Kiss Me Or Kill Me (Kiss Me Or Kill Me)

Chapter 47: I miss him

Pov***

TUK...

A small object was thrown and hit my head, it came from Yohan, with my trembling hands I tried to pick it up.

How much I looked at it, the little thing was familiar to me, it was mine, an old sim card.

But, it's been a long time since I threw it away, I haven't used this card in a long time, how could this card be on him?

I looked up at my head, and Yohan was standing before me with her sharp eyes pointing at me, with her clothes splattered with blood, she looked terrible.

I wondered how I could have the courage to yell at him earlier, maybe I was really crazy.

Why does he think I'd be happy with him killing Leo, even my Uncle?.

The two of them are really mean to me, but I don't want them to die because of me, I just don't want to see them anymore, that's all.

I sobbed when I saw Leo covered in blood under Yohan's feet.

My head got dizzy and my stomach got nauseous.

"Hah" Yohan sighed heavily.

It was seen that he was pulling Leo's hair, when his pitiful face with almost white eyeballs was all facing me, my reflexes covered my mouth with both hands and closed my eyes, it looked creepy, it looked creepy,I couldn't see it, and when I opened my eyes Yohan and Leo were gone.

He left me alone, in a room filled with a thick, red liquid on the floor.

I leaned my back against the wall, taking a long sigh.

The shadow of Leo and my uncle who raped and tortured me in the old days filled my brain, I closed my eyes so that all those thoughts disappeared, but the strange sounds that sounded like Leo just kept calling my name, all the hallucinations freaked me out.

I close my ears, I'm afraid, they will take revenge on me, they will kill me, I have to what?

I clenched, hugged my knees, my consciousness began to disappear when I banged my head too much on the wall of my room.

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A chill broke out in my body when I woke up from my fainting, I gasped and blinked my eyes, my whole body as if frozen as I fainted on that very cold floor.

"I'm still in my room" I said, holding my head in excruciating pain.

But when I turned my gaze forward, I became a little confused, the last time this room was like a slaughterhouse because of the bloodstains on the floor, and now, everything looks clean, just like always,I shifted my gaze towards the corner of the room, there was a bucket and washcloth there.

Did Yohan do it?muttered.

I tried to stand up even with my head dizzy, I walked around looking for every room in the house, but I didn't find Yohan there.

I put my eyes behind the door of his room, peeking at the contents of his room, but still there was no one.

With my careless steps back in my room, I couldn't find Yohan and even Leo wasn't here.

Hah, my birthday party is fucked up.

I got a very unexpected gift and the worst part, I already let him down and get angry.

I sat dumbly in my room, staring straight at it with a long daydream, my face was a mess, I could not sleep, because it appeared dark circles under my eyes,because it will look a very sad terrible figure there.

Time after time just passed, it was already the second day right after that incident, and during that time I had not seen Yohan's face.

Amidst my daydreams, I was startled by the sound my own stomach made.

"I'm hungry" I murmured as I held my stomach which had rung empty.

I reluctantly tried to stand up, and then took a slow step towards the kitchen.

I found a can of abalone porridge there, without heating it first, I immediately ate it greedily.

CLAANGG...

Back I daydreamed with my empty gaze.

I've thought about her a lot, she's done all those things for me, including killing Uncle and Leo, it's not just her passion for fun, but it's obviously because she's thinking about me.

"Why was I so stupid back then" I muttered wiping away my fallen tears.

"He must be so disappointed in me now, he didn't even come back after that day" I said in tears, my tears were unstoppable, my feelings were so sad at the moment, I missed Yohan, I missed Yohan,I want to see it now.

THE SNIFF...SNIFFS

I wiped all the tears around my face.

Then I put my feet up to go back to the room.

My gaze stopped in front of the door of Yohan's room that was closed at that time, slowly I grabbed the handle of her room door.

"It's unlocked"

I forced myself to open the door to her room.

KRIEEET...

I stepped in slowly, the neat room as usual was quiet, I grabbed a jacket hanging from the wall of his room, I hugged the jacket and smelled the fragrance of the jacket.

"Aroma Yohan" I muttered.

Slowly, I looked through the contents of his room, I sat in front of his desk, there were many books neatly arranged on his desk.

"Oh, does he keep his picture here" I said as I opened his desk drawer one by one.

I can't find any photos there, except for a box there, I can't open it because it's locked with a padlock.

To be honest I was very curious what it was, but I couldn't open it, I would break it if I insisted on opening it.

I finally put the box back in its place.

I glanced at the ceiling of his room.

Should I go out and look for him?

But what if when I leave, he comes back, he gets sad and misunderstood, he'll think that I'm going to walk away from his side.

How'this?

I closed my eyes with my arms.

Where is he now?

"SNAP,HAHAHAHAHA...KEKEK..HYX..HUHU..HYX"

Right after I laughed out loud, I cried like a madman.

I hugged the Yohan jacket I was holding.

"I miss him" I murmured

I don't know how many thousands of times I muttered Yohan's name from my mouth, I felt my lips moan, my throat was so dry that it hurt if I swallowed something.

I suddenly thought of something, it made me flinch and immediately went and sauntered away from Yohan's room, I ran towards my room, opened my wardrobe and ruffled there.

"Where, where.." I muttered with a hand that was still looking for something.

"Meet me"

I pulled a picture from my closet, this is my picture with Yohan for the first time that we took at the amusement park at that time, I looked at the photo, I saw the photo,with a smile I continued to rub Yohan's face in the photo.

"Hah" I sighed heavily while closing my eyes, I closed the photo tightly, at least I'm still with her in this photo.