LIFEWEAR

GRADUATED

The class atmosphere was so boisterous. The lesson hours are empty. But I was busy with my thoughts. My heart and brain are at war. Sweaty hands. I took many times a deep breath.

"Riss! told to go to the office of TUuh." Said the new Luna from the toilet while whispering.

I've guessed it. I rushed up from my desk.

While walking down the hallway of Campus, my mind raged. There was a very intense inner war raging in my head and heart. Going on leave or not?! Such a difficult choice.

Is it time for God? Is vacation really the right choice? My mom would disagree. Is keeping it a secret the best way? What if it gets caught?! Mama must be disappointed and sad?! Uh! that's business later.

Geck!Geck!Geck!

"Lake in." Sound from inside the room.

"Sit Derisa. You know what purpose you're calling you for?"

I just nodded. It's clear about college money.

"The time is up. Do you have the money?"

"Sorry Mom. I don't have the funds yet. But I've made a decision. I want a leave of absence, ma'am." I stammered.

Ms. Fatma was stunned. Brow shriveling.

"Is it thoughtfully mature? Baby youho?! It's already semester 4."

"Already Mom. I just want to raise money during my time off. And I'm definitely back." I hope this plan doesn't miss.

"alright. As soon as you take care of the file, huh? I just hope you come back soon. You're a talented boy. Honey if it's not done."

"Good Mom. Excuse me." Pamitku while taking the leave form.

With a step back to class. There is an anxiety approaching.

I've been thinking about this plan for a long time. On leave I will be sewing course with the savings I have. I think that's the best option. I can still work in the afternoon. And I would definitely lie to my family. My heart screams! My heart hurts so much to make this decision.

Sorry Mak. Risa just doesn't want Mamak always begging for people's mercy. Borrow it here. It hurts more to me.

One promise, I can definitely become a scholar like Mamak wanted.

Arriving at class, I packed my things.

"Where are you going Ris?" Ask Luna.

Luna followed my steps.

Upon arrival at the corner of the campus garden that was a bit quiet, I also explained everything to Luna.

"Why take a vacation anyway?! I can help you."

"I've bothered you enough. And I don't want to add to my debt for you."

"I don't bother Risa. You're my only friend. What about our dreams for graduation together huh?!Find a job together?!" Luna started sobbing. He was a bit cunning and spoiled. Reasonable. She's a single princess and her family also has quite a name in this small town.

"Ishhhh! shame ah! girls are very crybaby. Shame of age!!!I'm old!!!"

"I'm still young?! She did not like it, she wiped her tears. We laughed too.

"Alright miss stone head. I will support your plan. But where do you want to go on a course?"

"That's at the crossroads to be kampus. You know what, right?"

"Ohh. So we can still meet dong often?"

"Yes still!!! so don't blow first. You crybaby!!!" My ejek.

We laughed too. I also want to go home.

Throughout the journey my mind drifted. What if this plan fails? What if I still don't have money? What if I get caught? or getting married?

Uh! Nah! Nah!Nah!

Quickly I threw away all those thoughts.

Focus up! I've got to focus. Every decision has risks. And I must be prepared to accept all the consequences.

Risa's spirit!!! You must be as hard as a rock in the ocean. Trouble will not make you lose!!! I said to myself.

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earlier I said thank you!!!!