LIFEWEAR

Magelang october 28th

The park is crowded visitors do not make me feel the evoriya. I just sit in the garden and enjoy my snacks. Sometimes I pay attention to people around with all their activities.

Huf...! Many times I have breathed out violently. Hope this tightness gets thrown out.

It was late afternoon, but I refused to go home. It feels very heavy to step.

I reached into my pants pocket to pick up the phone and started looking for a contact number I could call.

huf....!I throw a heavy breath back. I shake my head slowly. I'm returning my phone to where it was.

"No! there's no one I can tell a story to". Say me in my heart. This mouth was always unable to cooperate when I wanted to say I had a problem. I don't know what curse I have. Is this a mental illness? I don't know. What was clear to me was asking for help and complaining was like abstinence. It's hard for me to share my sad story with others. Even to my own parents. I always try to look good, look happy, strong and healthy.

I include jovial and include a rowdy alias team if gathered with my friends.Two very opposite sides.

"Come risa. Don't want to, you have to go home." I said to myself. There was pain in my heart. I want to cry roaring. I want to scream as loud as possible. But only tears fall.

I quickly wiped my tears. Don't let people realize it. I could be considered crazy.

I get out of the chair. I see the park getting quieter. With a step, I walked out of the park.

Honestly, I would love to leave home. More like to live alone. But my conscience does not have the heart to leave my mother and sister. Yes, I have always been like this. Thinking too much about others and the feelings of others.

My phone suddenly sounded. Kurogoh my pocket, Lana's name on the screen.

"Hello."

"Have you come home from work?" Ask Lana.

"I'm close there too. Wait for me there!" I haven't been able to answer, the phone connection has been cut.

"Issha! Habits of children!" I grumbled. I don't want to sit back where I was.

Soon Luna was in front of me. With a breath of breath, He immediately sat down and asked "There's a problem huh?"

I just shook my head slowly.

"Hm. Lied!" He said with glaring eyes.

I only replied to her by pointing two fingers together to form the letter V. He's just a mangut.

In my heart it rages violently. Fill my heart like a thrashing. But I chose to keep my mouth shut.

I know, Luna definitely doesn't believe it. It's just that he prefers to give up. He knows very well my stubborn character. Until the monkey flyer even once, I'll say nothing.

"Let's eat yuk. I want to eat extra spicy satay." Luna glanced at me with a smile.

I welcome his invitation with pleasure. He knows that I only need food when my mood is chaotic.

We also left. Luna started to ramble at length about her experience today.

I was a little amused by all the stories.

My tightness is a little relieved.