Love of the Actor

Chapter 44 - Elmer Trauma

Elmer came home with a painful wound. How not, the woman he loved turned out to be having an affair with his own brother. Moreover, the words of Bella who said she was disgusted to touch Elmer continued to be imagined in the man's mind.

After that, Elmer did not leave the room until a few days, it made Mr. Sebastian think. Moreover, plus his first child also looks chaotic like his second child.

The food prepared for Elmer was not eaten. Mr. Sebastian looks frustrated. He asks Sam to take care of Elmer and force Elmer to eat while he works.

In the end, Elmer opened the door to his room by pulling a large suitcase.

"Where are you going?" asked Mr. Sebastian who looked surprised.

"Stay alone" replied Elmer.

"Why? What exactly is going on? I don't understand, both of my children are locked up in the room," upset Mr. Sebastian.

"Just ask the father's son that one," he said with a ketus then pull the suitcase and hold it down through the stairs.

"Elmer!" call Mr. Sebastian when his second son has walked to open the front door of the house.

Mr. Sebastian could only sigh.

On Elmer's side, the man stopped the taxi and headed to the apartment he had rented with help from Sam. Arriving at the apartment, it seems Sam was already there waiting for Elmer.

Sam asks what really happened to Elmer. Elmer explained it all with eyes of deep hatred and sadness. Sam is also very sorry for Elmer. Moreover, Elmer loved Bella very much and always prioritized Bella above her own interests. Even Elmer defended not going home just to surprise Bella but what did she get? Just hurt and heartache.

Because it was the first time living alone, Elmer also learned to be independent. Starting from cleaning the apartment, washing and so on. In the early days Elmer always returned online food. But for a long time he felt affection for his money as well. He is still not a famous actor. Be, Elmer went to a nearby market to buy supplies of vegetables and fruits to fill his refrigerator. Because the price on the market is cheaper than the price of vegetables and fruits in the supermarket.

The bustling atmosphere of the market, made Elmer a little scared. But he convinced himself to go inside. After all, when he was a child, his mother often took him to the market as well.

Elmer managed to buy some vegetables and fruits in a rather quiet place. When going deeper into the market, a woman accidentally came into contact with her hands.

Elmer immediately panicked and immediately became dizzy, nauseous and fainted instantly. People swarmed as Elmer fainted and searched around for the contact number they had to call. The other person, who helped carry Elmer and took him to the hospital.

Sam has arrived at the hospital. Yeah, the person that the person in the assar contacted was Sam. Because the last call Elmer made was with Sam.

Sam waits in front of the IGD room about Elmer's circumstances. The man who helped Elmer is back in the market.

The doctor came out of the room, saying that Elmer was okay. He was just surprised by something. But the doctor could not conclude.

Sam thanked the doctor. Then soon Elmer woke up and observed the surrounding area.

"You're in the hospital. You passed out, kept helping the gentlemen in the market. Why did he even faint anyway? What pain? Late eating?" it was Samar Sam who was worried about Elmer's situation.

Sam could only sigh.

"Let's go home. I'm not doing anything. The doctor said that too, right?" ask Elmer to make sure. Sam also nodded.

Then came the nurse who would help Elmer return. However, when the nurse touched Elmer's skin, Elmer returned in pain, nausea and it felt like vomiting. Sam panics and asks what happened to Elmer. The doctor was called by the nurse.

After the examination, the doctor advised Elmer to go to a psychologist or a psychiatrist. Because something like this needs special care.

"Why me, Doc?" ask Elmer.

"Better just ask the experts, I will recommend some of the best psychologists or psychiatrists."

As a result, after bringing some recommendations of doctors and have read some profiles of the doctor. Elmer came to one of them.

He said Elmer was traumatized when a woman touched him. Most likely it happened because Elmer was having a bad thing about the woman herself. Elmer remembered something. When he was touched by a woman, for some reason in his mind, he always remembered the words of Bella who said she was disgusted to be touched by him. His mind continued to doctrine it until it equated so all women like that.

"Then, can I recover doc?" ask Elmer.

"Of course you can."

"You just need to let go of all the bad thoughts in your head that make you think all women are just like women who hurt you."

"But, it's not that easy, Doc. It all felt like it was in my brain. I hate that woman so much."

"Slow down, everything also needs a process. Well, in anticipation of all that I'll prescribe you a cure to hold your nausea."

After that, Elmer so limiting himself to the name of a woman. Even those who used to be Elmer always took romantic drama projects, turning to action genre dramas, thrillers and the like.

Mr. Sebastian who finally knows what happened to his two children can only lock himself in the room. He failed as a father. One of her children turned into a female player, one was traumatized by the money of her name. Even worse, the woman who is the cause of the breakdown of the relationship between her two children, will be her future daughter-in-law.

Just like his father, Evan also felt guilty to his sister. He really did not know that Bella was the lover of his sister because Elmer never told him what her name was. Especially when he found out, Elmer was traumatized, he became increasingly blaming himself. He often visited the apartment of his sister, but never met his sister. Because Elmer shut down access for Evan.

Even Elmer seemed to not know himself when he accidentally met on the street or somewhere. That, makes Evan feel like he failed to be a good brother and impact on Evan's treatment to Bella that is not as romantic as before. Evan and Bella's marriage was carried out because of Evan's sense of responsibility. And then Evan doesn't care about Bella anymore. For not wanting to hurt his sister more deeply.

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