Missing And Self-Esteem

Worrying about Cindy

"Mama" cried Arsya and Arin simultaneously

"Why are you yelling at your Mama?" reprimand Papa Rashad who made his two children speechless

"Thank you aunt. But I have my own house. And I was also accompanied by Bi Imah. My friends also come often" Cindy refused subtly "Let Aunty sit first" she let the others sit down

"Thank you, son"

Bi Imah then came out carrying a lamp containing five cups of warm tea "Please on drink" he put the cups on the table and passed

"Please drink his tea" Cindy is still very friendly to them even though she already knows the truth if Arsya who has eliminated the lives of her parents

"Thank you son" Mama Kanya always smiled warmly at Cindy

"Nih a smart girl really ngerayu Mama" Inner Arin with ketus

Even though Arsya feels guilty. But his attitude is still the same with Cindy. It was looking at her with a gaze that always made Cindy uncomfortable. Cindy felt that Arsya's gaze was a look of disgust at her

"Hm. Aunt, what are these nights here?" Cindy asked even though she knew the answer

Mama Kanya smilingly caressed Cindy's head "Tante just wants to see you son. To ensure your situation directly"

Cindy returned the smile to "Tante. I'm doing fine. Aunty doesn't need to come here every day. And no need to worry about me" he said

"Son. We're still in charge of you" Papa Rashad is now taking over the talks

Cindy shakes "Ngga Om. That's not necessary. I'm fine"

"Zinc Cindy?" suddenly Bi Imah came back and approached them "Let's have dinner first? Auntie's ready for dinner. All of Ma Kanya and the others can come eat together"

Cindy sighs. He was very reluctant to put food in his mouth. But it would be impolite not to call his guests to dinner together. And actually Bi Imah deliberately so that Cindy would eat

"Hm. Aunt, Om ..... Hmmm, Brother Arsya, Arin. Let's have dinner first" he asked nervously after naming Arsya and Arin

"Will not! I'll eat at home later" Arin blatantly refused

"Within?" reprimand Papa Rashad to make Arin throb

"Hmmm. I mean, I'm not hungry yet"

"Arya?" Mama Kanya called Arsya softly

Arsya sighed "Ia Ma"

"Let's have dinner together" Mama Kanya first stood up

Cindy hesitantly stood up "Come on" he asked and preceded the others

Now they are at the dining table. Because the dining table is circular, Arsya and Cindy are seen sitting close together. But Arsya little by little shifted his seat. But it can not be freely, because right next to him there is also his Papa

"Eat a lot" Mama Kanya filled Cindy's empty plate with a spoonful of rice a full meal after taking rice for her husband and children

Cindy was surprised and distanced her plate when Mama Kanya was about to pour some more rice "Tante. I won't be able to eat this" he protested in a polite voice

Mama Kanya smiled "Son? You haven't eaten all day. That time is enough?"

Cindy's eyeballs grew up "Tante knows who?" tannya

Mama Kanya just silently smiled "Eat the Son"

Cindy looked at the food in front of her and swallowed the strong salivary "Oh my God. How did this food run out?" insinuations

They enjoyed their dinner relaxing. Even Arin, who said he was not hungry, seemed to enjoy the food. Cindy swallowed the food even though her stomach had refused. But he didn't want to spit it out

"Hm. Excuse me. I'm going to go to the toilet for a while" Cindy said to the toilet after finishing her meal

After Cindy went to the toilet, Bi Imah approached Mama Kanya "Bu Kanya, thank you for having dinner with Neng Cindy. Maybe if Ms. Kanya hadn't come here, Neng wouldn't have come out of the room and not touched the food at all"

"Sama-sama Bi. If Bi Imah needs help. Don't hesitate to call me Bi"

"No need to thank Bi. However, Cindy entered our responsibility" said Papa Rashad

"Neng is a kind, cheerful, helpful child, and very rarely angry. But these few days, Neng often locked himself in the room. Even to eat alone Neng must be reminded" Bi Imah told me by holding back her tears

Mama Kanya felt more guilty "Did Bi Mima ever see Cindy cry?"

Bi Imah suddenly let out her tears "Even Neng had almost committed suicide on the day of her parents' funeral. For the first time Aunt saw Neng cry out in a scream. Neng almost committed suicide using the glass he broke. Fortunately, Mas Jeffri and Neng Dita broke into Neng's room" he told a sad story a week ago

Everyone there was surprised "He almost killed himself?" Arsya could not help but ask

Bi Imah nodded "And after that incident, Neng changed a lot. Although outside he looks ordinary and still cheerful, but in the room he likes to cry alone. And Auntie heard it often. Neng also always forbade Neng Dita to stay here. Though Neng was always happy if Neng Dita accompanied him at home. Neng doesn't like to be worried"

"Bi? What Cin..... "mama Kanya's words hang after seeing Cindy approach them

And Bi Imah rushed to the sink after pretending to collect dirty dishes. Wiping her tears so Cindy doesn't see it. Because he knew, his employer did not like to worry

"sorry. I was a long time ago" Cindy came back to them

"It's okay, son" said Mama Kanya

"Hmmm. Let's sit in front" Cindy invites the others back to the living room

Cindy sat down quite calmly "Please at her tea. It's probably a little cold"

Arsya looked at Cindy's face carefully. He saw no sign of sadness on the girl's face. Arsya could not guess, was the girl pretending to be strong? Or do you feel no sadness at all?

"Son? Do you play at Auntie's house sometime? Aunty would love it if you came" Mama Kanya held Cindy's hand

Cindy just smiled blandly without answering. He knew the two middle-aged girls did not like him. Actually Dita and Jeffri often tell Cindy to report the collision case to the police. Cindy refused it

"Ma? Yuk's home? I'm sleepy" Arin whines asking to go home

Mama Kanya turned her head towards Cindy "Ngga nothing Aunt. Cindy is fine now" Cindy knows Mama Kanya is still worried about her

"Tomorrow Aunty here again looking at you huh?"

"Hm. Aunt. Tomorrow I have activities at the Faculty. And it's gonna be late at night"

"Faculty Activities?" Mama Kanya frowned "Not tomorrow your Faculty also has activities?" ask Mama Kanya to her two children

Arin rolled lazily both of his eyeballs. While Arsya only realized that they were one Faculty "Ia Ma. We are one Faculty" Arsya replied

"Oh yeah? Mama just found out. Incidentally" Mama Kanya seemed happy to hear "Arin tomorrow also participate in her activities?" Mama Kanya held Arin's hand

"Ma NGO. I'm lazy. Then I had permission first and was given" Arin seemed determined to answer

"Who will you go home with?" Mama Kanya asked Cindy

"Hmmm. I brought my own car Auntie"

"Son? You dare go home by yourself in the middle of the night?"

Cindy was silent for a moment. Then smiled blandly and nodded "He's Aunt"

"You've just brought Arsya home" said Papa Rashad suddenly to make Arsya, Cindy and Arin surprised

"Mama agrees" Mama Kanya chimed in

"Papa? He's gonna bring his own car?" Arsya protested

"He Om. Don't need. I brought my own car"

"Then you don't have to bring a car tomorrow. Let Arsya pick up tomorrow morning" said Papa Rashad to make Arsya speechless considering the tone of his Papa's voice that does not want to be denied

"Neverything, son. Let's go to the campus tomorrow with Arsya, right?" Mama Kanya stroked Cindy's head

"Yes God ...... Now Arsya must be really upset. But I can't argue either"