LIFEWEAR

FIRST LOVE IS PAINFUL

Gama and Tuta POV

Gamma was sitting in the living room. He had been living in this cool little town for over a week. His eyes were fixed on the TV that was on. But his mind drifted somewhere.

"Dream it!!" Unbeknownst to Gama, Tuta was already sitting next to him.

"Bikin' shocked! What was the conversation with Uncle?"

"I agreed to take over the SPBU. I think I'm capable of."

"Goodoo. I'm glad to hear that. You're an adult now. I'm happy with all your changes." Gama patted Tuta on the shoulder.

"It's all thanks to Risa. I don't know what magic he has, until all my bad habits are gone."

"He is unique. At first I felt like you were just exaggerating the story about him. But after meeting, he was indeed special." Gama Clearly.

" You have to promise me, never reveal my identity to him. You're included, too."

"Why?" Ask Gama wonder.

"He's allergic to the rich."

"Allergies?! You mean you don't like it?"

"Yes. He has bad memories with money. They say they're bad."

"You seem to like it. Why don't you tell me how you feel?"

"Gam Already. But I was rejected. He's more comfortable being my best friend. He said he could always take care of me."

"Boyfriend can too, right?"

"If one day we break up, there will be distance, he said. And I think it makes sense. I can take it."

"But why are you trying to get us close?"

"Byst all his cheerfulness, he had Gam's wounds. He was once betrayed. And I think you deserve him better. You're more mature."

"You know Gam, Mama's departure was a big blow to me. Then the girl came with all her strangeness and kindness. When all the women look at me disgusted with all the piercings on my body. My clothes are like street thugs. He's got all of that."

"Well, I clearly remember all your styles and behaviors. Very clear."Gama.

"Either his heart is made of. Even though I know her life isn't easy either. But I still want to take care of others."

"Life weight? Meanin?" Gama asked a little curious.

"You find out for yourself! Love needs a fight, bro!!!

"ABG's son is talking love!! You know what?"

"I know everything. Because I'm more playboy and more experience. I'm 23 years old. Understand?!"

"Yes..Yeah, yeah, you're a playboy." Gama smiled mockingly.

"Don't...you still expect Anisa huh?!"

Gama was shocked to hear that name. His face turned red.

"Who's angry?!" Gama gelagapan.

"Wuahaahaha... Then my guess is right. A big body!!!Hello kitty's heart!!!"

"Damn it!" Gama throws a sofa cushion at Tuta.

"Eits. It's not a thing." Tuta laughs curled up.

"Curtain!! You brat!!"

"I didn't force Gam. Already ah! I'm gonna take a break. Please continue to dream. Haha...." Tuta also left.

Anishas. Somehow every time the name is called pain in the heart always comes closer.

The bitter memories that were so imprinted again appeared in Gama's memory. Injured but not bleeding. The wound that always makes the chest tight.

The path of love built over the years, ran aground. Anisa chose to leave and gave up.

The difference! Only Religious Differences make everything fall apart.

3 YEARS AGO.....

"Prim. We'll just cut this relationship." Said Anisa while tightly grasping Gama's hand.

Her tears flowed so hard. He was no longer paying attention to the gaze of the cafe visitors who were crowded.

"Miss. Hold on a little more. Please."

"You know how hard my parents were. Especially my father."

"I will continue to ask for my blessing."

Anisa shook her head slowly.

"What about your parents?! They won't let you convert either."

"We can get married abroad. You know that abroad can get married in different religions. We. We just need to get our blessing." Gama panicked.

"Grand." Gentle Anisa's speech. "This relationship will never work. There will never be an end." Anisa's lips trembled trying to withstand all the turmoil.

"I'm sure we can love." Gama Pinta.

Back Anisa just shook her head.

"I'm also heavy to take you off. But I don't want us getting hurt. I'm going overseas Gam. Take good care of yourself, huh?" Anisa leaves Gama still aghast.

It's like a nightmare. He still did not believe in all of this.

flashback off

Will he be able to open the door of his heart again? Will A Sensei be able to treat that wound? Will.....

No one knows about tomorrow. Man only plans in the end God will decide.