Missing And Self-Esteem
Bad feeling
"Sister Jendris?" exclaim Cindy who just approached Jendris in the living room
Jendris stood up with a smile at Cindy who was confused by her coming to her house at night
"Sister Jendris can be here? Hmm, do you know where my house is from?" Cindy still uses polite language, no matter how senior Jendris is on campus
"From your friend, Jeffri"
"Hm. Brother Jendris doesn't have to be so formal as I'm brother. I'm Kak Jendris' junior" Cindy's feeling a little uneasy
Jendris smiled then nodded "Ok if that's what you want"
"Sit down first, brother. I want to go back and make a drink" when Cindy was about to turn around, Bi Imah came carrying a lamp containing 2 glasses of orange juice
"Oh Auntie? I just want to go back"
"Ngga nothing Neng. Please Mas in the drink" he told Jendris to drink the orange juice "Aunti go back first yah Neng" pamitnya
Cindy sat facing Jendris "Sister Jendris what is the need for what is the same me? How are the gini nights coming?" he started the conversation friendly
"La. I really want to apologize" said Jendris with a face full of guilt
Cindy's frowns "I'm sorry? What's Sis for?"
"For Jeffri's problem. I didn't want to push Jeffri on purpose. But Jeffri's feet didn't go into my foot" Jendris began to explain the situation this afternoon
Cindy doesn't understand "Hmmm anymore. Sis. Actually I don't understand. Where is the problem?"
"Gue was afraid that you might misunderstand. And I thought I was pushing Jeffri on purpose. I'm sorry about him too"
Cindy immediately chuckled "So what does that have to do with me? And why is Brother Jendris afraid that I might misunderstand?"
Jendris was seen squinting her eyes "Aren't you close to Jeffri?"
"Near?" Cindy repeats Jendris's "Near the near. I've been with Jeffri for a long time"
"Friendly?" jendris
Cindy nodded "He brother. I'm the same Jeffri already graduated from High School. That's why we're close"
Jendris nodded then smiled "Hmm. If so, am I going back first? Sorry to disturb you at night" he said after standing up
Cindy stood up "Ngga nothing. I don't feel bothered" he said so kindly and cheerfully
Well, that's what Cindy is like. Easy to mingle, always friendly even in people he just knew, and always seemed cheerful so that the people around him liked his presence
***
"Jeffery. You're the one who told me my address to Jendris?" Cindy came straight to split the seat in the middle there, there was Jeffri and Dita who had come first
"What the hell? Play nyentukin aja" ketus Dita who shifts her seat
While Jeffri who was used to immediately switch positions to the other seat "He. Yesterday he apologized to me. And ask for your home address. Actually I don't want to give. But he keeps on making. He said there was something important to talk to you. I finally love you"
"Sister Jendris?" chirps Dita who just listened
"Have he come to your house last night?" cetus Jeffri was cautious
Cindy nodded casually "She was last night Brother Jendris came. And also apologize to me"
"What's? Dumb off. You mean Jendris's baby face friend Arsya's sister?" every handsome man's name that comes out of Dita's mouth always gets compliments
"Emang besides Kak Jendris his friend Kak Arsya who we know?"Cindy put her bag behind her
"What is he sorry for?" Jeffri was curious
Cindy did not answer. Don't want Jeffri to think about it because last night he told Jendris that they were just friends. He knows Jeffri has liked him since High School
"Is. Cieee starts to get curious" Cindy switches the conversation and laughs so casually to make Jeffri not ask her again
"Lo. Are you playing secret now, huh? Opposed to fanciful guy lo" hardik Dita with annoyed
"That's not important" Cindy waved her hand "Today you won't give me chocolate?" he puts his hand on Jeffri
Jeffri smiled and opened his backpack and grabbed a packet of chocolate and gave it to Cindy "Here"
"Eat mulu lo Cin chocolate every morning. Not afraid of fat what? Body you're already good" reprimanded Dita who was uncomfortable seeing Cindy continue to eat chocolate every morning
"Jeffs. Tomorrow don't give him chocolate. Not healthy also eat chocolate every morning" ketus Dita on Cindy
Jeffri and Cindy laugh "Tuh dengerin My mom nagged Jeff" ledek Cindy
"Gue wasn't wrong. Did Cindy ask me not to love you? It was just chocolate" said Jeffri who laughed
"That's because of your habit from High School to give him chocolate. Now look at the results. Early in the morning instead of breakfast nyari brown even nyari" said Dita with annoyance
"Yes, anyway. Don't worry about dong. I eat chocolate every morning just so my life can be sweet from morning until night" Cindy said casually but managed to make Dita and Jeffri silent to his friend
Cindy who felt noticed the two friends glanced one by one. Apparently, his words again made his two friends seem sorry for him because he was always left by his parents to Canada
"Let my life not be as bland as you two" continued Cindy and laughed with satisfaction after seeing her two friends now staring annoyed at her
***
"Kars!" Arin called Arsya when his older brother had just entered their Faculty with several other friends after training in the LTW team secret
Arin and Arsya are only 1 year different. Arin is in class 1, which is the same as Cindy but different class. Arsya is in the 2nd generation with Jendris
Arsya looked back at "What?" ask him lazily
"Solicit dong's pocket money? My money ran out" Arin turned his hand to her brother casually
Arsya sighed then grabbed her wallet which was in the pocket of her back pants. Take some 100 thousand pieces of money, and give them to Arin
"More. Don't be so wasteful. My pocket money in a month runs out just buyjain lo" said Arsya who had several times advised her sister who spent too much money
"Kars only has 1 sister. That should be Kars's duty. Bye, I'm leaving" Arin waved her hand away from her brother
"Why is he getting extravagant?" arsya's German returned his wallet to his pants pocket
"Come" one of Arsya's friends held his shoulder to make him turn and want to go from there
He runs into Cindy, Dita and Jeffri who are going to their faculty cafeteria. The look Arsya did not like gave to the three. But Dita replied to him by continuing to smile. Jeffri only has a flat face, while Cindy looks relaxed
"Let's sneak" Cindy pulled Dita's hand to stay away if she did not want her friend it would be throwing a tantrum if in front of her at this time was the person she liked the most
"Cindy what the hell? I am not satisfied to see his face Kak Arsya tau" protested Dita after they arrived in the cafeteria due to Cindy's drag
"The right one? You don't see her look like she doesn't like us? If you want to do it yourself there" Cindy said with a rest and passed ordering food
"It's so bad" Dita continued to grumble annoyed
"Again alone" Jeffri whispered in Cindy's voice
"Silence lo" Dita snapped which made Jeffri laugh
***
"Lo why Cin?" scold Jeffri after they are in class and get ready to go home
"La. I've noticed how during this lesson you keep quiet?" timpal Dita put his books in a bag
"Gue doesn't know either. But why do I feel so bad? I have never felt the feeling of a kayak gini. It felt like my chest was tight" Cindy held onto her chest with a tight feeling she had felt since
"Lo's sick?" Jeffri suddenly held Cindy's forehead "But you don't have a fever"
"Gue doesn't hurt Jeff. But I don't know why" Cindy took a breath and threw it away
"Do you want me to meet tonight?" Dita offers to accompany her best friend
"Can. I don't think I can calm down" Cindy's face even looks pale
"Come, I'll help you out. This time you brought Dit's car. Don't be Cindy" said Jeffri, who helped Cindy stand up
"La. Let me take the car" said Dita who grabbed Cindy's bag
Together they hold Cindy's arm to help her walk towards the parking lot. In the parking lot, they meet Jendris and Arsya who are about to get into the car
"Cindy" Jendris greeted Cindy warmly
But unlike Arsya who stares disgust at Cindy. Even Cindy herself did not know why the man always looked at her with a look of disdain
"Why does he always see me? What did I have wrong with him?"
