
Azzam arrived at the company in just a few minutes. The pain made him forget to put safety first while driving.
Yes, Azzam's heart was very painful to see his wife with another man. The wound that had been almost healed, was now wet and gaping again. Azzam felt that losing half his soul, first falling in love finally had to swallow the bitter taste because of his own actions.
Azzam had already found himself as a child. However, at the same time he had to lose the woman he loved so much, the first woman who was able to melt his heart that had hardened like a stone.
Now Azzam can only resign himself to crying over the stupidity he once did. It turns out that Alana prefers that guy over him.
Arriving in the room, Azzam reached into a bag of pants and immediately contacted Rudi, there was something he wanted to talk to the man.
Then Azzam chose to sit in his great chair, he rubbed his rough face and threw his device at the table.
Yeah, Azzam can't live like this. If Alana did choose that guy, then why would he stay here? Azzam will not be able to see Alana with the man.
After ten minutes, Rudi arrived at Azzam's room. He entered right away after knocking on the door first.
"Mister" said Rudi and sat down on the chair opposite the table of Azzam.
"Please take care of my passport, I'll go abroad!" azzam's orders, maybe staying away would be better for everyone. Azzam could no longer breathe the same air as Alana, it was too painful.
"Where are you going?" asked Rudi curiously, his forehead shriveled asking that.
"Where, as long as it's not in this city anymore" Azzam replied in a raucous voice, he felt like crying but couldn't.
"Then what about Miss? Did Miss come with you too, sir?" ask Rudi to know.
"It's over, I'm losing."
Azzam let out a heavy sigh after saying that. He quickly got up and walked away from Rudi who was still dumbfounded to think about his words.
What's wrong with the master? Didn't she and Alana just get married for a few weeks? Did they fight?
Rudi never saw Azzam as bad as this. Although before Azzam had problems with both parents, but he still looks cheerful in front of everyone.
Rudi left the place after Azzam entered his private room.
Azzam locked the door from the inside and chose to shut himself up. He lost his passion for work, he just wanted to sleep all day, thankfully he didn't have to wake up again.
At the shophouse, Alana was still crying in her room. He was eager to see Azzam but circumstances forced him not to do that.
Alana Tau Azzam is not okay, she is very familiar with the character of her husband. Alana suddenly felt scared, what if Azzam did a crazy act like before?
Azzam had been in an accident several times, he had also injured himself. The more Alana remembered him, the more her heart was broken.
However, Alana did not have the strength to go to Azzam. He doubted Azzam would not be able to accept his condition.
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Azzam arrived at the residence of Kurniawan at about twelve p.m. His steps staggered, the clothes attached to his body were in a mess and his face looked disheveled. There was a scar clearly visible on the corner of his lips.
"Mas, what's that sound?" erni asked from inside the room, she was surprised to hear a bang in the middle of the night like this. Does his house include a maling?
Kurniawan who also heard the voice looked surprised, he also chose to get out of bed and walk out of the room.
Kurniawan's beads rolled around combing the building from corner to corner but saw no one there. He frowned and turned around to go back to the room.
"Al, Alana, I love you baby. Why did you leave me and choose that man? If you're angry, why don't you just hit me? You can scold me, insult me, even kill me. Why do you prefer that guy? Do I not deserve your love?"
Kurniawan's steps immediately stopped, his ears popped to hear Azzam's voice that was rumbling.
"Who is Mas?" ask Erni a little scared.
Kurniawan did not reply, he turned back and stepped over to the sofa, where the voice came from.
Degs...
Kurniawan was shocked when his bead caught Azzam's body lying on the floor. He came up to her and squatted down.
"Azzam, why are you, son?" Kurniawan patted his son's cheek softly.
Yeah, Azzam seems delirious. His eyes were closed while his mouth was unceasingly blabbing.
Kurniawan lifted Azzam's armpits and tried to move him to the sofa. After he cheered Erni, he needed his wife's help to resuscitate the son.
Erni sprang from the bed and ran out of the room. How surprised he was when he found Azzam who looked very messy and unconscious.
"Azzam, what's going on, son? You why?" lirih Erni with teary eyes, she rubbed the tops of Azzam's head and touched the corner of her son's injured lip.
Yes, before going home, Azzam had come to a nightclub. He ordered a drink to relieve the anxiety in his heart. So carried away feeling, he was unconscious and made a mess in the place, he was beaten by some visitors to battered.
Slowly, Azzam tried to open his eyes, he cried when he caught the face of Erni who was very close to him.
"Mom.." lirih Azzam cried, he felt his heart was no longer strong to beat. Why didn't he just die so that all this pain would disappear from him?
Erni hugged Azzam and held him tightly. "Don't be like this baby, you have to be strong!" said the middle-aged woman shedding tears, she could not bear to see the suffering of her son.
"I'm sorry Azzam, ma'am. Azzam can't be what you want him to be. Azzam's life was completely ruined, Azzam could not see Alana with another man, Azzam gave up." Azzam hugged Erni tightly.
"No dear, you must not be weak, you must fight for your love!" sela Erni's. He knows it's not easy, he was in this phase until finally reunited with the man he loves.
Azzam shook his head. "No ma'am, Alana's happy with the guy. He did not want Azzam, let Azzam bear this wound himself, Azzam will go as far as possible. Alana deserves to be happy, Azzam's presence will only make her more hurt."
Azzam got up from the sofa and limped. It is free to expect something that can no longer be maintained. He better go carry the wound in his heart, hoping Alana will be happy with the man of her choice.
Azzam entered the room and slammed his body on the bed. It didn't take long for him to fall asleep.