Missing And Self-Esteem

Former Candidate of Bidadari

"Continue what? What did he persuade her to do? Remember that! You're married. Don't give him any more hope"

Dita's words just made Cindy realize her current status is different. She pulled Cindy's hand back to her seat

"Udahlah. Don't need to be insulin anymore. Ntar if Kak Arsya to see Lo together with Jeffri, I'm sure you'll be noisier"

Cindy reconsidered Dita's words. There is a point too. Maybe Jeffri will think more given hope. And he himself will fuss with Arsya again when only yesterday they made up

"Oh it. So how was Lo's first night with Arsya? Dong's story?!" Faced enthusiastically towards Cindy but in a quiet voice

Cindy immediately rounded her eyes and spread her eyes in fear of her other friends hearing her friend's silly question

"Can't you talk that Lo's controlled first?" ketus Cindy who snatches annoyed

Dita also chuckled "His name is also curious. So how's?" He was still curious and raised his eyebrows

Cindy rolled her lazy eyeballs "Yes no way"

"Allah. Reason. Lo must be...." for a moment Dita stopped and brought her lips closer to the ear "Udah hugging right?"

Cindy was really surprised by Dita's words and immediately pushed her friend's body "Don't talk carelessly Lo"

Dita also immediately scattered her laughter which made the entire room look at them

"Sorry guys" Cindy brandished her index and middle fingers with a clumsy "Silent!" she closed her mouth Dita who was still laughing "For a long time I chopped Lo's mouth using my socks well!" threaten

Dita immediately poked her lips "He is. I have stopped. Can't be joked about it" he said

"Showling is kidding. But don't go too far" Cindy poked her lips

"Cieee ngambek the hell that has not been single anymore" ledek Dita who nudged Cindy's shoulder

Cindy was silent with her lips continuously being carried forward. I really don't think about his best friend

***

Cindy glanced at Arsya who was tidying up her clothes in front of the mirror that night. He wanted to ask but was undone because of the agreement they had agreed to before. Not interfering with each other's affairs

Cindy sat on the edge of the bed while playing her phone. Arsya grabbed her car keys on the table next to Cindy

"Gue came out first" Cindy immediately looked up to hear Arsya speak to her

"Where are you going?" cindy reflexes asked

"Hanging out with friends" Arsya still stood in his place

Cindy nodded in understanding and puffed her cheeks

"Why?" Arsya looked at Cindy's face

Cindy looked up again and shook her head "Ngga nothing. Yes, I have left. It's late again"

Arsya raised her eyebrows next to "It's just an ordinary hangout. Fear of being late"

Cindy said, "It's it I know"

"You're not coming?" haggara Arsya

Cindy's eyes sparkled and immediately nodded perfectly "At home bored as well anyway"

"Yes already. Quickly prepare. I wait in the car" Arsya passed after saying it

Cindy quickly changed her clothes. Dress up as a natural as possible. Just polishing a little powder and lipstick then grabbed his bag and quickly went down so that Arsya did not wait for long

"It has. Come on" Cindy's so excited because she's gonna be out breathing fresh air back

Arsya noticed for a moment Cindy's face "Where are you going?"

Cindy was a little surprised "What's Brother? Andan pretty gini? That was muji?" her smile expands

Arsya turned her face "Udahlah" he said lazily and plugged his gas through the streets

Cindy smiled mocking "And honestly why the hell? I've been pretty from a long time" proud

Arsya sighed and shook her head "Nega thought it turned out to be Lo narcissistic as well"

Cindy laughed at him "Ngga any time if you want to praise your own wife? It gets reward. Than a wife-ngehina? It is a sin"

Arsya glanced for a moment then shook her head again "Until there carefully. Many people"

Cindy looked "Where is it?"

Arsya did not answer. He just turned to Cindy for a moment and turned his face forward and refocused on driving

Cindy didn't ask again. He chose to enjoy the view along the way. Enjoy the music that makes his head move around

Arsya parked her car after arriving at the destination "Let's get off" he asked Cindy

Cindy got out of the car. He spread his eyes around the place. He had first come to a place like that

"What the hell is this place, brother?" Cindy frowned

"Lo's never been here?" Arsya raised her eyebrows

Cindy shook her head with her innocent face to make Arsya scratch her temple for a moment. He realized the woman in front of him was not a woman who often hung out in such places

"Come in" Arsya and Cindy followed him

The sound of loud music greeted the two. Even the colorful lights dazzled Cindy's eyes

Arsya slowed down her path and looked back. He saw Cindy frowning as he looked around her

"Come" Arsya pulled Cindy's hand because she knew she didn't seem comfortable in the place

Cindy nodded in doubt. For the first time he was in the middle of people dancing under the twinkling lights with minimal clothing for women

"Come also Lo bro" Erlan embraces Arsya's shoulder when the two have met her friends "Bring Cindy again?"

Arsya glanced at Cindy who was smiling blandly "Sit here" she pulled Cindy's hand to sit next to her who looked a bit scared to be in the place

"Sister? This... Hm... What place?" Cindy asked doubtfully

Arsya was silent for a moment. Breathe in and exhale slowly "Sorry. I forgot that you've never been to a place like this"

Cindy pursed her lips. He was confused and could no longer reply to Arsya's words. To be honest his brain is working really hard. He began to think of things that were not-nothing considering the many unpleasant events for women while at the Night Club

"Yes? You bring Cindy here?" Kenta suddenly came and approached them

Arsya nodded "Lo crazy?" Kenta rebuked Arsya

However, Kenta knew that Cindy was not a woman who used to come to such places. That made Arsya turn to Cindy who did not understand Kenta's words

"Gue forgot" that's all Arsya said

"So he's fine. If you don't want to see him go rough in this place" Kenta sat next to Cindy

Arsya nodded "Lo don't go anywhere huh? If you want to go tell me"

Cindy nodded "I'm not going anywhere"

"Seriously deh. I'm curious. What is Arsya's relationship with Cindy?" Erlan watched the two

Arsya and Cindy meet each other before Arsya finally ends it first. They were reluctant to answer Erlan's questions

"Udah is made up" Kenta tells him to make the others look at him

"God?"

"Seriously Lo Ken?"

"really? Is Arsya the same as Cindy?"

"What's true Lo Ken? If so, who shot first? We all know. Arsya is hardest to get close to girls. If Cindy, also like not the type of girl who is easy to get close to men" Erlan still does not believe

"That's not important. The important thing is that both of them are now ready" Kenta did not want to extend again

Cindy lowered her gaze. While Arsya looks very bodo with all his friends who are still curious

"Jendris hasn't come yet?" Arsya is looking for Jendris

"Udah. Last permission to go to the toilet" said Dika "Long age. His son came" he pointed at Jendris who had just been heading towards them

"Lho's? Cindy's? How here?" Jendris was surprised to see Cindy there. The place did not fit the woman

Cindy kept quiet and didn't answer "Well, surely Lo yeah Sya brought Cindy here? Crazy Lo yah?"

Arsya sharpened her eyes "She herself wants to come" he said

"But stay still. Cindy doesn't fit in here. Duh, my former future angel could be stained in this place" Jendris noticed Cindy's beautiful face in her eyes

Arsya immediately kicked Jendris's leg to make the man complain of pain "Why the hell Lo?" ketch

"Eat him do not mess with the boyfriend of people" said Dino who made other friends laugh

"Sister? This is her girl friend no one's coming?" Cindy was honestly a little uncomfortable because she was just the woman at the table

"Where else?" Arsya asked Kenta

Kenta who understood the point also called his female friends to join them

"Eh? There's Cindy turns out"

Cindy remembered the woman. She is Syila. The woman who joined them last night at the opening of Erlan's sister's cafe

"Sir" at least Cindy was a little relieved

Cindy had a conversation with another woman who was given a little space by the men to chat together. Arsya could not pay attention to Cindy slowly

Suddenly a man came to the women's table to make Cindy frown

"Hay? Can you join here, no?" ask the man

"sorry. But this table is female-only" Cindy replied politely

The man laughed, "But can you join, right?" ask again

"Gue said it. It's a women's place" Cindy reiterated in annoyance

"Beautiful is fierce anyway" the man poked Cindy's forehead

Arsya went straight past Dika and Erlan who were surprised because the man grabbed his feet without saying goodbye to the table of the women

"What the hell? Don't be so insolent!" Cindy rubbed her chin and stood up fiercely and made the other female friends stand up

The man laughed, "Neither need to sell expensive. You come here must have been a lot of Om-Om, right?" back he pokes Cindy's chin

One punch hit the man's face to make him fall to the floor and make Cindy surprised

"Sir Arsya...."

......SORRY GUYS. A FEW DAYS AGO I HAD MY OPINION. SO YOU CAN'T WRITE FIRST. O HE, MINAL AIDZIN WAL FAIDZIN WELL FOR THOSE WHO CELEBRATE. ......