remain here?"


Suddenly Arsya's voice was heard from behind Cindy to make the woman surprised and fell forward


"Sister? Can't you please don't bother?" upset Cindy who tried to stand assisted by Arsya


"Why are you standing in front of the door?" Arsya passed Cindy and went into the room first


"Yes nothing. Kirain hasn't come home yet" Cindy entered "Did you eat yet?" he asked after hanging his backpack behind the door


"Later on" said Arsya who sat her ass on the edge of the bed and grabbed her phone at the table


Cindy's forehead wrinkled "So haven't eaten yet?" he approached Arsya


Arsya turned her head for a moment and returned to focus on her phone "Not yet. Later" he said back


"That could be it. Let's eat first" take Cindy but Arsya does not budge from her place


"Sister. Come on!" now Cindy bravely pulled Arsya's hand to make the man resigned


Both of them went down the stairs to the dining table. Bi Imah smiled seeing the two get along very well


"Come on Neng, Mas. Eat first. Auntie's cooking for you both"


"Bi She. We happen to be hungry too. Thanks Bi" said Cindy politely and sat down with Arsya


"We? Lo aja time" Arsya muttered until only Cindy heard it


Cindy sneers at "Ngga for prestige. Eat first" he took food to Arsya's plate, which was drinking water in a glass


"If you see this. Aunty sure soon you will have children" said Bi Imah with a smile on her face


Instantly the water in Arsya's mouth gushed out and coughed at the words of Bi Imah. Fortunately, the water did not touch the food on the table


"A... The kid?