LIFEWEAR

BURIED IN TIME

"let this taste also accompany me mas, I am happy to see your smile.even though my heart is not able to touch your heart.I love you mas even though your heart is still left in your mass." inner goddess with tears that began to flow at the corner of her cheek.

"the patient nduk. just wait for time. if indeed the soul mate must come alone." lirih bu desi while wiping the goddess's shoulder. "don't cry if later your ayu (your beauty) is gone."

"no ma'am. I can really admire the rifky mas.it has made me happy. see it every day is enough ma'am." said the goddess with a smile that seemed to be forced.

when the night began to dissolve, when the middle moon smiled.Rifky appeared to walk breathing the air of the night.in between his left finger tucked a cigarette that had been lit. occasionally stop looking at the middle of the sea that is filled with light from the lights of fishing boats and occasionally also crouch then walk again.

"mas is coming." cried the goddess from a distance who ran towards the rifky.

ah the girl is now much better. her body is now clean, her clothes are neat, and look more maintained.different from the first time I met rifky at pandansari beach.

rifky stopped and waited for the goddess to walk again when the goddess was next to him.

"not sleeping?" tanya rifky opened the conversation.

"yet, not so sultry tonight.mas himself also not sleeping?"

"this hour where I sleep dik. is not complete if you enjoy the atmosphere of the night in this place." replied rifky while stopping and sitting on a stretch of sand.

"pantesan mas at home playing this hour is very beautiful gini" said the goddess who was staring at the scenery even in the middle of the sea there.

they seemed silent no one had uttered a word. Their eyes were busy with what they saw.

"life is beautiful. it is beautiful if we can enjoy it. no matter how bitter our path, if we enjoy it will certainly feel beautiful." said rifky who was nodding by the goddess.

"what we do will certainly download it. Good we plant the results will be good.bad we plant also will be bad we get. we live this life depends on what we do. indeed all there is a path each and every written since we were born. all there is a set, all have been arranged, we just live and try how we do good even though it's just a drop of sweat. that's why until this moment I still feel happy. yes because I enjoy it. because also happy is broad means not only what we can but also what we do" said rifky while staring at the expanse of sea water in front of him. while the goddess was the same, she listened to what the rifky said while staring at the ocean in front of her.

"my dream is just to make people happy with what I do." rifky continued with a smile.

"keep it on your own?" cut the goddess while steady rifky.

"well, you know, I'm just happy when I can do it" replied the rifky, who turned to the goddess.

dimly dim the gaze met and long enough to clash in the moonlighted night.In the goddess appeared a great vibration due to the gaze of the eyes.shady, shady, calm and comfortable make the heart churn great.

"why look at me like that mas, your gaze makes my heart churn." the goddess softly looked down.

"why does your heart choose me?" the question increasingly made the goddess as if she was stung by electricity.

"i don't know mas." shimmied the goddess who seemed embarrassed because of her feelings of being able to read rifky.without her knowing that it was all because of the desi bu who told her to rifky.

"i'm just following the heart, and I feel unworthy of you" the goddess said.

"i'm the one who's inappropriate, doesn't deserve to be in your heart that's currently poisoned because of me."

"is it because of you?"

"my heart is erratic, it has buried my heart."

"it's okay, you're in my heart and it's quiet,"

"sorry dik. if at this time I can't. I still can't afford to disappoint."

"it's okay mas. don't force your heart. I'll wait for it." shrewdly goddess with a smile looked at the star-scattering sky.

"don't you be disappointed that everything will only torture you later."

"that's my love, he's ready for whatever the consequences are. For me you're the first person who lives in my heart."

deg!!!!! rifky was shocked, he could not believe the person next to him was first filling his heart and it was his name.

"forgive me awe you with this indistinct me." said rifky, staring deeply at the look on the face of the goddess.

"i'm fine mas, I've said. let this heart admire you only I'm happy." the goddess replied with a smile without her burden. "like you who see them happy you are also happy."

"i'm not forcing you on me. I admire you, but I can't for now."

"let everyone walk the mas," the goddess smiled and stood up, and the rifky stood up.

"forgive me if I hurt you." wailing rifky, while the goddess only silently felt the warm embrace.

after the rifky let go of the embrace, he walked on the accompaniment of the goddess back to the mes.

"sleep. tomorrow we have to work, right?" rifky said with a smile.

"yes, thank you for tonight.I will continue to wait where the day is about me in your heart." said the goddess as she passed into her room.

stay now rifky himself who walked to his room.the thing he never thought it finally disturbed the mind.in the face of the sweet photo of the girl who had buried his heart.

"forgive me a goddess. I can't yet. This heart has been buried that somehow will rise.I'm sorry if you love the person who is still left behind in the past as I am." said Rifky as he laid down his body. slowly the eyes closed leaving a dimensional door that carried him in the dreamland.