Missing And Self-Esteem

Strong girl

"Cindy?" Dita who had just woken up was surprised to not see Cindy in bed

Dita immediately got up and walked down the room. Opened the bathroom door but still didn't see Cindy there. He panicked and came out of the room down the stairs shouting Cindy's name

"Why? I was in the kitchen again" Cindy appeared from the kitchen approaching Dita who was already looking panicked

Dita was silent to see Cindy who looked ordinary. There was no sadness on his face. It really looks like the usual day. Jeffri came out of the guest room with a yawn

"Why the hell is Dit?"

Dita looks at Jeffri but returns to Cindy "Lo ....... All right, all right?" ask slowly

Cindy nodded "Gue is fine. Now I want to make you breakfast. Wait at the dining table. I'm done soon" he rushed back to the kitchen

Dita and Jeffri looked at Cindy who looked away. Confused by the girl's behavior. If someone else, maybe until now will not accept if both parents leave him suddenly. But Cindy? How can it be as hard as a coral?

But, without both knowing, Cindy woke up early. He stared long at Dita who was awake. He went into the bathroom and cried inside without making a sound. He held back the sound of his crying so as not to be heard out. He was determined not to want others to worry about him, and had to start a new life even though half his life had left him

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"Ma? I want to go home" Arsya since last night asked to be sent home. He did not like the typical hospital smell with pungent drugs

"Son! You have not fully recovered. The doctor said, should rest at least 2 more days Nak" replied Mama Kanya who tried to understand her son

"May? Can I rest at home? The smell of drugs made my head dizzy" Arsya grumbled since last night

"Wait for your Papa to come and ask Papa to come home"

Arsya. He already knew the answer and he was ready to give up "As for Mama"

Mama Kanya smiled. He then remembered the poor girl whose parents had died yesterday "How is the girl now?"

"Mama why?" Arsya broke her mother's daydream

"Neverything"

"Arya?" Jendris came by opening the door a little hard to make the two surprised "Lo why could this accident?" he observed every body of Arsya

"Neither fuss" Arsya hardened with a sharp look at Jendris

"Son Jendris? Can Auntie nitip Arsya for a second? Aunty has important business" Mama Kanya asked Jendris for help

"Where are you going?" Arsya frowned

"Mom there's important business, son"

"Can Aunty. It's okay if Auntie wants to go. Let me take care of Arsya" Jendris said without hesitation

"Son? Mama's out for a second, huh?" Mama Kanya said goodbye to her son

When Mama Kanya opened the door about to get out, she was surprised to see the girl yesterday with her two friends was passing through Arsya's room

"Son?" Mama Kanya stopped her third step

"Aunty?" Cindy stopped her steps and turned around "Tante how are you?" tannya

"Good son" Mama Kanya observed Cindy's facial features "You ...... Is it okay, son?"

Cindy nodded with a smile "I'm fine Auntie. And, hmmmm ..... Brother Arsya? All right?"

Mama Kanya nodded "She's fine Nak" for a moment speechless then hugged Cindy "Im sorry Aunt Nak" she cried

Cindy gets confused "Tante? Why should I apologize to you?"

Mama Kanya took off her embrace. She was just about to speak, but her husband and youngest daughter came to her

"Mama!"

Mama Kanya turned her head and wiped her tears "Papa? Arin?"

Arin briefly exchanged glances with Jeffri before Jeffri finally shifted his eyes first because he was too focused on Cindy

"Is this ...... ?" Papa Rashad pointed at Cindy doubtfully

"He Pa. She's the girl" said Mama Kanya quickly

Cindy was confused. Dita and Jeffri were confused. Arin tries to get close to his Mama "Well, why is she Ma? Pa?" he pointed at Cindy

"Jeffrie? Cindy's? Titus? You guys have come?" The doctor who treated Arsya and Papa Jeffri approached them

"He Pa. There's Cindy here too. Papa said he wanted to say something to Cindy" Jeffri told his father

"Please Doctor" Papa Rashad opened his son's room door and let the others in

Arsya and Jendris were shocked at the arrival of everyone in the room. Arsya doesn't like Cindy at all and her two friends are there. Cindy pretended to ignore him. Unlike Dita who looks excited but tries to hold it. Jeffery was very lazy to be there.

"Cindy? How come you can be here? " Jendris stood up and walked over to Cindy

"I came here told the same Doctor" replied Cindy who was used to calling her Papa Jeffri as Om Doctor

"What's up Doc?" Arsya no longer mince words

"I have to convey this. Because the police have issued the results" said the doctor to make others look confused "The results of the study, showed that Arsya's car that hit the car of both parents Cindy to die on the spot"

Everyone there was shocked except Mama and Papa Arsya who had known from the beginning. Cindy gasped at what the doctor had just said

"Ma ..... What do you mean Om?" Cindy felt her heart as if it were about to

"Son" Mama Kanya approached Cindy whose body defenses had almost collapsed

Cindy looked at Mama Kanya "So Aunt already knows?"

Mama Kanya nodded. Even her tears had escaped "Aunty apologizes on behalf of Aunt's son. He didn't accidentally bump your parents, son"

Cindy turned her face. Closing her eyes "Cindy? What are you going to do, son? You want to follow up on this case, or just stop?" The doctor held Cindy's shoulder

"So ..... Arsya who hit Mami Papi Cindy until they died?" exclaim Dita to Arsya. There was no more admiration in his eyes after hearing that statement

Arsya just shut up. He doesn't fully understand. But he realized that he had accidentally hit a car. But he did not know how the condition of the person whose car he hit

"Wait on! Mean what? Arsya hit Cindy's parents' car? Until they die?" Jendris interrupted the conversation because she knew nothing

"Yes! Arsya's sister hit Cindy's parents' car until they died" Jeffri said with heightened emotions

"Jeffri" Papa Radit prevents his son

"Mama? Papa's? A ...... What the hell does this mean? O..... The guy I hit died?" Arsya immediately gasped to hear it

Mama Kanya could only cry. Papa Rashad justifies everything. Radit's doctor asked Cindy back. What's he gonna do? Cindy thought for a moment, but took a deep breath and preferred to let go of everything.

It had been a week since the incident had passed, Arsya had already returned home from the hospital. He returned to college and joined his basketball team. Cindy tries to live her days as usual and never lets Dita stay at her house again

But Mama Kanya always contact Cindy to ask her news. After all, he was very grateful to the girl. At the same time feel guilty. Even Mama Kanya always comes to visit Cindy's house to make sure for herself the state of the girl

Like tonight. Mama Kanya invited all her family to come visit Cindy's house. Although Arsya and Arin object, but they still follow. Especially Arsya who also feels a little guilty to the girl because it has eliminated both parents accidentally

"Miss? Eat first Neng. From morning Neng had not eaten" Bi Imah had been knocking on Cindy's room door since

"I'm not hungry yet. When I'm hungry, I eat myself" Cindy yelled without coming out

Tok tok tok tok

Someone knocked on the door of the house to make Bi Imah undo his intentions. He went back to the main floor and saw who had come at night like this. Bi Imah was surprised because Mama Kanya came to visit again

"Mom Kanya? Please go in Ma'am" Bi Imah invited Mama Kanya and her family in

"Thank you Bi. Where's Cindy?" asked Mama Kanya who circulated her gaze

"Neng Cindy in Mom's room. I haven't been out of the room since. Not even eating from the morning"

Mama Kanya gasps to hear "Cindy from the morning hasn't eaten?"

"Let's Mom. But it looks like Neng Cindy is missing her parents. Usually if Neng shut herself in the room, she misses her Papi Mami"

Mama Kanya feels more guilty "Can you call Cindy Bi?"

"Wait a minute, Mom. I called Neng Cindy first" Bi Imah said to the top floor calling Cindy

"Mama Kasian is totally Cindy. She must have missed her parents" said Mama Kanya softly

Cindy came down the stairs and smiled at the arrival of Mama Kanya "Good night Aunt. Om" he said with eyes so puffy but he continued to force his smile to rise

"Cindy. Bi Imah. You haven't eaten all day?" Mama Kanya stroked Cindy's head

Cindy stared in Mama Kanya "I'm not hungry Auntie" she replied without turning her eyes "Let's sit down first"

Mama Kanya was silent for a moment. He looked at Cindy's pale-looking face. His eyes are indeed narrowed more and more almost invisible because of sembab. He knew that the girl had just finished crying, even though she was pretending to be a strong girl

"You want to stay at Auntie's?"