Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 60: Accepting reality (END SEASON 1)

Eleeya was unconscious because she cried too much, mentally so bad due to the constant shock she experienced, lucky, the child in her birth is not okay, her fetus is healthy.

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Eleeya opened her eyes, her room looked quiet, no one, she held her head which was still very dizzy, she took off the infusion device that was installed on her arm because she felt uncomfortable, he felt his face puffy especially the eye area, it was because he had been crying all day.

He stared straight at her with an empty look.

"Ew"

Eleeya flinched, Yohan's voice calling out her name echoed in her ears, thinking that it was just her hallucination, but she continuously heard that voice.

He went down from his bed, following the origin of the voice that called him, until finally he was unknowingly on the roof of the hospital, which was, it is faintly visible Yohan who is waiting for her at the end of the roof.

The wind there seemed to make the girl hypnotized, Yohan's lips were smiling at her with a gaze that was greatly missed by Eleeya it made the girl immediately want to come at her.

"I told you I'd be back"

"Yohan" muttered Eleeya as she flashed her smile when she saw Yohan's figure there.

"Come here, come with me, let's be together all the time" Yohan said.

Eleeya immediately ran over to Yohan to welcome her hand, one thing she did not realize, she ran after Yohan who was at the end of the roof that would make her fall if she continued to run there.

Yes, it was just his hallucination alone, Yohan who saw it was not a real Yohan, it appeared by itself because she missed the figure of Yohan.

TEP..

Eleeya came to a standstill when Rui held her hand, and immediately hugged her, just as Yohan's figure in her gaze disappeared.

"Are you crazy?You want to die, huh?" rui said in a panicked and annoyed tone.

"...Huh?"

Eleeya allowed her surrounding view, but Yohan's figure was no longer there.

"So she was here" Eleeya muttered.

"WHO?"

"Yohan"

"Huh?Gosh Eleeya" Rui immediately brought Eleeya in her arms.

"She's no more Eleeya, you have to accept that reality" Rui snapped.

"..."

"Don't do something stupid like that anymore, it's very dangerous, what if you fall" Rui said as he rubbed the top of Eleeya's head, his face looked very panicked at that moment.

Eleeya just silently stared at Rui, like an idiot.

"You must live well, remember your future son, you must not be selfish"

"...Hiks hiks, I'm sorry Brother Rui, forgive me" said Eleeya returned Rui's embrace.

*

"You calm down now?" asked Rui who had seen Eleeya no longer cry.

Eleeya nodded her head slowly, then she pulled the end of Rui's clothes slowly, making Rui tilt her head in confusion.

"Can you take me to Yohan's house for a moment, there's something I want to make sure there" Eeeya said slowly.

"..."

"This one time" please.

"Huh, fine"

*

Eleeya entered the courtyard of the house, walked slowly through the yellow lines that encircled the house, opened its doors and entered.When the memories of the two of them burst into Eleeya's memory, it made Eleeya again sad.

Quickly he walked to Yohan's room and opened his drawer, took a small box that was locked and he rushed away, he did not want to linger there because it would add to the wound in his heart, but he stopped at the door of his room, after a short time of thinking, he entered his room and opened his wardrobe, he looked for something and finally met, he finally met, his first and last photo with Yohan was taken at an amusement park, he hugged the photo and took it with him.

After her she came back and it was the last time she was there.

That night, when she was alone in her hospital room, she took out a small key that the prison officer gave her the other day, stuffed it into the padlock and opened it.

Eleeya immediately opened the box, and to her surprise when she saw a ring with a small diamond sparkling around it, there was also a piece of paper, she opened the paper and read the contents of her writing.

El, I'm not good at this, I'm not,

I purposely wrote this because I'm ashamed to say it, you always said you loved me didn't you? In the end, you are always tormented.

That's impressive to me...

At that time you asked me if I loved you too..

The answer is yes, I love you..

This ring is your real birthday present..

I want to make you all mine, so be my wife...

Tests.tes...

Tears began to trickle down the sheet of paper, he hugged the paper while crying bitterly.

Then he put the ring on his ring finger, smiling he said;

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***Elee pov:

That day I felt a sense of comfort in myself, I began to open my eyes, and was surprised that I was in a place that was familiar to me.

This is the room I occupied while living with Yohan.

I woke up and rubbed my eyes back, maybe I was hallucinating again, but this even felt so real to me.

"You're up El?"

Ah, this voice I know him very well, when I immediately turned to look at the sound.

Yohan was standing right in front of the window, deflecting the incoming light.

She smiled at me, the smile I've always missed is now visible again.

"You don't want to hug me?You don't miss me, do you?" he widened his hand.

Without a second thought, I immediately went up and ran towards her, hugging her body tightly, even the scent of her body that I missed so much I could breathe back.

He stroked my hair and occasionally kissed the top of my head, Ah it feels very comfortable.

"Well, you go with me" he asked.

"..."

I fell silent, there I realized that this was not real, I remembered the words of Kak Rui at that time, although it would be very nice if we could finally be together even in hell though, but I think of this child I'm carrying, it would be cruel if I followed my selfishness, even he hasn't seen this very harsh world.

I let go of my embrace, and retreated slowly while bowing my head, Yohan was confused by my expression and behavior, I looked up my face and looked into her eyes.

Soon he smiled until his eyes narrowed.

"Alright, alright I understand, I will wait for you, and until that day comes live well and take care of our future children" he said.

"...Huh?"

I flinched, since when did he find out about it even in my dreams.

"Pft, you're confused, it's a hahaha blanket.."

"..."

"You think I'm an idiot?I even found out before you asked me about the baby first"

"Ah, then how do you know"

"You didn't burn the testpack properly El" he chuckled.

I glanced at his words, is this dream real?

It's all so real, I can't even say anything anymore right now.

I don't care if it's a dream or not, which obviously I feel very relieved because of it, I re-hugged Yohan's body tightly.

I even promised to look after our future son and give birth to him.

For me Yohan always lived in my heart and mind, she was always by my side, and until that time came, where we would be together again, during that time, I would obey her words by living a good life.

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The wind that blew that day wiped my hair, I placed a flower on the cemetery that was named Yohan Alcester Ronstar on his tombstone.

At least he was driving properly along with his parents.

I looked to my right side, seen at the other end, Kak Rui was doing the same thing as me at Detective Alana's funeral.

All the memories of him I will keep in my heart, now I am back to living alone, when Brother Rui suddenly proposed to me, I was very surprised but I refused it, Brother Rui deserves someone better than me, moreover this person would be very angry if he found out.

I looked at my ring finger that was curling a ring there.

"I miss you" I muttered.

"Me too" he whispered in my ear.

I smiled, I wasn't really alone, he was always with me wherever I went.

I rubbed my enlarged stomach, I turned my head to my side, I saw his handsome face smiling at me.

Yes, this is enough for me, I'm happy even if it's just like this.

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Season 1 is over

Thank you to the faithful readers who have supported and read my work.

I'll continue to season 2 after a hiatus for a few days.

I will try to make a better work again, forgive if there is a lot of wrong in each story, or the storyline is not interesting, because I am just a beginner,hiks :')

In season 2 this is no longer a story about Yohan, Eleeya and Rui yes, his story about... Eh NO SPOILER...

Anyway the story is still concerned with them, stay tune yaa

Again thanks ya 🙏🙏🙏🙏

See you in CAABA season 2 yaaa :)