Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 34: Flashback (Part 1)

I can dim the lights and sing you songs full of sad things 🎵🎵

We can do the tango just for two

I can serenade and gently play on your heart strings 🎵🎵

Be your Valentino just for you 🎵🎵

Songs from Queen's band club always start my morning.

It was my favorite song, the music was so good to hear and the lyrics that sometimes gave me goosebumps, because it was about love.

It's entering my third year of college, I feel like everything's fine now.

I studied well and had good social relations, even I became the chairman of BEM at this campus.

That day my last class was over.

Oh, I have an appointment with a woman today, I muttered.

I have to hurry, it's not good to make a woman wait too long.

I set my foot toward the place I had agreed with the woman to meet.

She's a beautiful woman, her body is nice, otherwise her name is Hailey.

"Yohan, here" she said, waving her hand at me.

We agreed to meet secretly today, because he asked, to be honest that's a good thing for me.

I walked up to him and smiled at him, I saw he was wrong when he saw my face, then with his flirtatiousness he immediately wrestled my arm.

That day I felt like someone was following me, it was so obvious.

But I let it go, but I also want to see where he wants to follow me like that.

And it turns out that this stalker is bad, too, he's been following me all day.

I wonder why that geeky, teary-eyed woman is stalking me, does she know my intentions?Or maybe he knew my secret all along.

Hah, really a troublesome person, I thought.

Regardless, I want to play with my new toy.

I looked at Hailey sitting with her hands tied.

I don't really want to do this, I have no intention of torturing her like this.

But, this woman underestimated me, I can't stand her arrogant prank.

From yesterday to today, he did not stop whining, even with his mouth covered in cloth, he was still able to make a dizzying sound.

Hah, it's very noisy.

I had to take aspirin because I was dizzy hearing his whining all the time.

Even Hailey tried to run away, with her feet quickly stepping out, thankfully I was just in time, I pulled her hair immediately so she could come back home.

I took the big hammer and dragged it in front of Hailey, her frightened eyes that made me more excited.

As soon as I lifted the hammer up, I grinned and said to him:

"It's because you tried to escape me"

BRRAAAAAKKKKKKKK

"KYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA"

"...She fainted?"muttered.

Hahh, I let out a long breath.

"Ah yes, the stalker is across there apparently"

Pfft, it's so ridiculous, I saw the glasses lady across the street from my house, I'm sure she must be confused by what she saw just now.

"I think the girl's face looks familiar, I've seen it where?"

I tried to remember it, even though it was vague, but his face was not easy to forget, I mean his aura was different from all the women I had ever met.

"Ah that girl, who was in the toilet at that time" I said to snap my finger when I remembered her.

That stupid girl who doesn't know anything makes me uncomfortable, I just have to kill her, right?

After that, then the matter will be finished, I muttered while smiling on my lips.

Actually I wanted to wait for the right time and a little plan to catch the girl, but who would have thought that we would meet at this minimarket, it was a coincidence that benefited me this time.

After I managed to get him to my house, I tied him up in the cellar with Hailey who might be dead.

Just in case, I also smashed his ankle so he wouldn't run away anywhere.

I noticed his unconscious face.

"I wonder how he looks without these stupid glasses"

"...She's beautiful" I muttered.

Even with her eyes still closed she looked beautiful, it turned out that she was not a cute girl, she just looked a bit strange.

"Pfft, how exciting" I said, chuckling.

Actually I could have if I wanted to finish him, but I thought it would be more interesting if I killed him when he realized later.

However, unexpected events also occur.

"I feel love, I'm in love with you" the girl said.

I was a little surprised to hear his statement of love in this condition, it was heartwarming.By being very brave he said that nonsense to me who was about to kill him.

But strangely, I felt a little happy when he told me that.

And it managed to undo my intention to finish him off.

I thought it would be more fun if I played a little longer with him.

I thought if he was noisy and troublesome then I would kill him immediately.

But this girl is different, her eyes are always scared, and her body is trembling when I see her, it makes me happy.

In spite of all that, he was a submissive person and little by little I felt his love for me.

He reminds me of my mother, sometimes I see my mother's figure on him.

Hah, I miss my mother, and also I want that girl to stay by my side for her entire life.

I also forgot my intention to kill him, now I just want to be with him for a long time, that's all.

I love her smiling face, and this is the first time I've liked such an expression since my mother's death.

I closed my eyes with relief, as if I had felt that my mother had come back to life, and after I opened my eyes, I looked at her and thought, no matter how much I looked at her, she was not my mother.

"..."

"Did you love me too, Johan?"

What did this little bastard really think when he asked me that.

Who does he think he is?

Fortunately she was a submissive girl, so I understood her actions.

After that day I always thought about the question, and it made me nervous sometimes.

She shouldn't have said the word love, it would have made her suffer and be tormented like my mother used to, and would she have killed me afterwards like my mother did?

"Hah, that is impossible, because if it happens, I make sure the one who dies is him" I grinned.

He said he loved me and wouldn't leave me, but one day he tried to run away from me?

What's wrong?I've let him live until now, is that still lacking?Why would he want to leave me?

I was so scared back then, I was afraid she would leave me.

We've promised to be together all her time and she's reneging on her.

I never thought he was mine.

Eleeya White Fioneer is mine, so I put my name on her stomach so that every time she sees it, she is aware of it.

"Eleeya, want to go for a walk?"

"Yes, I want to" he replied with excitement.

Surprisingly I was relieved to see him happy like that, I think he was almost the same as me who had a bad past, I understand very well the circumstances that made him what he is now, but his stupidity pisses me off, when I found out he didn't do anything when his Uncle did something bad to him, I was so annoyed, how could he live with such a stupid brain.

At one time, I tried to go to the apartment that Eleeya had lived in, I was a little curious about what she often did before being with me.

I was surprised to find so many pictures of me in her closet.

"Well, that kid is starting to give me goosebumps" I muttered.

Then I also found a sim card and some novels.

I tried to put the sim card into my phone and I found a contact called Uncle Randell.

"Is this his crazy uncle?" muttered.

I tampered with the contents of the sim card, there was nothing but a small amount of phone contact.

"Uncle Randell, Aunt Charlotte, Leo's bastard, Brother Rui.." I muttered through the contact.

"Where Rui's always been, yes, I'm so annoyed"

This sim card is not much different from the one he has now, only on his mobile phone which is now only stored one contact only.

And then I got excited, I remembered what a friend said on campus that she always liked a surprise.

"I think my surprise this time will make Eleya happy" I muttered with a chuckle.