
After breakfast, Azzam got out of the house and pulled down his wheelchair from the car. This morning he wanted to enjoy the natural beauty of the village while taking Alana for a walk. Azzam thought Alana needed time to stabilize her mind.
Yes, after sitting Alana in a wheelchair, Azzam encouraged her to explore the village. Incidentally the weather this morning is quite cool with a very beautiful view to the eye.
"Hi, Azzam." cheered a woman who was playing volleyball on a field. The woman waved at Azzam, Azzam stopped his steps and turned toward the source of the voice.
"Where are you going, Azzam?" the woman continued walking out of the field.
Azzam looks confused while scratching the head that does not itch. She remembered that she was one of the mothers who had joked with her while buying vegetables.
"Mother, Ma'am." said Azzam as he put his hand on Alana's shoulder.
"Allana... You're Alana, right?" add the mother while looking at Alana from the tip of the foot to the tip of the hair.
"L-yes, Mom." replied Alana stuttered, she felt awkward at her current state.
"You why? How come..."
"It's okay, Mom. Alana's fine." cut Azzam while gripping Alana's shoulder gently.
"But, why..."
"Alana just needs time to rest, so for a while not allowed too tired. Yes, dear." explained Azzam.
"Oh, I thought..."
"Please excuse me, ma'am. The sun's getting hotter, pity Alana's hot."
Again Azzam put his hand on the wheelchair handle and then pushed it towards the house. Azzam understood and knew how Alana was feeling at this time, it was better for her to stay away from people so as not to hurt her heart.
Arriving at home, Azzam carried Alana back from a wheelchair and then took her to her room and laid her on the bed.
Alana, who had been silent, immediately grabbed Azzam's wrist and pegged it with sparkling eyes. "Why don't you just tell me that I..."
"Sstt... Please don't continue!" cut Azzam while sitting on the side of the bed.
"But the truth is I'm paralyzed, Azzam. Why hide it from everyone?" sergeant Alana.
Azzam glared at Alana when he heard the confession, wanting to be angry but not daring to remember Alana's condition is not possible.
"That's it, better just rest!" azzam said lowering the ego in his heart. I don't know, Azzam doesn't think he should know how to deal with Alana's stubbornness.
"Sooner or later everyone will know, so..."
"Enough Alana, please!" beaver Azzam raised his tone of speech. Alana who heard that instantly gasped with a misty look.
"Al... I'm sorry, I didn't mean to..." Azzam suddenly regained his senses and grabbed Alana's hand and held her tightly.
"You're not paralyzed, you can still walk the way you were. Please convince yourself, don't think like this! I'll do anything so you can walk back, please believe me!" lirih Azzam while looking at Alana's face with sadness then stroked her cheeks gently.
"But what if I..."
"I don't care. Want you lame cake, blind, deaf, mute, I don't mind. The point is you have to be upbeat, don't give up until here!" persuade Azzam.
"Are you not ashamed?" alana asked with tears.
"If I'm in this position, are you ashamed?" Azzam asked back, while Alana seemed to shake her head while chopping her lips.
"Why not be ashamed?" ask Azzam again with a smile.
"Because what?" tympano Azzam.
"Because you're my husband." continued Alana ketus.
"Then what else?" goda Azzam pinched Alana's cheek.
"Nothing," Alana blushed in embarrassment.
"Related?" goda Azzam carved a knotty smile.
"Sure, what else?" alana's growling puffed up her cheeks.
"Oh, fine then. Now just take a break, I'm gonna go out for a second." Azzam kept his hand away from Alana's cheek.
When she wanted to stand up, Alana held Azzam's wrist and asked. "Where are you going?"
"You joined the mother, like..."
"Yes, just go!" Alana pouted as she let go of Azzam's hand and turned her neck in the other direction. Of course, it made Azzam widened and returned to sit on the side of the bed.
"Ish, there seems to be a jealous nih." seduced Azzam again grabbed Alana's cheek.
"Don't kegeeran! Who is jealous?" tampik Alana put on a cute face.
"really? All right, then I'll go first." challenge Azzam.
"Azzam.." Alana's aggrieved strangles then grabs Azzam's arm and pinches him furiously.
"Awh... Al, pain dear." lamented Azzam grimaced in pain.
"Come, go!" drive Alana to put up the lion's eyes.
"Hehehe... No, I want to be here with you." Azzam threw himself down beside Alana and hugged her tightly.
"Ngapain hugging?" jutek Alana puffing cheeks.
This time Azzam did not answer and instead tightened his embrace. "Here, don't be angry again! I'm not going anywhere."
"Lied." accused Alana of putting on a flat face.
"No, baby, I'm not lying. You're the only one who doesn't know how much I miss at times like this. It feels like a dream, I think we'll never..."
Azzam then fell silent holding tears that felt full in the throat, the clear liquid was suddenly flowing without him noticing. "I'm sorry, I know it's all my fault. If time could be repeated, I would never let you leave the apartment. Let me take care of you, give me a chance to pay for all my sins! I know my presence makes your life..."
"No, Azzam. Enough's enough!" Alana cried and hugged Azzam without hesitation. "You're not wrong, I'm the one..."
"Sstt... Don't blame yourself! Now there's me, I'm your husband, you're not alone. We will pass this test together, I will never leave you. Please don't talk weird anymore, I won't be able to part from you anymore." interrupted Azzam while tidying Alana's messy hair and then peeked at the wife's cheek with love. "I love you, Alana. I love you so much." added Azzam softly.
"Azzam..." Alana sobbed and drowned her face in Azzam's chest. "I'm sorry, I love you so much too. I'm scared..."
"There's nothing to be afraid of! I'm here, we'll share this pain together." cut Azzam withstood the tightness that pierced her heart. Never in his mind would he hear that from Alana's mouth. He didn't know whether to be happy or sad to get an answer like this.
Then Azzam lifted Alana's chin and kissed her little lips gently. "Thank you, I promise to replace the pain I created with happiness. Believe that you are the only woman in this heart. For my sake, you must heal so that we can return to what we used to be. I miss my beautiful and jolly secretary."
"Hehehe, can I still?" tanya Alana smiled wryly.
"Of course," nodded Azzam while pinching Alana's nose.