LIFEWEAR

DREAMLIKE

after the wedding, the goddess looked seriously at the rifky in her heart as if she could not believe seeing everything she had just seen and known. Behind all her smiles, and all his happiness and kindness kept an unexpected story.Everything he did showed that he wanted to keep it to himself without anyone having to know what he was feeling. she looked tough in the eyes of the goddess.

"what are you looking for?" the goddess ventured to ask on the way home.

"happiness and tranquility." answered rifky simply with a smile.

"what kind of happiness is it?"

"happiness can make people happy."

"keep it on your own?"

"hahahaha my happiness can make you happy because of me that's it." said rifky with a laugh.

"is that how much you love her?"

"not for him dik." replied the short but sharp rifky.

"everything looks fine, though now I know it must not." said the goddess.

"everything will be fine if we consider it fine." explains rifky who makes the eyes of the goddess sparkle in a tear-glass blanket.

then, the journey continues until arriving at his house rifky. rifky who looks tired immediately fell asleep in a chair. while the goddess, he has not been able to sleep. at the sight of rifky who looks calm look on his face. finally the goddess enveloped the body of the rifky with a blanket and then left the rifky.he went into the rifky room to rest.

"even though it is covered in a bitter memory, but your gaze still warms and soothes the mas." the goddess shrieked in heart.

apparently the seed of love began to grow in the heart of the goddess.he admired rifky.see the soothing figure in the soul of rifky.he was really swept away in a poem that he never realized. he took her in a long dream in his sleep.

"who's he?" the inner goddess who was in the vast green meadow.

faint faint hearing of the song that was very heart-wrenching.a song that could never be heard.So slowly the goddess approached someone.came closer as if the sound was the more he recognized.

*now twilight has changed night

buried me with memories

until I feel the solitude

the deep wounds

the quiet of kuratapi himself

breaking the pseudo-time limit

and the heart must let go

your body is no longer beside me

it hurts

I hold full wound

torn to pieces

I feel alone

I want to run

remove all these wounds

until I can

go through it all without you*.

the look of tears was as if rushing to cause a puddle of water that then flowed like a river.

"why should we cry?" the goddess tried to open the silence.

"just a cry of penance" he said, ignoring the goddess behind him.

"every human being has his own medicine for his solace.there is no one who forbids for someone to cry.then why do you care so much." he continued which made the goddess confused to say.

"if you come only to make tears.for what comes. while I've been afraid of the wound." he continued again.

"is it the one who greets and asks? is it wrong for people who feel sad to see someone sad? though why and what not know, then whether to judge someone who only helps." the speech just came out of the mouth of the goddess without being conditioned.

"no. because I just want not to torture my own heart" he replied briefly to make the goddess step forward.

"what are you approaching me for?" he stopped the goddess's steps.

"is it wrong if I want to be your friend?"

"no. nothing is wrong" he answered, wiping his tears and then got up and stood facing the goddess.

in the heart of the goddess asked.he did not understand this all. The goddess was only fixated in question marks.The person she saw was rifky.

"i'm a goddess." subconsciously the goddess's mouth and hands retaliated.

"why do you want to know me?" ask rifky

"just want to be friends and be where you tell stories." the goddess replied as if her mouth was moving on its own.

"thank you for being friends with me." after rifky said that slowly he began to spit and disappeared leaving the goddess with his question mark.

assolatuwasalmmmualy!!!!

sholawat tahrim was waking the goddess from her dream.making her realize what happened just now was a dream.

"what exactly do you feel mas. until it comes to my dream." exasperated goddess while staring at the photo of the past rifky decorated figura and stick to the wall. then the goddess unknowingly saw the golden-coated book.

"whose diary is this?" ask the goddess in your heart. then take it back and forth."it looks clean and tidy."

meanwhile, the rifky who was still asleep seemed agitated in his sleep.

"hey where am I?" ask the rifky who saw the vast expanse of grassland.

faint but clear he saw a woman was crying softly. His groan was heartbreaking.

twilight

where are you

why did you leave me in the dark

brighten me with your beautiful weapons

let me bloom in your arms

twilight

I miss you

why don't you recognize me

why are you ignoring me

I'd rather die if I wasn't with you

then the woman walked to the cliff and seemed to be about to jump. soon rifky ran and was about to reach the woman.

"hold my hand, please don't do it. Don't fool yourself like this." cried rifky who managed to grab the woman's hand and....

"my gun, you coming?" the woman called the rifky by the name of twilight.

"chuck-up!!" rifky was shocked because the woman was shaken."why are you doing this?"

"there's only your name in my heart. If you go I'll go." he said, getting weaker.

meanwhile, the rifky tries to continue to pull but all that feels impossible because he also began to be interested. luckily someone holding the rifky leg that makes it able to survive.

"let go boy, explain if it is the way" said someone who turned out to be the cahyo and goddess.

not long after the bird caught ningsih and took him flying away. made rifky cry.

"ky woke up ky. woke up ky istighfar dik" said the princess woke up a rifky who was crying in his sleep.

sontak made the goddess and sir Soleh also came to wake the rifky, and soon after, not long after,

"astaghfirullah" said rifky while opening his eyes.flood sweat water throughout the body of the rifky.

"drink first mas." said the goddess while holding out a glass of water which was then received rifky and then drank it.

"thank you." said rifky while adjusting his breathing.

"you're having a nightmare" asked the princess

"yes, I have a nightmare, God is just a dream" said rifky, wiping his sweat.

"wudhu used to continue to pray le this uda dawn. let it calm down." said Pak soleh while rubbing rifky hair.

"njih mr. Rifky wudhu first." reply rifky who then rose to the bathroom in the shadow of his dream.

"astaghfirullah may only be a dream." guma rifky while starting ablution.

the cold water really cools the heart and soul of the rifky.

seriated.